Submissions by jayvin

If i threated tomorrow and poked at next week with a couple of knives.
Maybe the month would fly away into the great blue skies.
Would it return before its time to show up.
Or leave us alone because we are too far gone & too corrupt.
If  it skips town for a year then you will never see life.
Or do  you want it to come and endure the pain of the world its like a double sided knife.
You want the joy without the pain.
But joy without  pain would be simply insane.
For you to be happy you must first be sad.
But it seems that when you get sad everything that...

long nights short lived.
This life, greatly feared
new door new opportunity.
you may fell like "this is all new to me"
Heaven gates open as hell tries to suck you in
We get caught up in "Peer Pressure" and most of the time cant win
Become caught up in things of the past
Going Back and doing the same shit, trust me it wont last
Karma catches you as soon as you put your guard down.
so i keep mine up like Dirt surrounding an ant mound.

When the question is asked " who do you do it for" your name will be mentioned.
When they look at me sideways I will ignore the tension.
I will embrace the happiness as memories come into my head.
From racing go-karts around community cash until the times we jumped in the bed.
When your young life is much easier to understand.
Over looking the small details that made me who i am.
But every now and then I need to go back and re-cap a couple of things.
Edd being gone, mama working hard when I think of it the pain stings.
But if the necessary steps were...

I’m a jack of all trades meaning that i need a queen, but when i get queen i hope she doesn’t have a king and if she got a king then he must have to face an ace.
2 wild niggas runnin up sprayin guns like they just a can of mace.
3 niggas down with four families affected.
5 men carrying the casket of the ones that some may say god neglected.
6 angels coming to watch over the family as they mourn.
7 tears shed when they find out one on the boys had got a girl pregnant, but he was killed before the child was born.
8 guns loaded as they pay a visit to the killers....

People ask wats wrong, i dont know the answer.
Living life suffering like i got cancer.
Dont know the true feeling but i do get the concept.
Fellin deep pain that cant go unhelped.
Searching for help but no ones listing.
Wishing the pain will go away as i pray whispering.
Praying to a lord that forgives sins.
But a question i have is where carma ends.
Is it a life cycle or is it a game we play.
Blame it on carma wen shit doesnt go your way.
Is that how the world should be?
Youre not god but need his help cant you see.
I say this to myself when i...