Submissions by hatredkills
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Im new at this. I want to put down how I feel and all of what I mainly feel is depression, suicide, anguish, misery, and numbness. I dont wanna be like no one else, because, ive been through to much shit.
Moments
Take off my shirt
Loosen the buttons and undo my skirt
Press your lips softly against mine
Press your body against mine
Together our bodies will make an amazing rhythm
Your hot breath, surfaces my cold ear
You sigh and I moan
Our bodies start to move faster
While, our breath begins to disappear
both of us start breathing harder
Finally, we both like we are invincible
Together we lay, loving this moment
caressing each other
These moments I cherish.
Loosen the buttons and undo my skirt
Press your lips softly against mine
Press your body against mine
Together our bodies will make an amazing rhythm
Your hot breath, surfaces my cold ear
You sigh and I moan
Our bodies start to move faster
While, our breath begins to disappear
both of us start breathing harder
Finally, we both like we are invincible
Together we lay, loving this moment
caressing each other
These moments I cherish.
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Final Moments
Crying, Begging, Giving, Pleading, Seeing, Believing...
All of these i did for you
But, what do i get in return?
Yelling, Beating, Screaming, Bleeding
Look what you've done to me.
Finally, beating me tho where i quit breathing
I can hear the sirens fade in and out
As i lose consciousness, I suddenly realize, this might be the end to my life
I can still remember what i was doing, before it all happened
I can still remember the lyrics to the song i was listening to before it happened
That song, made me finally realize im not taking your shit anymore....
All of these i did for you
But, what do i get in return?
Yelling, Beating, Screaming, Bleeding
Look what you've done to me.
Finally, beating me tho where i quit breathing
I can hear the sirens fade in and out
As i lose consciousness, I suddenly realize, this might be the end to my life
I can still remember what i was doing, before it all happened
I can still remember the lyrics to the song i was listening to before it happened
That song, made me finally realize im not taking your shit anymore....
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The Dark Past and Clear Future
(A poem by: hatredkills & DarkKnifePen)
A girl who loves a guy with all her heart;she was very smart
He took advantage of her and treated her like crap
She put up with it and loved but feared he would snap
He would continue to be mean and not even care
When he would yell or hit her thats usually where she was scared
She still loved him but was so depressed
How could it turn out to be this huge mess?
Alone and scared she confided to the only person who she trusted... Her best friend
Crying every night trying to escape that dangerous grip her...
A girl who loves a guy with all her heart;she was very smart
He took advantage of her and treated her like crap
She put up with it and loved but feared he would snap
He would continue to be mean and not even care
When he would yell or hit her thats usually where she was scared
She still loved him but was so depressed
How could it turn out to be this huge mess?
Alone and scared she confided to the only person who she trusted... Her best friend
Crying every night trying to escape that dangerous grip her...
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Justified
Speak softly, that way no one can hear you
Hear loudly, that way they cant tell your listening
Ignore those cries, they'll only hurt you
Keep your distance, these demons are fatal
Cry no more, for you should feel safe...
But no one is safe
The darkness will soon become your new home
For your hell, has now created a new one
Beyond any comprehension, your nightmare is your reality
Hostility and terror built up inside, time to release your demons
You black out while your anger takes over you
Wake up and realize your bashing someones face in
The...
Hear loudly, that way they cant tell your listening
Ignore those cries, they'll only hurt you
Keep your distance, these demons are fatal
Cry no more, for you should feel safe...
But no one is safe
The darkness will soon become your new home
For your hell, has now created a new one
Beyond any comprehension, your nightmare is your reality
Hostility and terror built up inside, time to release your demons
You black out while your anger takes over you
Wake up and realize your bashing someones face in
The...
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Judgemental Mind
Day by day your struggle is hard
Giving it thought, as to why everyone abandoned you
Heartache and anguish consumes most of you
While looking back, you couldnt stop this hell of a life from numbing you
Neverending jugdement on what is "acceptable" to others who dont even know you
Trying your best to stay in life and not give up, when all these people here are judgemental
You struggle to understand why you were put on earth to suffer
Is there some kind of reason to why I'm still here?
You've seen so many people come and go
Each of them leaving...
Giving it thought, as to why everyone abandoned you
Heartache and anguish consumes most of you
While looking back, you couldnt stop this hell of a life from numbing you
Neverending jugdement on what is "acceptable" to others who dont even know you
Trying your best to stay in life and not give up, when all these people here are judgemental
You struggle to understand why you were put on earth to suffer
Is there some kind of reason to why I'm still here?
You've seen so many people come and go
Each of them leaving...
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Torn
Tourture of my past resumes in my present
Waiting for it all to end im torn between good and evil
My past suffocates me, every move i make its there
Fragile and tired of fighting, im done fighting this war
You want me dead? Do it yourself, prove me wrong
Lifeless and ready to give up
Its nothing compared to what everyone else has been through
Not caring of what else was going on
This life will never be what i wanted
As i draw my final breath
I realize everything was a lie
Waiting for it all to end im torn between good and evil
My past suffocates me, every move i make its there
Fragile and tired of fighting, im done fighting this war
You want me dead? Do it yourself, prove me wrong
Lifeless and ready to give up
Its nothing compared to what everyone else has been through
Not caring of what else was going on
This life will never be what i wanted
As i draw my final breath
I realize everything was a lie
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Selected Destination
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Two lovers into one
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Enemy Inside
Hopelessly fading into complete darkness
Theres a supermassive back hole where hope use to be
You see, praying these days where considered a sin
Look into deaths eyes and rip out his fucking heart for taking someone that you cared about the most
Losing all hope and sanity you use to have
Theres no use for crying now
No one will ever listen to your petty ass screams
Your fear feeds itself with your depression and anguish
Wondering will this hell of a nightmare ever end?
Only you can save yourself...
Love, abandonment, depression, heartache,...
Theres a supermassive back hole where hope use to be
You see, praying these days where considered a sin
Look into deaths eyes and rip out his fucking heart for taking someone that you cared about the most
Losing all hope and sanity you use to have
Theres no use for crying now
No one will ever listen to your petty ass screams
Your fear feeds itself with your depression and anguish
Wondering will this hell of a nightmare ever end?
Only you can save yourself...
Love, abandonment, depression, heartache,...
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Faded Scars
Hopelessly staring in the mirror
Seeing this thing that should not be
Looks at all the bruises and scars
of the past, that recklessly controls me
Help, help me? Please,no one will ever come
I try to hold these tears in
But, i have no success
Im blackened, and scarred and will never be able to understand those lying hazel eyes
Please dont tell me, how it should be
You abandoned me, when i needed you most
Thinking back was i in the wrong?
But you cheated and said I was wrong
An unforgettable memory, that i want to not have
Will always haunt...
Seeing this thing that should not be
Looks at all the bruises and scars
of the past, that recklessly controls me
Help, help me? Please,no one will ever come
I try to hold these tears in
But, i have no success
Im blackened, and scarred and will never be able to understand those lying hazel eyes
Please dont tell me, how it should be
You abandoned me, when i needed you most
Thinking back was i in the wrong?
But you cheated and said I was wrong
An unforgettable memory, that i want to not have
Will always haunt...
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One Last Taste
Smiling at each other
Looking and licking each other
Sexual tension and frustration is taking its toll
Start the first round of licking and caressing
Your hand wanders off
Now its on my thigh
Why stop there?
Continue this journey youve started and give it another try
Your lips slowly go lower
The biting kicks in and it feels good
Your hand gets to my pants
You slowly take them off while i kiss you endlessly
Now, your turn its time the shirt and pants go
You take my shirt off and unbutton my bra
You get a grip of my panties...
Looking and licking each other
Sexual tension and frustration is taking its toll
Start the first round of licking and caressing
Your hand wanders off
Now its on my thigh
Why stop there?
Continue this journey youve started and give it another try
Your lips slowly go lower
The biting kicks in and it feels good
Your hand gets to my pants
You slowly take them off while i kiss you endlessly
Now, your turn its time the shirt and pants go
You take my shirt off and unbutton my bra
You get a grip of my panties...
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Last Option
Laughing hysterically hoping ill be heard
Lonliness covers me up to where im numb
Broken and torn, i dont wanna be here anymore
Crying endlessly, rocking back and forth
Crawl back in a hole, the hole that welcomed me as a home
Ill stay to myself again
Become more antisocial, like anyone cares
Im tired of always being a problem in your life
Ill lay awake, remembering all of those hurtful things you said, debating on what i should do next
Hurt and betrayed, ill cry
Would you mind? Oh, you like that?
Go into the bathroom, where you have 3 choices...
Lonliness covers me up to where im numb
Broken and torn, i dont wanna be here anymore
Crying endlessly, rocking back and forth
Crawl back in a hole, the hole that welcomed me as a home
Ill stay to myself again
Become more antisocial, like anyone cares
Im tired of always being a problem in your life
Ill lay awake, remembering all of those hurtful things you said, debating on what i should do next
Hurt and betrayed, ill cry
Would you mind? Oh, you like that?
Go into the bathroom, where you have 3 choices...
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