Submissions by hatredkills
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Im new at this. I want to put down how I feel and all of what I mainly feel is depression, suicide, anguish, misery, and numbness. I dont wanna be like no one else, because, ive been through to much shit.
SELF POEM
Published
29th Mar 2014 1:05am
29th Mar 2014 1:05am
Hidden Image
I see my life crashing around me
Never seeing what I'm becoming
I hear my screams and need help
But no help ever arrives to save me
I feel empty with no chance of rescue
Forgive me, for I have sinned.
I want to fall into an internal sleep
Hoping no one ever finds me
I cringe and cry at the sound of your name
It hurts being on this earth without you
Feel my heartbeat slow down
It's dying slowly..
I see your name on my phone
I began to fall into a deep depression
Losing myself, caught in the midst of all of this pain...
Never seeing what I'm becoming
I hear my screams and need help
But no help ever arrives to save me
I feel empty with no chance of rescue
Forgive me, for I have sinned.
I want to fall into an internal sleep
Hoping no one ever finds me
I cringe and cry at the sound of your name
It hurts being on this earth without you
Feel my heartbeat slow down
It's dying slowly..
I see your name on my phone
I began to fall into a deep depression
Losing myself, caught in the midst of all of this pain...
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Jun 2013 9:26pm
5th Jun 2013 9:26pm
I do
Today begins the journey for forever
Happiness mixed with fear hoping for the best
You watch them walk down the isle and realize it's done
Searching endlessly for the special someone
Going through pain and heartache for them
Leaving and learning the new paths of this life
I challenge myself everyday for you
For when I said I do..
I meant it.
Happiness mixed with fear hoping for the best
You watch them walk down the isle and realize it's done
Searching endlessly for the special someone
Going through pain and heartache for them
Leaving and learning the new paths of this life
I challenge myself everyday for you
For when I said I do..
I meant it.
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ANGER POEM
Published
23rd May 2013 3:51pm
23rd May 2013 3:51pm
Nemesis Reactor
Time to feel the hate again
Hearts alike but act differently
No more being civil...fuck that shit.
I will act like I don't care
Just because you don't care
Fuck you
Fuck it
I'm done with all your lies
Tired of being hurt over and over
Cutting to release some pain
Taking pills to attempt suicide
Life sucks
Deafened by the sound of my cries that no longer matter
Heartache and fear suffiocates my every move
You tell me you still love me...
But, whats done is done
I can no longer look up to you for advice
You...
Hearts alike but act differently
No more being civil...fuck that shit.
I will act like I don't care
Just because you don't care
Fuck you
Fuck it
I'm done with all your lies
Tired of being hurt over and over
Cutting to release some pain
Taking pills to attempt suicide
Life sucks
Deafened by the sound of my cries that no longer matter
Heartache and fear suffiocates my every move
You tell me you still love me...
But, whats done is done
I can no longer look up to you for advice
You...
124 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th May 2013 11:25pm
14th May 2013 11:25pm
Challenges
Beyond reasonable doubt I choose not to feel at ease
Hearts break everyday, different reasons yet so alike
I will not cry over nothing
I will smile and look at it as something that had to occur
God has a reason for everything he puts us through..
Whether it's death, heartache, or abuse... He is always there
People often judge our kind as devil worshippers.
But, I am here stating that I do believe in God.
Cries will slowly evaporate into our inner being and say fuck the rest i'm doing what's best for me.
Never underestimate my challenges, I give them as...
Hearts break everyday, different reasons yet so alike
I will not cry over nothing
I will smile and look at it as something that had to occur
God has a reason for everything he puts us through..
Whether it's death, heartache, or abuse... He is always there
People often judge our kind as devil worshippers.
But, I am here stating that I do believe in God.
Cries will slowly evaporate into our inner being and say fuck the rest i'm doing what's best for me.
Never underestimate my challenges, I give them as...
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ANGER POEM
Published
4th Mar 2013 10:04pm
4th Mar 2013 10:04pm
Payback Is A Bitch
You know I can't believe I was actually stupid enough to believe your lies. Foolish enough to pretend that you ever cared one ounce about me. But see, now I'm with someone better you wanna try to get back with me. Hell no, after cheating on me twice I think I know better than to ever trust you again. "Babe I love you" and "You're my everything and I never wanna lose you". Really cause last time I checked cheating on your fiance was NOT love. Fuck you and you can rot in hell with all my other exes that did the same shit to me... Just remember ... PAYBACK IS A BITCH
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ANGER POEM
Published
24th Dec 2012 1:01pm
24th Dec 2012 1:01pm
Payback Is A Bitch
You know I can't believe I was actually stupid enough to believe your lies.
Foolish enough to pretend that you ever cared one ounce about me.
But see, now I'm with someone better you wanna try to get back with me.
Hell no, after cheating on me twice I think I know better than to ever trust you again.
"Babe I love you" and "You're my everything and I never wanna lose you". Really cause last time I checked cheating on your fiance was NOT love.
Fuck you and you can rot in hell with all my other exes that did the same shit to me... Just remember ......
Foolish enough to pretend that you ever cared one ounce about me.
But see, now I'm with someone better you wanna try to get back with me.
Hell no, after cheating on me twice I think I know better than to ever trust you again.
"Babe I love you" and "You're my everything and I never wanna lose you". Really cause last time I checked cheating on your fiance was NOT love.
Fuck you and you can rot in hell with all my other exes that did the same shit to me... Just remember ......
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SONG LYRICS
Published
4th Sep 2012 10:41pm
4th Sep 2012 10:41pm
I Hate Everything About You by Three Days Grace
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate...
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
23rd Aug 2012 11:00pm
23rd Aug 2012 11:00pm
Beautiful by: Eminem
Lately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, like I'm reaching out for you?
I'm just so fuckin' depressed, I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump,
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or...
Everybody has a private world where they can be alone
Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, like I'm reaching out for you?
I'm just so fuckin' depressed, I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump,
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or...
152 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Aug 2012 2:17am
9th Aug 2012 2:17am
Heartbreak, Contemplating Suicide
You begin off as a happy and vibrant couple
Telling each other "I Love You" to satisfy your feelings
Slowly, things start to change
He begins talking to a girl that one of your friends like
You still talk to your ex
Depressed you drift away from your lover
Dark, and cold, having only hatred left behind
You try to escape the reality to help you control your emotions... Your only escape: Music.
You lay awake at night, listening to a song that makes you feel like it's time to end life..
Knowing you'll never be enough for anyone, telling yourself...
Telling each other "I Love You" to satisfy your feelings
Slowly, things start to change
He begins talking to a girl that one of your friends like
You still talk to your ex
Depressed you drift away from your lover
Dark, and cold, having only hatred left behind
You try to escape the reality to help you control your emotions... Your only escape: Music.
You lay awake at night, listening to a song that makes you feel like it's time to end life..
Knowing you'll never be enough for anyone, telling yourself...
220 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
23rd Jul 2012 4:18pm
23rd Jul 2012 4:18pm
The Axe (a song by Gojira)
I've been a victim to the blade against myself
Bloodletting all of my soul
Suck in, paralyzed in this vortex
Reduced to silence
In the dark I've lingered too long
This sharpened axe, beam of light
I reach for and I master
Wield against these shadows
It's purpose now revealed in silence
Keep searching, question if this light ends
Now I will strike and dig with precision
Introspective eye, erase the concept
I lost my fears and the notion of time
I healed my sorrow
All boundaries are illusion
When you reach the center light
And...
Bloodletting all of my soul
Suck in, paralyzed in this vortex
Reduced to silence
In the dark I've lingered too long
This sharpened axe, beam of light
I reach for and I master
Wield against these shadows
It's purpose now revealed in silence
Keep searching, question if this light ends
Now I will strike and dig with precision
Introspective eye, erase the concept
I lost my fears and the notion of time
I healed my sorrow
All boundaries are illusion
When you reach the center light
And...
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ANGER POEM
Published
13th Jul 2012 4:27pm
13th Jul 2012 4:27pm
f**k You!!! (Part 2)
Yelling, Screaming, Lying, Bleeding
What fucking more do you want?
I fucking gave you everything and you go and fuck around with some whore
I fucking loved you and you treated me like i wasnt anything
I hope you fucking choke, hope when you wake up you see my face
Hope that when you go to sleep, you dream horrible fucking nightmares about me killing you!
I want you to suffer the way you made suffer... Crying every fucking night, cutting my wrists, and bleeding for your ass
I want you to cry over me.. But, that will never happen.
...
What fucking more do you want?
I fucking gave you everything and you go and fuck around with some whore
I fucking loved you and you treated me like i wasnt anything
I hope you fucking choke, hope when you wake up you see my face
Hope that when you go to sleep, you dream horrible fucking nightmares about me killing you!
I want you to suffer the way you made suffer... Crying every fucking night, cutting my wrists, and bleeding for your ass
I want you to cry over me.. But, that will never happen.
...
175 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
12th Jul 2012 9:44pm
12th Jul 2012 9:44pm
Stop and Listen
Dark lies hidden deep within
Heartache covers most of ones heart
Deception and judgement comes in to play
Sometimes you think you feel wanted when most of it, it just trouble
You're numbed by the fact that no one cares
Still having hope in others while they just continue to disappoint
You'll lay there wondering, if your ever going to be important enough for anyone
Crimson red drops drop to the floor
If they actually cared so much, they wouldn't let you do this to yourself
Ha, now seeing that no one ever cared or will care will hurt you...
Heartache covers most of ones heart
Deception and judgement comes in to play
Sometimes you think you feel wanted when most of it, it just trouble
You're numbed by the fact that no one cares
Still having hope in others while they just continue to disappoint
You'll lay there wondering, if your ever going to be important enough for anyone
Crimson red drops drop to the floor
If they actually cared so much, they wouldn't let you do this to yourself
Ha, now seeing that no one ever cared or will care will hurt you...
101 reads
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