Submissions by firesister (Sammie Jane)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
ive been built up, ive been broken down, but still i stand waiting for the next blow.
Momma.......
holding my heart in my hands
i beg for us to make amends
its been 14 years mommy...
and this is the first time you've said sorry
i want to forgive you but i cant
the horrid things you did...
the bruises and cuts
the burns and the scars
the tears that youd laugh at
the fears that you caused
i hate deep water thanks to you
i cant stand being alone and you know why thats true!
i blame you for my insecurities
i hate you for all you said to me
im done with you
my heart is done beating for you
...
i beg for us to make amends
its been 14 years mommy...
and this is the first time you've said sorry
i want to forgive you but i cant
the horrid things you did...
the bruises and cuts
the burns and the scars
the tears that youd laugh at
the fears that you caused
i hate deep water thanks to you
i cant stand being alone and you know why thats true!
i blame you for my insecurities
i hate you for all you said to me
im done with you
my heart is done beating for you
...
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Afraid Of Losing You!!!
Im so afraid of losing you
Even though our love it true
Im happy you get to go home
Yet Im scared ill end up alone
I know i sound silly
But im super scared really
What if you forget about me?
What if im not even a memory?
Im a freak for saying so
But my love id never let go..
Its a terrible thing to say
But if i lost you i couldnt live another day..
Try as they might
My friends would never get me to see the light
I fell for you head over heels
Its my heart your beautiful smile steals
I love...
Even though our love it true
Im happy you get to go home
Yet Im scared ill end up alone
I know i sound silly
But im super scared really
What if you forget about me?
What if im not even a memory?
Im a freak for saying so
But my love id never let go..
Its a terrible thing to say
But if i lost you i couldnt live another day..
Try as they might
My friends would never get me to see the light
I fell for you head over heels
Its my heart your beautiful smile steals
I love...
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Juliet
Juliet laying on her bed
Her dearest Romeo thinks that she's dead
Kissing her lips
From there the poison drips
He falls to a forever sleep
She wakes, sees him and shakes
Grabbing a dagger from the ground
She looks slowly around
Just in time he comes back to life
And takes the knife
Looking in his eyes she starts to cry
She's so happy he's alive
Her Romeo
His Juliet
Their love will last forever
This I can bet
Her dearest Romeo thinks that she's dead
Kissing her lips
From there the poison drips
He falls to a forever sleep
She wakes, sees him and shakes
Grabbing a dagger from the ground
She looks slowly around
Just in time he comes back to life
And takes the knife
Looking in his eyes she starts to cry
She's so happy he's alive
Her Romeo
His Juliet
Their love will last forever
This I can bet
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Broken Strings
Held by restricting bonds
my soul is stuck, confused by a con
set me free!!
let me sing!
i am a song bird
yet im not allowed to speak a word
i awake the next moring and the chains are gone!
im looking at the most beautiful dawn!!
before i finally take flight
i shake off the former fright
as i take off i realize..
Broken Strings will lead to..
Soaring Wings
my soul is stuck, confused by a con
set me free!!
let me sing!
i am a song bird
yet im not allowed to speak a word
i awake the next moring and the chains are gone!
im looking at the most beautiful dawn!!
before i finally take flight
i shake off the former fright
as i take off i realize..
Broken Strings will lead to..
Soaring Wings
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For My Sister. Im sorry sis
His brown eyes once so bright
Are now devoid of light
His eyes close with those five terrible words
You hear her heart shatter
The rainstorm begins
Does he know those five words
Just ended a sorrowful life
No so with eyes still closed
He turns her way knowing he wants to stay
The raindrops in his eyes fall with no end in sight
Fragile as a little bird
She wants to fly away to be free of this pain
She drops to her knees
Her small body racked with sobs
Looking between her bangs
Her crystalline blue eyes lock on...
Are now devoid of light
His eyes close with those five terrible words
You hear her heart shatter
The rainstorm begins
Does he know those five words
Just ended a sorrowful life
No so with eyes still closed
He turns her way knowing he wants to stay
The raindrops in his eyes fall with no end in sight
Fragile as a little bird
She wants to fly away to be free of this pain
She drops to her knees
Her small body racked with sobs
Looking between her bangs
Her crystalline blue eyes lock on...
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Lost
can i be happy?
can i be me?
or does it have to be a fake smile you see?
only 3 things make me smile
sometimes only once in awhile
number one is my baby boy
i love him the most he brings me joy
the second is my lovely sissy
her beautiful name is krissy
and the last my dear friends
is something i connect with the end
tis a small blade
a cut on my arm it gave
the color of the blood is scarlet
haha write an A itd be the mark of a harlot
im a twisted soul im sorry to say
but i cant write a happy...
can i be me?
or does it have to be a fake smile you see?
only 3 things make me smile
sometimes only once in awhile
number one is my baby boy
i love him the most he brings me joy
the second is my lovely sissy
her beautiful name is krissy
and the last my dear friends
is something i connect with the end
tis a small blade
a cut on my arm it gave
the color of the blood is scarlet
haha write an A itd be the mark of a harlot
im a twisted soul im sorry to say
but i cant write a happy...
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When We Were Little
If you knew me, you would understand.
All of my life I hold in my hand.
In my heart, in my mind.
Everything plays a part upon even a state of time.
I can tell you and convince you I'm fine but with my regret I really am not.
There is a time we say good bye but is worth it for how we fought.
Heart and mind, body and soul.
Everything comes together into one big hole.
Solid on the outside hollow in the middle.
Why did we forget when we were little?
All of my life I hold in my hand.
In my heart, in my mind.
Everything plays a part upon even a state of time.
I can tell you and convince you I'm fine but with my regret I really am not.
There is a time we say good bye but is worth it for how we fought.
Heart and mind, body and soul.
Everything comes together into one big hole.
Solid on the outside hollow in the middle.
Why did we forget when we were little?
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The Slits On My Wrists
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Sort of a song?(i wrote this a few years ago)
The boy from my day dreams had beautiful black hair, eyes warm, brown, brave and sweet
Voice could rival an angels or so i always believed..
I'd mistaken you for a nightmare, running from your arms, you loved me no matter what
Healed the burns, you held my hand through all the years, you've wiped away all my tears, kept me from insanity
You kissed away the fears, even when i locked you out..you were always here
Hair so dark and eyes like earth Ill love you forever my irrisitable curse
Even in my nightmares you could save me, chased away...
Voice could rival an angels or so i always believed..
I'd mistaken you for a nightmare, running from your arms, you loved me no matter what
Healed the burns, you held my hand through all the years, you've wiped away all my tears, kept me from insanity
You kissed away the fears, even when i locked you out..you were always here
Hair so dark and eyes like earth Ill love you forever my irrisitable curse
Even in my nightmares you could save me, chased away...
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Kiss of the Blade
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My First Friend...I Miss You Lilly...
Why did we drift apart?
Was it God's plan for you to be in deaths cart?
Breaking my heart...
The silence will now start
No screams leave my lips
But your blood is stained on my finger tips..
My first friend..
We were supposed to be together till the end..
Then that damned car forgot to stop..
Making it seem that it was not
Being the age of five
Friends were special things
Watching mine die
Right in front of my eyes...
Well I couldnt even cry...
Lilly-boo I couldnt if I tried
...
Was it God's plan for you to be in deaths cart?
Breaking my heart...
The silence will now start
No screams leave my lips
But your blood is stained on my finger tips..
My first friend..
We were supposed to be together till the end..
Then that damned car forgot to stop..
Making it seem that it was not
Being the age of five
Friends were special things
Watching mine die
Right in front of my eyes...
Well I couldnt even cry...
Lilly-boo I couldnt if I tried
...
113 reads
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Saving You...
My dearest love for once again
Your drowning in pain
My hands work fast to pry the blade
Your strong grip still in place
You saved me once its time to return the favor
Its really too bad you ignore my labor
My dearest love im not letting go
Only death will be the final blow
Society tries to tear us apart
When really we're just not sharing our plot
Stopping your doom
Our hearts are a bloom
We hold one another close
As a very small toast
You say thank you my love
My deeds could never come that close
Your drowning in pain
My hands work fast to pry the blade
Your strong grip still in place
You saved me once its time to return the favor
Its really too bad you ignore my labor
My dearest love im not letting go
Only death will be the final blow
Society tries to tear us apart
When really we're just not sharing our plot
Stopping your doom
Our hearts are a bloom
We hold one another close
As a very small toast
You say thank you my love
My deeds could never come that close
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