Submissions by evanesence318
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am me and no one else. I can only be what I am. A poet.
SELF POEM
Published
1st Mar 2014 1:29am
1st Mar 2014 1:29am
What I Been Through
As I walk this walk
I walk this walk life
The ups and downs
The turns arounds
This feeling in my chest it
just brings me down
All my life I just hold it
all in
I hold it all in
But taking my life isn't
that a sin
My life just feels like
whirlwind
It swoops me up
Whirls me around
But slams me to the fucking ground
The cuts and scrapes
My bruises look like fresh picked
grapes
I try to stand up but I think its
too late
Its too late too erase the past
Its too late for me to get off my ass
I said its too...
I walk this walk life
The ups and downs
The turns arounds
This feeling in my chest it
just brings me down
All my life I just hold it
all in
I hold it all in
But taking my life isn't
that a sin
My life just feels like
whirlwind
It swoops me up
Whirls me around
But slams me to the fucking ground
The cuts and scrapes
My bruises look like fresh picked
grapes
I try to stand up but I think its
too late
Its too late too erase the past
Its too late for me to get off my ass
I said its too...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
16th Feb 2014 00:50am
16th Feb 2014 00:50am
Prayer For An Addict
She closes her eyes with tears running
down her face
The lighter in on hand and the pipe in
the other
She feel the urge to smoke her pain
away
But knowing doing so wont help her and it
will bring disappointment to the ones she love
The pain and the struggle in her overwhelms
her
It smothers her.
It consumes her.
She takes the first hit
Her hands shaking like a leaf in the
wind
Her eyes turns pink then to a crimson
red
She catches her breath..
Then takes another hit....
She hears the voices of...
down her face
The lighter in on hand and the pipe in
the other
She feel the urge to smoke her pain
away
But knowing doing so wont help her and it
will bring disappointment to the ones she love
The pain and the struggle in her overwhelms
her
It smothers her.
It consumes her.
She takes the first hit
Her hands shaking like a leaf in the
wind
Her eyes turns pink then to a crimson
red
She catches her breath..
Then takes another hit....
She hears the voices of...
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LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2014 2:32am
2nd Feb 2014 2:32am
More Than Friends
Who is that girl that's standing over
there
With bright rosy cheeks and auburn
hair
Her beauty itself can not be
compared
But her voice as sweet as a
breath of spring
I feel the touch of her creamy
skin
I don't know how and I don't know
when
I looked into her eyes and felt
hypnotized
I knew you had to be the one
for me
Why was I so blind how could I
not see
That mystery girl was standing
right beside me
She looks at me begins to
smile
Her smile as bright as shinning
stars
When she hugs me I feel...
there
With bright rosy cheeks and auburn
hair
Her beauty itself can not be
compared
But her voice as sweet as a
breath of spring
I feel the touch of her creamy
skin
I don't know how and I don't know
when
I looked into her eyes and felt
hypnotized
I knew you had to be the one
for me
Why was I so blind how could I
not see
That mystery girl was standing
right beside me
She looks at me begins to
smile
Her smile as bright as shinning
stars
When she hugs me I feel...
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2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jan 2014 10:34pm
19th Jan 2014 10:34pm
How Do You Know You Love Her
Only when you know you miss something is
when its gone
Only when you're staring at the ceiling in
the dark you know you're alone
Only when you see them you know you
want them so
Only way you know you love someone
is to hold on
Only when you love her you let her
know
Just how much it means to you
to never let her go
When you close your eyes at night
you see her face
Just praying for that one
day she will open her eyes
To what's standing in front of
her
You look up to the sky and you feel so empty
knowing she's in...
when its gone
Only when you're staring at the ceiling in
the dark you know you're alone
Only when you see them you know you
want them so
Only way you know you love someone
is to hold on
Only when you love her you let her
know
Just how much it means to you
to never let her go
When you close your eyes at night
you see her face
Just praying for that one
day she will open her eyes
To what's standing in front of
her
You look up to the sky and you feel so empty
knowing she's in...
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2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
21st Nov 2013 4:01am
21st Nov 2013 4:01am
Silence
Silence.....
What is that
Is it just a word
Is it a thought
Is it a feeling
How can we tell
Silence.....
When does silence come into our lives
Does it come and go
Or does it hide and then dies
When will there be silence
When will I have silence
Silence.....
My mind is filled with voices
Voices that scream and shout
Just wanting to be heard
Just wanting to come out
So that they can soar like the singing bird
Silence.....
It is sweet
It is calm
It is gentle
It is peace...
What is that
Is it just a word
Is it a thought
Is it a feeling
How can we tell
Silence.....
When does silence come into our lives
Does it come and go
Or does it hide and then dies
When will there be silence
When will I have silence
Silence.....
My mind is filled with voices
Voices that scream and shout
Just wanting to be heard
Just wanting to come out
So that they can soar like the singing bird
Silence.....
It is sweet
It is calm
It is gentle
It is peace...
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Nov 2013 11:05pm
20th Nov 2013 11:05pm
Out Of The Shadows
I open my eyes only to see darkness
I take it all in
The pain
The hate
The loneliness....
My sanity slowly slips away
My soul and My heart begins to decay
I can't see through this cloud of shadows
My hope has crumbled to ashes
What is left of me
What more can I do
What more can I say....
But to not let go
I wont wave the flag of defeat
I will fight with every breath inside of me
And ignite the spark that was buried deep
As long as my heart continues to beat
I can find my way back from this grief
No longer will I be buried...
I take it all in
The pain
The hate
The loneliness....
My sanity slowly slips away
My soul and My heart begins to decay
I can't see through this cloud of shadows
My hope has crumbled to ashes
What is left of me
What more can I do
What more can I say....
But to not let go
I wont wave the flag of defeat
I will fight with every breath inside of me
And ignite the spark that was buried deep
As long as my heart continues to beat
I can find my way back from this grief
No longer will I be buried...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
17th Nov 2013 4:55am
17th Nov 2013 4:55am
The Truth Hurts
Why do we lie....
We lie to hide the truth
To protect others from the truth
To try and erase mistakes
But whats the point
Why not come clean
Why not tell the truth
Why not save your self the suffering
The guilt
The pain
Of not telling the truth....
The Truth Hurts
So why not lie
Why not hide in the shadows
Hide behind the mask of my own deceit
I'm hurting my self
But saving someone else from hurt
Saving them from pain
Saving them from agony
Saving them from the darkness of despair
Because....
The Truths...
We lie to hide the truth
To protect others from the truth
To try and erase mistakes
But whats the point
Why not come clean
Why not tell the truth
Why not save your self the suffering
The guilt
The pain
Of not telling the truth....
The Truth Hurts
So why not lie
Why not hide in the shadows
Hide behind the mask of my own deceit
I'm hurting my self
But saving someone else from hurt
Saving them from pain
Saving them from agony
Saving them from the darkness of despair
Because....
The Truths...
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SELF POEM
Published
15th Nov 2013 3:47am
15th Nov 2013 3:47am
Now You See Me Now You Don't
There comes a time where you look back
And think of the past
But you cant remember what happened last
You see the things you seen
You heard the things you heard
You felt the things you felt
There were laughs
But there were also cries
You tried to hold everything inside
But find your self just wanting to die
Wanting to give up
Wanting to take that knife
And end your life
Here and now.....
But what stopped you
What stop the knife from cutting that vein
What happened to all that pain
All that misery
Some will say I was...
And think of the past
But you cant remember what happened last
You see the things you seen
You heard the things you heard
You felt the things you felt
There were laughs
But there were also cries
You tried to hold everything inside
But find your self just wanting to die
Wanting to give up
Wanting to take that knife
And end your life
Here and now.....
But what stopped you
What stop the knife from cutting that vein
What happened to all that pain
All that misery
Some will say I was...
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SELF POEM
Published
23rd Oct 2013 11:50pm
23rd Oct 2013 11:50pm
Open Wound
These tears fall down my face
Into a puddle that surrounds my feet
Now I can hardly breathe
Six feet under
Trying to break free
The cuts and scrapes just brings me down
These scars they just brings me down
This pain man it just brings me down
It seems its too late for things to turn around
Now I just listen as my heart beats another sound
The beating of the drum has come to closing
Its on its final solo
This is how it feels to be cut down
So quick so soon
It just feels like a open wound
Into a puddle that surrounds my feet
Now I can hardly breathe
Six feet under
Trying to break free
The cuts and scrapes just brings me down
These scars they just brings me down
This pain man it just brings me down
It seems its too late for things to turn around
Now I just listen as my heart beats another sound
The beating of the drum has come to closing
Its on its final solo
This is how it feels to be cut down
So quick so soon
It just feels like a open wound
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Aug 2013 7:42pm
20th Aug 2013 7:42pm
No More Tears
No more tears shall I cry
No more hiding to whats really inside
Have no fear of opening my heart
Have no cold and dark hate consuming me
Have no regrets
Move on
Never look back
Dont dwell in the past
No more opening Pandora's Box
No more tears
No more tears
No more tears shall leave my eyes
No more tears will drown me in my pain
No more
No more
No more....
No more tears shall leave these eyes.......
No more hiding to whats really inside
Have no fear of opening my heart
Have no cold and dark hate consuming me
Have no regrets
Move on
Never look back
Dont dwell in the past
No more opening Pandora's Box
No more tears
No more tears
No more tears shall leave my eyes
No more tears will drown me in my pain
No more
No more
No more....
No more tears shall leave these eyes.......
119 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
18th Jul 2012 1:16am
18th Jul 2012 1:16am
A Walk To Remember
We both lived seperated lives
We were complete oposites
You were on the right path
But I was on the wrong path
Though we crossed paths
I wasn't sure why
But it had to be for a reason
Who knew the bad boy and the good girl,
Could be friends
Most importantly who knew they,
They could be more than friends
You guided me in the right direction
You changed my life,as I changed yours
Though people look at us with wondering eyes
We did not care
Our love was more, that we can not bare
But unfortunately our tim together, was shortening...
We were complete oposites
You were on the right path
But I was on the wrong path
Though we crossed paths
I wasn't sure why
But it had to be for a reason
Who knew the bad boy and the good girl,
Could be friends
Most importantly who knew they,
They could be more than friends
You guided me in the right direction
You changed my life,as I changed yours
Though people look at us with wondering eyes
We did not care
Our love was more, that we can not bare
But unfortunately our tim together, was shortening...
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2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
23rd Apr 2012 3:41am
23rd Apr 2012 3:41am
In The End
In the end you will cry
In the end you will die
You will try to reach up to the sky
Only to fail....
You are pulled back down
From the darkness in your heart
You try to fight it
But it will overcome you
You are then trapped
You are urging to get free
But where can you go if you can not see
When only darkness is around thee
In the end you will die
You will try to reach up to the sky
Only to fail....
You are pulled back down
From the darkness in your heart
You try to fight it
But it will overcome you
You are then trapped
You are urging to get free
But where can you go if you can not see
When only darkness is around thee
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