Submissions by emogirl21
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Beginning to end
Why is It I can bleed to death but i can't cry to death?
Why can't I ever seem to catch my breath?
I'm trying so hard to gain control
Over what was once my life
I keep asking myself the same question
If I can be saved by confession
Will it end my depression?
But god never seems to have time for me
He just seems to mess with my mind
Leaving me puzzled and so confused
I just want to disappear and cry
Like my spurting blood
I just want to die
Nobody deserves to live with my sorrow
Nobody ever seems to care anyways...
Why can't I ever seem to catch my breath?
I'm trying so hard to gain control
Over what was once my life
I keep asking myself the same question
If I can be saved by confession
Will it end my depression?
But god never seems to have time for me
He just seems to mess with my mind
Leaving me puzzled and so confused
I just want to disappear and cry
Like my spurting blood
I just want to die
Nobody deserves to live with my sorrow
Nobody ever seems to care anyways...
158 reads
5 Comments
Lost girl
She is a girl
Who is lost in this world
She thought she knew how it worked
But that was a long time ago
Now is so deeply confused
She doesn't know what's right
And she has the feeling she does everything wrong
She still feels the old cuts
When her blood mixes with tears
She remembers those lost years
There were so many things left undone
And so many songs left unsung
Her mind is so warped and twisted
She tries to take pills
She will take razor blades,...
Who is lost in this world
She thought she knew how it worked
But that was a long time ago
Now is so deeply confused
She doesn't know what's right
And she has the feeling she does everything wrong
She still feels the old cuts
When her blood mixes with tears
She remembers those lost years
There were so many things left undone
And so many songs left unsung
Her mind is so warped and twisted
She tries to take pills
She will take razor blades,...
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11 Comments
In a better place
Death is only a heart beat away
My serinity is on its way
I feel there's a few words I should say
So I'll get on my knees and pray
Please god forgive me for all the wrong I did
I didn't know what I was doing
For I'm only a kid
Im sorry for steering everyone wrong
Im sorry for all the pain I caused
Im sorry for all, I have felt this for so long
I dont know how much more I can fit in
My time is running out
Please for forgive me im about commit another sin
I cut my wrist really deep
All my pain is about to end
Im...
My serinity is on its way
I feel there's a few words I should say
So I'll get on my knees and pray
Please god forgive me for all the wrong I did
I didn't know what I was doing
For I'm only a kid
Im sorry for steering everyone wrong
Im sorry for all the pain I caused
Im sorry for all, I have felt this for so long
I dont know how much more I can fit in
My time is running out
Please for forgive me im about commit another sin
I cut my wrist really deep
All my pain is about to end
Im...
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2 Comments
Experiencing a loss
I know bad things have happened to you
I understand the pain you go through
Its happened to me to
But she didn't listen to me
No it can't be
She hung herself on a tree
They lowered her casket in the ground
My tears were all around
Nobody made a sound
I cried all that night
In my head I couldnt get rid of that sight
This just wasn't right
So this is how you wanted this to end?
How could you do such a sin?
I thought you were my friend
I understand the pain you go through
Its happened to me to
But she didn't listen to me
No it can't be
She hung herself on a tree
They lowered her casket in the ground
My tears were all around
Nobody made a sound
I cried all that night
In my head I couldnt get rid of that sight
This just wasn't right
So this is how you wanted this to end?
How could you do such a sin?
I thought you were my friend
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6 Comments
My times about up
Why can't things just go away?
I live through sorrow each day
Give me a reason why I should stay
I can never find the right words to say
Day by day I live in pain
And I'm the only one to blame
Everything just stays the same
I'm tired of playing this game
Nobody even cares
Why is there so much darkness in the air?
I don't know how much more I can bare
This is a neverending nightmare
Well im afraid this is just my luck
It's like a knife in my chest that got stuck
This really does suck
I guess my times just about...
I live through sorrow each day
Give me a reason why I should stay
I can never find the right words to say
Day by day I live in pain
And I'm the only one to blame
Everything just stays the same
I'm tired of playing this game
Nobody even cares
Why is there so much darkness in the air?
I don't know how much more I can bare
This is a neverending nightmare
Well im afraid this is just my luck
It's like a knife in my chest that got stuck
This really does suck
I guess my times just about...
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2 Comments
A emo kids perspective
I call it freedom of expression
I dress in black to show my depression
I take a knife and clench my fist
And slowly slide it across my wrist
It's like the feel of addreniline
For me the pain is such a sudden rush
The truth is hard for me to bend
I know what I do isnt right
But it's the only way for me to feel better
So I will not end it without a fight
I dont care what people think anymore
I used to but that...
I dress in black to show my depression
I take a knife and clench my fist
And slowly slide it across my wrist
It's like the feel of addreniline
For me the pain is such a sudden rush
The truth is hard for me to bend
I know what I do isnt right
But it's the only way for me to feel better
So I will not end it without a fight
I dont care what people think anymore
I used to but that...
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4 Comments
I'm done
I can't look at you anymore
You make me sick
Just walk out the door
I hate the life that you picked
I'm sick of the cries
I'm sick of the tricks
I'm sick of the lies
Im done with your abuse
How could you do this to me
You made me feel so used
You really steered me wrong
I don't know how I didn't see it coming
Was this your plan all along?
Well now I know for sure that I'm done
Your no longer apart of me
I'm done with your fun
Don't you see we will never be
You make me sick
Just walk out the door
I hate the life that you picked
I'm sick of the cries
I'm sick of the tricks
I'm sick of the lies
Im done with your abuse
How could you do this to me
You made me feel so used
You really steered me wrong
I don't know how I didn't see it coming
Was this your plan all along?
Well now I know for sure that I'm done
Your no longer apart of me
I'm done with your fun
Don't you see we will never be
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Love is pain
Everyone just overlooks it
I don't think they can see
The thing inside that is killing me
It tears my heart and soul eating me alive
Sometimes I wish that I could just die
It's like a million pieces of glass
Driving deeper into my heart
When I think about the past
It's just tearing me apart
You say that you are there for me
You say that you cared
But it can't be, dont you see?
If that were true, why am I so scared?
You left me here confused and so alone ...
I don't think they can see
The thing inside that is killing me
It tears my heart and soul eating me alive
Sometimes I wish that I could just die
It's like a million pieces of glass
Driving deeper into my heart
When I think about the past
It's just tearing me apart
You say that you are there for me
You say that you cared
But it can't be, dont you see?
If that were true, why am I so scared?
You left me here confused and so alone ...
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3 Comments
What have I done?
What have I done?
This is no fun
All I did was try my best
But only came to a bigger mess
I didn't mean for any of this
I didn't want to cut my wrists
Warm is the blood the trickles down
Making red puddles on the ground
What did I do?
Well I wish I knew
I had to of done something
Is it pain that I bring?
Nobody will tell me why
I guess I'm just a failure in your eyes
I just want it to go away
Please tell me the price I have to pay
...
This is no fun
All I did was try my best
But only came to a bigger mess
I didn't mean for any of this
I didn't want to cut my wrists
Warm is the blood the trickles down
Making red puddles on the ground
What did I do?
Well I wish I knew
I had to of done something
Is it pain that I bring?
Nobody will tell me why
I guess I'm just a failure in your eyes
I just want it to go away
Please tell me the price I have to pay
...
176 reads
12 Comments
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