Submissions by emoboi24 (Nik-Forever)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Poetry is my love.
I'm not you.
I don't want to be your rag doll anymore.
I wont let you pick the person I'm going to be.
You say i've changed?
She has changed me?
Now you finally care.
You never did before.
Now you want me around.
Now I'm your first choice, not the last.
Now that i have found someone i wanna spend my time with, you get jealous and tell me I'm not the same.
You never really knew me, to know that i've changed.
You just say that because I'm happy, your not.
You want to drag me down with you, let go of me! I'm not letting you.
This is my life, my choice let me...
I wont let you pick the person I'm going to be.
You say i've changed?
She has changed me?
Now you finally care.
You never did before.
Now you want me around.
Now I'm your first choice, not the last.
Now that i have found someone i wanna spend my time with, you get jealous and tell me I'm not the same.
You never really knew me, to know that i've changed.
You just say that because I'm happy, your not.
You want to drag me down with you, let go of me! I'm not letting you.
This is my life, my choice let me...
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This kid
This kid is trapped, cant find a way out.
No one believes a word he says.
Life is meant to be hard but not this hard.
By the time he's 17, he will be drinking his life away.
The same thing happens time and time again.
Bad luck is this boys mosted used word.
Is any body out there, can anybody hear him?
No body really knows his pain.
Just trying to fit in, being someone else.
Never himself.
He doesn't believe in himself.
To him he is useless.
No body knows the real him.
No body knows.
Will anybody save him?
No one believes a word he says.
Life is meant to be hard but not this hard.
By the time he's 17, he will be drinking his life away.
The same thing happens time and time again.
Bad luck is this boys mosted used word.
Is any body out there, can anybody hear him?
No body really knows his pain.
Just trying to fit in, being someone else.
Never himself.
He doesn't believe in himself.
To him he is useless.
No body knows the real him.
No body knows.
Will anybody save him?
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I have no control
Anger that builds within me, it freezes my heart, i have no control.
My eyes brighten to a lime green, i have no control.
It holds me within my body, I cant get out once again I have no control.
It crawls up my body.
The demon comes back into my body, controlling my every move.
But I choose where the anger goes towards, it goes towards you.
I ever see your face, there will be no running away.
This is what I see through my eyes, red is the colour I will last see in yours
As the blood fills your eyes I will walk away and let you die.
Your not the...
My eyes brighten to a lime green, i have no control.
It holds me within my body, I cant get out once again I have no control.
It crawls up my body.
The demon comes back into my body, controlling my every move.
But I choose where the anger goes towards, it goes towards you.
I ever see your face, there will be no running away.
This is what I see through my eyes, red is the colour I will last see in yours
As the blood fills your eyes I will walk away and let you die.
Your not the...
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You're a lot like them.
You're a lot like them, i was born to lose but also born to fight.
You're a lot like them, following is what you do.
You follow the light, your never in it.
I hate you ways but your ways are a lot like mine.
Everyone has a breakdown but yours happens everyday.
You live in a big lie, you lie to make people believe what you want.
You're just what they want, your scared to be yourself.
You think you hearts red just like everyone else but its really black and blue.
Awake your demon.
Let your soul leave your chest.
Your body weakens, you're...
You're a lot like them, following is what you do.
You follow the light, your never in it.
I hate you ways but your ways are a lot like mine.
Everyone has a breakdown but yours happens everyday.
You live in a big lie, you lie to make people believe what you want.
You're just what they want, your scared to be yourself.
You think you hearts red just like everyone else but its really black and blue.
Awake your demon.
Let your soul leave your chest.
Your body weakens, you're...
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Dont take your own life.
Thislifeisn'teasy,itshard.
Nothingreallygoestoplandoesit?somethingswillhappenanditmightjustbeoutofyourcontrol.
Lifeisnothinglikeamovie,althougheveniwishitwasjustsothatlifecouldbeabiteasyandwewouldn't
havetodealwithsomeunwelcomingthings.
I'velearntinonlymy15yearsofbeingalivethattherearesomebeautifulthingsinthisworldlikefriendship,
familyandtheloveofyourlife.
Thereweresomedayswhereiwasjustbethatlittleemokidthatself-harmsjusttoknowthatI'mstillalive,
istillhadmyfamilyandmyfriendseventhoughitfeltliketheywerentreallythereforme. ...
Nothingreallygoestoplandoesit?somethingswillhappenanditmightjustbeoutofyourcontrol.
Lifeisnothinglikeamovie,althougheveniwishitwasjustsothatlifecouldbeabiteasyandwewouldn't
havetodealwithsomeunwelcomingthings.
I'velearntinonlymy15yearsofbeingalivethattherearesomebeautifulthingsinthisworldlikefriendship,
familyandtheloveofyourlife.
Thereweresomedayswhereiwasjustbethatlittleemokidthatself-harmsjusttoknowthatI'mstillalive,
istillhadmyfamilyandmyfriendseventhoughitfeltliketheywerentreallythereforme. ...
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Lies
You didnt give a shit about her age, about the fact that she was just 15, you took advantage of her
you lied to her
you told her you would never hurt
you told her you would keep her safe
you told her that you would be her superhero
you told her that you would stay forever
and the part you loved the most was that she believed you, she really did believe you.
You just a boy that takes a girls heart and rips it apart, isnt that right?
just so your mates will make you feel welcome.
Do you feel good?
Do you feel tough?
Do you feel proud? ...
you lied to her
you told her you would never hurt
you told her you would keep her safe
you told her that you would be her superhero
you told her that you would stay forever
and the part you loved the most was that she believed you, she really did believe you.
You just a boy that takes a girls heart and rips it apart, isnt that right?
just so your mates will make you feel welcome.
Do you feel good?
Do you feel tough?
Do you feel proud? ...
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Some boys dont have respect.
I know this girl..
I know she can do so much better then him but she is so inpatient.
She thinks that he will be her first and only love.
Although she doesnt see it in his eyes.
He doesn't really give a dam about her.
Why, can't she see that he is only using her.
Why, can't she see he only wants to break her heart.
Why, can't she see he doesnt really love her.
Why can't she see its only in her head of the make believe.
Where he is the perfect prince for her.
I get so frustrated when she doesn't see him for what he really is.
Where did...
I know she can do so much better then him but she is so inpatient.
She thinks that he will be her first and only love.
Although she doesnt see it in his eyes.
He doesn't really give a dam about her.
Why, can't she see that he is only using her.
Why, can't she see he only wants to break her heart.
Why, can't she see he doesnt really love her.
Why can't she see its only in her head of the make believe.
Where he is the perfect prince for her.
I get so frustrated when she doesn't see him for what he really is.
Where did...
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DU Poetry : Submissions by emoboi24 (Nik-Forever)