Submissions by emo1
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
im me. im not who you want me to be! and thats it
nothing
in the dark you wait.
you whisper my name.
i hear you plea.
can you feel my pain?
can you see my sorrow?
you can!
can you make me whole.
can you mend my soul.
i dont think you can.
but you are satan,
you cant.
i am like you.
i can only bring pain.
death is always near me.
my heart is cold and empty.
i am nothing.
you whisper my name.
i hear you plea.
can you feel my pain?
can you see my sorrow?
you can!
can you make me whole.
can you mend my soul.
i dont think you can.
but you are satan,
you cant.
i am like you.
i can only bring pain.
death is always near me.
my heart is cold and empty.
i am nothing.
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An Old Friend
darkness.
lost in the woods.
hoping to find light,
in a place where darkness over rules.
trying to find hope when there is none.
fear enclosing around me.
tightening acound my chest.
making it harder to breath.
then i feel a hand.
grabing mine telling me its ok.
that the pain will end soon.
he tells me that i will join him in sin.
he tells me i will take my rightful place.
i will take my place in hell.
i will be there when you die.
i whisper to you on your death bed.
you will hear my words and believe them.
you will fall from...
lost in the woods.
hoping to find light,
in a place where darkness over rules.
trying to find hope when there is none.
fear enclosing around me.
tightening acound my chest.
making it harder to breath.
then i feel a hand.
grabing mine telling me its ok.
that the pain will end soon.
he tells me that i will join him in sin.
he tells me i will take my rightful place.
i will take my place in hell.
i will be there when you die.
i whisper to you on your death bed.
you will hear my words and believe them.
you will fall from...
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Mind Games
one look is all it takes.
one look and the mind games begin.
all you know about me is nothing.
oh but you,
you i can read like an open book.
you are an emotional wreck.
one little touch and you go over the edge.
one little word and your world falls apart.
haven't you been hurt enough?
haven't you been lied to too many times.
the answer is yes.
but you need more.
more to feel alive.
you like the mind games.
you play them like a fun game.
but mine will through you over the edge.
so want to play with me.
one look and the mind games begin.
all you know about me is nothing.
oh but you,
you i can read like an open book.
you are an emotional wreck.
one little touch and you go over the edge.
one little word and your world falls apart.
haven't you been hurt enough?
haven't you been lied to too many times.
the answer is yes.
but you need more.
more to feel alive.
you like the mind games.
you play them like a fun game.
but mine will through you over the edge.
so want to play with me.
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sleep, i dont think so
sleep deprived once again.
why do i just sit in the darkness?
i know sleep wont come.
im afraid to sleep,
for fear of what i will feal.
will i feal his hands wrap around me.
will i feal them tighten around my neck?
will i heal the pund of his fist,
can i ever excape him.
can i ever excape the blade that once peirced me?
i can sill feal the scar.
i can remember stiching myself up.
and not leaving the house for weeks.
i can still hear the sound of breaking glass.
i can feal the window shatter and peirce my skin,
as i go though it....
why do i just sit in the darkness?
i know sleep wont come.
im afraid to sleep,
for fear of what i will feal.
will i feal his hands wrap around me.
will i feal them tighten around my neck?
will i heal the pund of his fist,
can i ever excape him.
can i ever excape the blade that once peirced me?
i can sill feal the scar.
i can remember stiching myself up.
and not leaving the house for weeks.
i can still hear the sound of breaking glass.
i can feal the window shatter and peirce my skin,
as i go though it....
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blood so sweet.
blood. so sweet and warm.
i wouldnt want to waste a drop.
i feal her go limp in my arms.
i feal heart slow a little.
her blood fills me.
she warms a place,
a place that was dead.
a place that dosent exist.
i shouldnt feal this way.
im not a vampire.
but nor am i human.
i am a monster.
i dont deserve this.
i dont deserve her.
i let her go.
i leave her,
cold and alone in the dark.
i walk away from her,
i cant look back.
i cant let my self see her live.
becuase i shouldent be living.
i wouldnt want to waste a drop.
i feal her go limp in my arms.
i feal heart slow a little.
her blood fills me.
she warms a place,
a place that was dead.
a place that dosent exist.
i shouldnt feal this way.
im not a vampire.
but nor am i human.
i am a monster.
i dont deserve this.
i dont deserve her.
i let her go.
i leave her,
cold and alone in the dark.
i walk away from her,
i cant look back.
i cant let my self see her live.
becuase i shouldent be living.
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have you tried?
if you have tried to figure me out. If you have tried to judge my. then you judged wrong. you only saw what you wanted to see. you didn't see the real me. no one ever does. they only see the girl with the cuts on her wrist.they see only the pain and sadness on her face. they can see the she keeps locked away inside. they only judge her on what they see. they dont know what her past holds against her. they dont have to go to the home she has to every night. they dont have a mother that every time she looks at her face all it holds is sadness. they dont have a father that no longer gives a damn...
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monster
i am a monster.
i keep myself tied up to control the beast.
i hurt those whom i love with my actions.
i scream, "i hate you."
i hit them with insults.
then i tell them im sorry.
when im not.
just so i can get off my leash.
when im off i harm people i dont even know.
i am a monster to the human race.
im unstoppable,
until it comes to the one i love the most.
when i look at my mom and see her cry.
i stop.
i caused those tears.
by throwing the past in her face.
i made her cry by blaming my failure on her.
only she can...
i keep myself tied up to control the beast.
i hurt those whom i love with my actions.
i scream, "i hate you."
i hit them with insults.
then i tell them im sorry.
when im not.
just so i can get off my leash.
when im off i harm people i dont even know.
i am a monster to the human race.
im unstoppable,
until it comes to the one i love the most.
when i look at my mom and see her cry.
i stop.
i caused those tears.
by throwing the past in her face.
i made her cry by blaming my failure on her.
only she can...
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broken and beeten
whats left of my heart is broken.
its been draged through the mud.
i gave you what i could.
i know that it wasnt alot.
but i thought it was in good hands.
i was wrong again.
im sorry i trusted you.
you left me broken and used.
you left me in the cold and the dark.
i feal betrayed.
you said you loved me.
but it was a lie.
when you see my arms dont looked shocked.
you knew it would happen.
when you see my face dont look suprized.
but if i see a smile i know i was right.
if i dont come back im sorry.
its been draged through the mud.
i gave you what i could.
i know that it wasnt alot.
but i thought it was in good hands.
i was wrong again.
im sorry i trusted you.
you left me broken and used.
you left me in the cold and the dark.
i feal betrayed.
you said you loved me.
but it was a lie.
when you see my arms dont looked shocked.
you knew it would happen.
when you see my face dont look suprized.
but if i see a smile i know i was right.
if i dont come back im sorry.
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so you think you know me?
if you think you know me think again.
if you have judged me. you failed.
just because you think you know me dosnt give you the right.
just because you see me smile doesnt mean im happy.
go ahead judge me.
call me a freek because i dress in all black.
call me emo because i cutt.
call me what ever you want because your wrong.
you dont live my life.
you have never gone through the things i have.
i dont sleep because of the night terrors i have.
i cutt to get ridd of the pain i feal.
i cutt to deal with all the anger inside of me.
is the only...
if you have judged me. you failed.
just because you think you know me dosnt give you the right.
just because you see me smile doesnt mean im happy.
go ahead judge me.
call me a freek because i dress in all black.
call me emo because i cutt.
call me what ever you want because your wrong.
you dont live my life.
you have never gone through the things i have.
i dont sleep because of the night terrors i have.
i cutt to get ridd of the pain i feal.
i cutt to deal with all the anger inside of me.
is the only...
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twirl and spin.
spin and spin. hit me again.
i need to see the stars.
i want to get lost in them.
punch me again.
Crash of Symbols.
the Symphonic Sound
The roll of timpani,
Spin me round and round.
MY bare feet on the ground,
Swirl with me, and twirl with me.
spin and spin. hit me again.
Twist me, spin me.
Tell me you need me.
The wind whispers its shame
It doesn't know mine.
I can quit this game
The timpani rolls.
the crash of symbols.
The symphonic sounds,
STOP!! please.
i need to see the stars.
i want to get lost in them.
punch me again.
Crash of Symbols.
the Symphonic Sound
The roll of timpani,
Spin me round and round.
MY bare feet on the ground,
Swirl with me, and twirl with me.
spin and spin. hit me again.
Twist me, spin me.
Tell me you need me.
The wind whispers its shame
It doesn't know mine.
I can quit this game
The timpani rolls.
the crash of symbols.
The symphonic sounds,
STOP!! please.
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Release
Darkness swallows me.
It tightens around me,
Like a hug from a long lost friend.
Then i hear his voice.
Its deep and dark,
But at the same time
His voice caresses and soothes me.
He whispers the words i need to hear.
He hands me the silver in which i need,
to release my pain and anger.
He tells me its ok to do it.
I know i should not trust you.
but i cant think right.
All i want to do is fall into the arms of darkness,
and give into the evil inside me.
the Monster wants loose.
i have tried to keep it locked away.
but its...
It tightens around me,
Like a hug from a long lost friend.
Then i hear his voice.
Its deep and dark,
But at the same time
His voice caresses and soothes me.
He whispers the words i need to hear.
He hands me the silver in which i need,
to release my pain and anger.
He tells me its ok to do it.
I know i should not trust you.
but i cant think right.
All i want to do is fall into the arms of darkness,
and give into the evil inside me.
the Monster wants loose.
i have tried to keep it locked away.
but its...
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