Submissions by diablia363
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
diablia363 aka alisha
brainstorming
chaos envelopes my life
wrapping it up in a perfect pocket
to store or throw away
such as the chaos of my days
my mind goes slack
as my vision goes black
i dont want to see all the ugliness
about myself let alone
the ugly side of everyone else
my retinas stained with red
this daily bread the body and blood
prayerful and tolerant meditive at best
i try to escape the chaos around me
by just blinking out shut down my recepters
please just for an hour
only god has that power i just long to be alone
with you father your divine...
wrapping it up in a perfect pocket
to store or throw away
such as the chaos of my days
my mind goes slack
as my vision goes black
i dont want to see all the ugliness
about myself let alone
the ugly side of everyone else
my retinas stained with red
this daily bread the body and blood
prayerful and tolerant meditive at best
i try to escape the chaos around me
by just blinking out shut down my recepters
please just for an hour
only god has that power i just long to be alone
with you father your divine...
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marriage vows (IThink)
There's no reason I should be allowing
All these promises but he swears he wants change
I just hope all of it is true
I gave myself to you,
you gave me away and yet here we are today
Two years later now what have you got to say
I told you ill possess you you say ill miss you
When your gone cause i throw you out
Well honey you'll miss me too without a doubt
Somehow god brought us together and we've
Been tested to the point of breaking
Our team is a powerful duo one empowering the other
Our bond is an unbreakable seal one built of love...
All these promises but he swears he wants change
I just hope all of it is true
I gave myself to you,
you gave me away and yet here we are today
Two years later now what have you got to say
I told you ill possess you you say ill miss you
When your gone cause i throw you out
Well honey you'll miss me too without a doubt
Somehow god brought us together and we've
Been tested to the point of breaking
Our team is a powerful duo one empowering the other
Our bond is an unbreakable seal one built of love...
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f**k I miss you babe
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strength in numbers
if strength comes in numbers
our strength would come times two
cause i only feel strength when im with you
not saying without you i cant cope
just saying with you i feel whole
what else is there my heart you stole
tears or joy at times you control
if time wasnt watched in a clock
but in deeds and physical stock
then minutes would be in your hands
hours in your arms days would be twenty four
more reasons that i love you
it takes a careless free thinker
to play and tinker here in this lifetime
ive planned with you a future...
our strength would come times two
cause i only feel strength when im with you
not saying without you i cant cope
just saying with you i feel whole
what else is there my heart you stole
tears or joy at times you control
if time wasnt watched in a clock
but in deeds and physical stock
then minutes would be in your hands
hours in your arms days would be twenty four
more reasons that i love you
it takes a careless free thinker
to play and tinker here in this lifetime
ive planned with you a future...
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waiting
lonliest time ive had in my life
my best friend in confinement
im lost or so it seems
can only see his face in my dreams
ive fell off the wagon
chaseing the dragon
i miss him thats for sure
on the hunt wanting to find pure
i miss my road dog
my partner my right hand
lost and hateing every turn
the simpler times for which i yearn
baby i miss your face
my heart lays cold while i wait
my best friend in confinement
im lost or so it seems
can only see his face in my dreams
ive fell off the wagon
chaseing the dragon
i miss him thats for sure
on the hunt wanting to find pure
i miss my road dog
my partner my right hand
lost and hateing every turn
the simpler times for which i yearn
baby i miss your face
my heart lays cold while i wait
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devastated
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sweetest angel beauty and this beast
you are so beautiful your eyes invite
my aggression with longing to be in my sight
i am hungry for your flesh your youthful innocent blood
you are a woman in figure but a child in heart
romance your desire ownership in mine
you are clearly not a pet too much dignity
but an anxious sub it seems i approach
a more than interested master
soon you will be mine but we play coyly the platitudes
we have all in common
once i make you into what i need in a sub
and make you blossom to your fullest potential
you are lovely delicate and youthful
so...
my aggression with longing to be in my sight
i am hungry for your flesh your youthful innocent blood
you are a woman in figure but a child in heart
romance your desire ownership in mine
you are clearly not a pet too much dignity
but an anxious sub it seems i approach
a more than interested master
soon you will be mine but we play coyly the platitudes
we have all in common
once i make you into what i need in a sub
and make you blossom to your fullest potential
you are lovely delicate and youthful
so...
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when times were simpler
when times were easier
because we were friends
times were simpler
when nothing really mattered
but laughing joking
playing kissing cuddling
haveing fun with the little things
pretending the other would never be the one
not doing anything but drinking smoking having fun
not the tattered remnants of two strung out
individuals fighting the inevitable which was loving
against all odds abusing suffocating hurting
the other just to fuckin win
i try not to remember fondly the little simpler things
cause when i do my heart just stings
the...
because we were friends
times were simpler
when nothing really mattered
but laughing joking
playing kissing cuddling
haveing fun with the little things
pretending the other would never be the one
not doing anything but drinking smoking having fun
not the tattered remnants of two strung out
individuals fighting the inevitable which was loving
against all odds abusing suffocating hurting
the other just to fuckin win
i try not to remember fondly the little simpler things
cause when i do my heart just stings
the...
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how i live
im addicted afflicted
alone cold struggling
the illness addiction
i cant say no apparently
drugs make me smile
when the burden of this way of life
takes its toll its beyond my control
outta reach the life i shared
with my kids and husband
abuse and physical pain
caused opiate addiction
i cant outrun the very real need
each day compiles more and more of a dose
to feel well not high just functional
i cant say i hate all of it
just the fake people nothing real or tangible
everytime i ingest this demon
i allow satans blood to...
alone cold struggling
the illness addiction
i cant say no apparently
drugs make me smile
when the burden of this way of life
takes its toll its beyond my control
outta reach the life i shared
with my kids and husband
abuse and physical pain
caused opiate addiction
i cant outrun the very real need
each day compiles more and more of a dose
to feel well not high just functional
i cant say i hate all of it
just the fake people nothing real or tangible
everytime i ingest this demon
i allow satans blood to...
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get a life
fake people make me sick
i try to give a fuck
but why cant they go suck a dick
lieing as mutherfucking fake ass busters
thieves wolves in sheeps clothing
i always put myself out there
in my head always knowing
that my careing isnt worth shareing
with these fakers life takers
coward as fuck cant even say shit
except behind my back
im so glad im not in the haters competition
but all winners know you dont have to play
to always fuckin winget a life and stay the fuck outta mine
i try to give a fuck
but why cant they go suck a dick
lieing as mutherfucking fake ass busters
thieves wolves in sheeps clothing
i always put myself out there
in my head always knowing
that my careing isnt worth shareing
with these fakers life takers
coward as fuck cant even say shit
except behind my back
im so glad im not in the haters competition
but all winners know you dont have to play
to always fuckin winget a life and stay the fuck outta mine
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husband and wife
this road weve walked hand in hand
im your woman you are my man
this mountain weve climbed
stumbled down and around
it twisting turning up hill stuggle
ive made it to the breathtaking peak
just to here the love vows you speak
im saddened by liars but renewed
by your love and strength in me
we have found one another again
my lover partner and best friend
i am greatful to God to have one more chance
you are mine and iam yours this final dance
this walk through this hell we call life
im happy to embark as your wife
the views of this...
im your woman you are my man
this mountain weve climbed
stumbled down and around
it twisting turning up hill stuggle
ive made it to the breathtaking peak
just to here the love vows you speak
im saddened by liars but renewed
by your love and strength in me
we have found one another again
my lover partner and best friend
i am greatful to God to have one more chance
you are mine and iam yours this final dance
this walk through this hell we call life
im happy to embark as your wife
the views of this...
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thanking the love of my life my husband
missing you and the way we were
the laughs we had the hugs we gave
all the moments we were happy
id bottle and save
even sick and feeling crappy
nobody understands us but we do
and that is all that matters
i listen to your voice on the phone
and i cant help but cry and moan
babe i want you home
but the bars seperate us
and walls too high to climb
i cant believe all this time
its never ending story thats what this is
chapters accumulate pages lost and rewritten
all this pain and loss i hope will be worth it
theres no man in my...
the laughs we had the hugs we gave
all the moments we were happy
id bottle and save
even sick and feeling crappy
nobody understands us but we do
and that is all that matters
i listen to your voice on the phone
and i cant help but cry and moan
babe i want you home
but the bars seperate us
and walls too high to climb
i cant believe all this time
its never ending story thats what this is
chapters accumulate pages lost and rewritten
all this pain and loss i hope will be worth it
theres no man in my...
154 reads
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