Submissions by delusionalfreakk66 (Mina)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Just thinking out loud
Just thinking aloud no small talk here just a bunch of bullshit in one line
Bear with me cause shits just going to come out my mind...
Sometimes I feel down and sometimes I feel happy but right now I just feel plain shitty idk why I think it's because of Christmas without my grandma being here I seperate myself from my family idk and when Christmas hits I just know it's goin to b a shitty day with no one barly talking but some of them sit crying as I sit remorseful to nobody I have no feeling I have felt hurt I have felt everything now emotionless it's hard to not sit there and cry...
Bear with me cause shits just going to come out my mind...
Sometimes I feel down and sometimes I feel happy but right now I just feel plain shitty idk why I think it's because of Christmas without my grandma being here I seperate myself from my family idk and when Christmas hits I just know it's goin to b a shitty day with no one barly talking but some of them sit crying as I sit remorseful to nobody I have no feeling I have felt hurt I have felt everything now emotionless it's hard to not sit there and cry...
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So..Done..
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Just Take A Look
just take a look around how the world sarounds me is
spinning my to turn crazy the world the life the economy we
live in is all turning to shit im just waiting for that daym tick on that old daym clock look at the people in the streets fending to eat sleeping in sheats except for beds there should be a place on this earth for every single being every couple every family fending to be themselves suspected to be something there not prosecuted to something far out of the laws of life its slowly turning watching it burn now there ashes on the ground waiting to be sweapt away from...
spinning my to turn crazy the world the life the economy we
live in is all turning to shit im just waiting for that daym tick on that old daym clock look at the people in the streets fending to eat sleeping in sheats except for beds there should be a place on this earth for every single being every couple every family fending to be themselves suspected to be something there not prosecuted to something far out of the laws of life its slowly turning watching it burn now there ashes on the ground waiting to be sweapt away from...
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The Past..
I look at the past,as it fades away,
rendering old ass memories of the ones
who cared,the ones whos dared on me and
the ones who loved me,but..years went by
and people stoped talking,people stoped crying
people stoped wondering...i guess all i did was
for no reason, ive tryed to regain all responsibilitys
but nobody understands what im saying when i say im sorry
,ive had a life, a life of darkness,a life of sadness
a life of hurtness but now thats all about to change.
for my own good,ive changed so give me the benifit of the dough
ive seen my...
rendering old ass memories of the ones
who cared,the ones whos dared on me and
the ones who loved me,but..years went by
and people stoped talking,people stoped crying
people stoped wondering...i guess all i did was
for no reason, ive tryed to regain all responsibilitys
but nobody understands what im saying when i say im sorry
,ive had a life, a life of darkness,a life of sadness
a life of hurtness but now thats all about to change.
for my own good,ive changed so give me the benifit of the dough
ive seen my...
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dear agony...
dear agony just let go of me suffer slowly this
isnt the way things are suposed to be please leave
me in the darkness my family is waiting to c me...they c me suffering crying dying slowly it gets slower
everyday but i dont want to leave my baby...
so im left here in misury..how isnt this going
to kill me when i have mixed personalitys...
shes a bitch to me but the other me loves unconditional...
what is going on with me...why cant i share my feelings...why cant i ever be me...
isnt the way things are suposed to be please leave
me in the darkness my family is waiting to c me...they c me suffering crying dying slowly it gets slower
everyday but i dont want to leave my baby...
so im left here in misury..how isnt this going
to kill me when i have mixed personalitys...
shes a bitch to me but the other me loves unconditional...
what is going on with me...why cant i share my feelings...why cant i ever be me...
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all the shit a mess in my head
life is like a box of chocolate yih never know wut yur ganna get but in the end you know yur happy but at the dame time its like its something that has caught yuh in yur own world where nothing makes scence anymore should i leave or should i stay or should i just shot myself in the head with a 22 caliver just to get the pain away or is this all a dream from everything ive seen im haunted in this life walking the fragil line with death on the other side tell them im on vacation say i went to visit friends that yuh aint hurd from meh for awhile that i dissapperad like it was ment to do ...
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demons...
demons take me...
to a world of nothing with
no sanity left in me,every boundery
broken into nothing but no one is listening
that the real me is fading into eternity of nothingless a mental persuit of happieness look into me see yur bitter reality as you can c your drownding into to ice cold reverse shycotherhpy
to a world of nothing with
no sanity left in me,every boundery
broken into nothing but no one is listening
that the real me is fading into eternity of nothingless a mental persuit of happieness look into me see yur bitter reality as you can c your drownding into to ice cold reverse shycotherhpy
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THY DISHONED BY THY ONE SHE LOVED.....
Thy is not worth
Thy is not happy
By thy dishoning pain
She has hurt me nomore
Because thy shal stay strong
Thy shal stand tall
The dark hours arnt here yet
But thy can see it
It isnt as good as evil itself
My mother
Thy owner
My lover
My creater has left me
In ruins
Shes broken me
Shes ripped me
Now shes completely done with me
Shes left me for nothing
Ripped my soul to nothing
Now theirs blood pouring ohh no its just my bloody tears crying
All the lyes that are once said are dying
Ever so...
Thy is not happy
By thy dishoning pain
She has hurt me nomore
Because thy shal stay strong
Thy shal stand tall
The dark hours arnt here yet
But thy can see it
It isnt as good as evil itself
My mother
Thy owner
My lover
My creater has left me
In ruins
Shes broken me
Shes ripped me
Now shes completely done with me
Shes left me for nothing
Ripped my soul to nothing
Now theirs blood pouring ohh no its just my bloody tears crying
All the lyes that are once said are dying
Ever so...
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You...
Milk it for all it's worth, make sure you get there first
The apple of your eye, the rotten core inside
We are all prisoners, things couldn't get much worse
I've had it up to here, you know your end is near
You had to have it all, well have you had enough ?
You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve
When all is said and done, I will be the one
To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become
Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down
I need some peace of mind, no...
The apple of your eye, the rotten core inside
We are all prisoners, things couldn't get much worse
I've had it up to here, you know your end is near
You had to have it all, well have you had enough ?
You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve
When all is said and done, I will be the one
To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become
Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life
You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down
I need some peace of mind, no...
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dreams are becoming to real
jezz my dreams get the best of my
tearing every part of me scratchez all
over my body its crazy but hurting like burning
i wake up alone every morning like really this aint happening
theirs no such thing as demons attacking
me cuz im guarded by my guardian angel
he keeps me warm fills me with dreams but every
scence my heart stoped beating it took the rest of me
my soul completely fading like an unstopable goal this thing wont
leave untill it steals every part of my look at me
can you c me im fuking fading into nothing
tearing every part of me scratchez all
over my body its crazy but hurting like burning
i wake up alone every morning like really this aint happening
theirs no such thing as demons attacking
me cuz im guarded by my guardian angel
he keeps me warm fills me with dreams but every
scence my heart stoped beating it took the rest of me
my soul completely fading like an unstopable goal this thing wont
leave untill it steals every part of my look at me
can you c me im fuking fading into nothing
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REMEMBER,,,,,
Theirs a rememberance of the past
still in my head i feel sometimes i am
going crazy and others im delusional alil
too much im looking threw the old box of notes found
the pictures you were looking for i told myself i wont miss you
but i remember wut it feels right beside you and i think you should know that you deserve better then me i have no more fight to go on nor do i want to be hurt constently lied to when you asked me to marry you but you gotta baby mama, a gurlfriend but your in love with me ? like really i cant stand to fight or take wuts flying at me i will...
still in my head i feel sometimes i am
going crazy and others im delusional alil
too much im looking threw the old box of notes found
the pictures you were looking for i told myself i wont miss you
but i remember wut it feels right beside you and i think you should know that you deserve better then me i have no more fight to go on nor do i want to be hurt constently lied to when you asked me to marry you but you gotta baby mama, a gurlfriend but your in love with me ? like really i cant stand to fight or take wuts flying at me i will...
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i think im in love
i think im in love
theirs this feeling of lust
ive never felt b4 i met you your
perfect,everything i want,everything i need
everything i find gud to me fuk wut people say they can
hate cuz i think im finally happy for what i acheived
i love yur laugh i love yur smile yur everything too perfect for words its so hard to show this cuz for now i dont know how to say this
theirs this feeling of lust
ive never felt b4 i met you your
perfect,everything i want,everything i need
everything i find gud to me fuk wut people say they can
hate cuz i think im finally happy for what i acheived
i love yur laugh i love yur smile yur everything too perfect for words its so hard to show this cuz for now i dont know how to say this
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