Submissions by darkheart49
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write really dark poetry. There are only a few that express my true feelings but they all mean something important to me. Ummm...I don't know what else to say.
SELF POEM
Published
18th Dec 2013 11:37pm
18th Dec 2013 11:37pm
Never thought it would come to this
You know never did I think I would find myself so good at lying
never did I believe I could hold up this facade
so much pain
never really knowing how to proceed
I find myself faking more then reality
to me life has ended
I wonder how many people can see
The world may still be turning
and we may still be breathing
yet I find myself living apart from it all
feelings not real
or at least the smile on my face isn't
it's funny you know
to feel so broken
it's not like I have an actual reason
there are people way worse of then me...
never did I believe I could hold up this facade
so much pain
never really knowing how to proceed
I find myself faking more then reality
to me life has ended
I wonder how many people can see
The world may still be turning
and we may still be breathing
yet I find myself living apart from it all
feelings not real
or at least the smile on my face isn't
it's funny you know
to feel so broken
it's not like I have an actual reason
there are people way worse of then me...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Mar 2013 00:37am
8th Mar 2013 00:37am
Bro Andy and Me
When someone you hold close to your heart,
Says something that just makes you want to fall apart,
You thing 'Why me?
Why can't he just believe?
Why must peple always screw him over,
Drive him to this terror?
Why must he brake my heart,
Why must our friendship fall apart?'
That is just it,
It doesn't have to be the end.
We could always begin again.
If only he would say
"Sorry I was wrong,
Can we sing a silly song
Like the old days
When we would laugh and...
Says something that just makes you want to fall apart,
You thing 'Why me?
Why can't he just believe?
Why must peple always screw him over,
Drive him to this terror?
Why must he brake my heart,
Why must our friendship fall apart?'
That is just it,
It doesn't have to be the end.
We could always begin again.
If only he would say
"Sorry I was wrong,
Can we sing a silly song
Like the old days
When we would laugh and...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Feb 2013 9:41pm
9th Feb 2013 9:41pm
Shopping...and what it did to me
Walk into the store
So out of place
Ask the person
If they if they sell what I am looking for
'We do online,
But not in the store.
Here is was we have,
Hope you find what you are looking for.'
They look at me with that face
The face that makes me want to cry
I feel so out of place
My mom and I
We walk in another
And the people openly laugh
So you run away
Others look at you with a reassuring face
I hate the world
I don't want to stay
I don't want to have to feel that again
The feeling of desspair...
So out of place
Ask the person
If they if they sell what I am looking for
'We do online,
But not in the store.
Here is was we have,
Hope you find what you are looking for.'
They look at me with that face
The face that makes me want to cry
I feel so out of place
My mom and I
We walk in another
And the people openly laugh
So you run away
Others look at you with a reassuring face
I hate the world
I don't want to stay
I don't want to have to feel that again
The feeling of desspair...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
13th Jan 2013 1:24am
13th Jan 2013 1:24am
The perfect words
I hear the words in my head
Like a song
A song that may never end
The text runs through my mind
Racing to find
The perfect rhyme
From my brain
To the pen
Laying on the flat plain
Of the paper where the words dance
Dance like a fire
Where it only takes one glance
To ignite your interest
To keep you reading
Sometimes I feel like a chemist
The way the words mix
Is like a perfect chemical
That brings out your magic fix
Of emotions
That can make your eyes bright
Or hinder your motions
In the fright
That...
Like a song
A song that may never end
The text runs through my mind
Racing to find
The perfect rhyme
From my brain
To the pen
Laying on the flat plain
Of the paper where the words dance
Dance like a fire
Where it only takes one glance
To ignite your interest
To keep you reading
Sometimes I feel like a chemist
The way the words mix
Is like a perfect chemical
That brings out your magic fix
Of emotions
That can make your eyes bright
Or hinder your motions
In the fright
That...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Dec 2012 9:43pm
19th Dec 2012 9:43pm
I Miss Him
I see him standing there
I know it isn't him
He is dead
All I have are stories and pictures
I don't have memories
I was to young for this
I still am
I cry in secretcy
Nobody knows how much it hurts me
To hear them talk and laugh to memories
Memories I don't and can't ever have
I put up a strong face
Pretend to be interested and smile
What they don't know can't hurt them
I have died inside
My friends avoid the subject
They know the story
They can see how much it hurts
However they don't say a thing
Knowing it hurts...
I know it isn't him
He is dead
All I have are stories and pictures
I don't have memories
I was to young for this
I still am
I cry in secretcy
Nobody knows how much it hurts me
To hear them talk and laugh to memories
Memories I don't and can't ever have
I put up a strong face
Pretend to be interested and smile
What they don't know can't hurt them
I have died inside
My friends avoid the subject
They know the story
They can see how much it hurts
However they don't say a thing
Knowing it hurts...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Dec 2012 9:18am
19th Dec 2012 9:18am
The eternal bliss of death
I stand alone
on the eve of my death
wishing you were here
as I take my last breath
My soul drains out of me
reaching for something
something in the dark
something that might set me free
She chose him
he chose her
my existence means nothing
not anymore
So I welcome my death
as I stare upon the stars
open my lungs
and scream for the miracle of mars
Breath in the gas
jump off a cliff
drown in the ocean
anything to finally feel the eternal bliss
The bliss of death
darkness is what I...
on the eve of my death
wishing you were here
as I take my last breath
My soul drains out of me
reaching for something
something in the dark
something that might set me free
She chose him
he chose her
my existence means nothing
not anymore
So I welcome my death
as I stare upon the stars
open my lungs
and scream for the miracle of mars
Breath in the gas
jump off a cliff
drown in the ocean
anything to finally feel the eternal bliss
The bliss of death
darkness is what I...
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5 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
10th Dec 2012 8:47pm
10th Dec 2012 8:47pm
A mistake gone to far
Vibrant colors fill the air
Taking over the despair
Once a tear
Now a glass full of beer
He wonders if he will ever stop
Obviously not
As he walks down the street
Looking for that creep
Who sells what he needs
If he takes it he thinks he will be free
A couple a pills
Shred a few bills
Now out on his ass
Wanting to jump off the over pass
Instead finds the bar
Where he finally goes to far
Mixing his drinks
Hanging with some freaks
They...
Taking over the despair
Once a tear
Now a glass full of beer
He wonders if he will ever stop
Obviously not
As he walks down the street
Looking for that creep
Who sells what he needs
If he takes it he thinks he will be free
A couple a pills
Shred a few bills
Now out on his ass
Wanting to jump off the over pass
Instead finds the bar
Where he finally goes to far
Mixing his drinks
Hanging with some freaks
They...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Dec 2012 8:44pm
10th Dec 2012 8:44pm
What You All Did to Me
The world turns around me
As I stand alone
No one likes a silent like m
Even my clone would speak
Feeling like a simpleton
Never really grasping the reality
I will never get my voice back
There isn't even a one in a billion
So now I am labeled as the freak
Who no longer can even make a sound
I feel like I am bound
The only thing I want more then speech
Is for death to come apon me
I no longer have something to live for
My family have disowned me
And my friends like to ignore me
The bullying needs to stop
...
As I stand alone
No one likes a silent like m
Even my clone would speak
Feeling like a simpleton
Never really grasping the reality
I will never get my voice back
There isn't even a one in a billion
So now I am labeled as the freak
Who no longer can even make a sound
I feel like I am bound
The only thing I want more then speech
Is for death to come apon me
I no longer have something to live for
My family have disowned me
And my friends like to ignore me
The bullying needs to stop
...
126 reads
1 Comment
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