Submissions by dangerousdesires (TheVoicesAreWatching)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I enjoy dark poetry and my humor is as such. Sometimes I write about very sensitive subjects. I despise conformity with all my being and I've loved and lost more than I can count. I am schizophrenic and it shows in my work
Whispers of Madness
Why do I try?
All I do is fail.
The voices were right,
I'm nothing but a disappointment.
Once again i talk about them.
As if they were real.
They are though,
Right?
I guess I am crazy
just as they say
I should have accepted that
from the first day
I hate my life
I want it to end
I'm sick of this shit
and those little girls
I think I'm getting worse
I see them dance around me
Laughing and playing and smiling
at me with wicked intensity
They all look at me
They say...
All I do is fail.
The voices were right,
I'm nothing but a disappointment.
Once again i talk about them.
As if they were real.
They are though,
Right?
I guess I am crazy
just as they say
I should have accepted that
from the first day
I hate my life
I want it to end
I'm sick of this shit
and those little girls
I think I'm getting worse
I see them dance around me
Laughing and playing and smiling
at me with wicked intensity
They all look at me
They say...
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Ballad of a Schizophrenic
Voices here,
Voices there,
Voices, Voices everywhere!
Well hello there?
How do you do?
You'll want to die by the time we're through.
Is it because of us that you hate you?
When you know it's because of you?
Voices, Stop! How much more damage can you do?!
You have no idea how bad it will get.
You want us here, admit it.
You're lost without us, get it?
So just listen and sit.
Some memories we'll help you visit.
Voices, No! Please, I want to forget!
Why? We know you so well.
Better than you...
Voices there,
Voices, Voices everywhere!
Well hello there?
How do you do?
You'll want to die by the time we're through.
Is it because of us that you hate you?
When you know it's because of you?
Voices, Stop! How much more damage can you do?!
You have no idea how bad it will get.
You want us here, admit it.
You're lost without us, get it?
So just listen and sit.
Some memories we'll help you visit.
Voices, No! Please, I want to forget!
Why? We know you so well.
Better than you...
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WHY??
Everyone looks at me like they know
Little do they know it is all a show.
They don't realize that when I see
I look at what's underneath,
but one person has seen the real me
and he doesn't think that it's ugly.
I want to fulfill his every whim
because all I do is think of him.
I feel that without him I won't be able to breathe
and when other girls flirt with him I visibly seethe.
but alas what can you do
when someone doesn't love you.
All I want is for him to want me...
I want is for him to need me...
Just like I need him.
I...
Little do they know it is all a show.
They don't realize that when I see
I look at what's underneath,
but one person has seen the real me
and he doesn't think that it's ugly.
I want to fulfill his every whim
because all I do is think of him.
I feel that without him I won't be able to breathe
and when other girls flirt with him I visibly seethe.
but alas what can you do
when someone doesn't love you.
All I want is for him to want me...
I want is for him to need me...
Just like I need him.
I...
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The Voices
Hi! Long time no see. How are you?
You will want to die when we're through.
Hahaha you hate you!
Is it because of us? When you know it's you?
Voices in my head! Stop telling me what to do!
Is life terrible? Is it hard to keep friends?
Hahaha We will be with you until the end!
People know, and not even concern had they send.
We will make you believe schizophrenia is a sin!
Voices be quiet! I just want it to end!
Haha Be quiet? We want to end your life!
Hey in your purse... Grab that knife!
Yeah slit your wrists, look no strife.
Good...
You will want to die when we're through.
Hahaha you hate you!
Is it because of us? When you know it's you?
Voices in my head! Stop telling me what to do!
Is life terrible? Is it hard to keep friends?
Hahaha We will be with you until the end!
People know, and not even concern had they send.
We will make you believe schizophrenia is a sin!
Voices be quiet! I just want it to end!
Haha Be quiet? We want to end your life!
Hey in your purse... Grab that knife!
Yeah slit your wrists, look no strife.
Good...
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Some Advice
Well I heard you think you're special,
I heard you think you're unique.
Well Girly now I'm going to give you hell,
so you might need to take a seat.
Child, I won't hurt you, because I understand.
Actually I want to help because I was once you.
Sweetie I'm not here to analysand
Dearie I'm not here to judge you
Here's some advice, a word to the wise
those who make you cry... take a wrench and hit them in the eye socket
So sweetie use my words and don't think twice
Just take that advice and stick it in your back pocket...
I heard you think you're unique.
Well Girly now I'm going to give you hell,
so you might need to take a seat.
Child, I won't hurt you, because I understand.
Actually I want to help because I was once you.
Sweetie I'm not here to analysand
Dearie I'm not here to judge you
Here's some advice, a word to the wise
those who make you cry... take a wrench and hit them in the eye socket
So sweetie use my words and don't think twice
Just take that advice and stick it in your back pocket...
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Dear Me:
Girl I see you banging your head against the wall,
Can't you tell no cares at all?
They say they love you, They show concern.
Is their sincereness hard to discern?
Girl, Their laughing while your back is turned
Sweetie no gel will get rid of that burn
I hate to make you leave friends you'll miss
but, honey, ignorance isn't Bliss
I bet now you feel so alone
and your death is coming way to slow?
but to make your death cause less strife
Here, here is a shiny knife...
You have a death wish?
Here! Slit your wrists!
Where will you...
Can't you tell no cares at all?
They say they love you, They show concern.
Is their sincereness hard to discern?
Girl, Their laughing while your back is turned
Sweetie no gel will get rid of that burn
I hate to make you leave friends you'll miss
but, honey, ignorance isn't Bliss
I bet now you feel so alone
and your death is coming way to slow?
but to make your death cause less strife
Here, here is a shiny knife...
You have a death wish?
Here! Slit your wrists!
Where will you...
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Damn It.. You were right.
Oh wow Valen, I never thought I'd see
The day that you and me
would switch positions
in our romantic afflictions
I never thought I would be like you
And break the heart of those who are true
he never lied to me
and I committed a felony
In my grave will I rot?
because not for a second did I thought
That i was hurting someone other than me
Oh My dear, I beg your forgiveness
For i did not think his caress
could light me up like a light
nor did I tremble in fright
at the thought or being unfaithful
I know it was disgraceful...
The day that you and me
would switch positions
in our romantic afflictions
I never thought I would be like you
And break the heart of those who are true
he never lied to me
and I committed a felony
In my grave will I rot?
because not for a second did I thought
That i was hurting someone other than me
Oh My dear, I beg your forgiveness
For i did not think his caress
could light me up like a light
nor did I tremble in fright
at the thought or being unfaithful
I know it was disgraceful...
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We will be together forever
You said you loved me
You made me believe you cared
Then I saw that whore in our bed
The love we had was over and done
So I left you
You left my mind
2 months later
I saw you in the obituary
You left a note for me
You said you tried to call
To apologize
How many times did I let it go to voicemail
How many times did I wish you were dead
Now you are
and I can't get you out of my head
But I will be joining you soon my love
Because you told me we would be together forever
You made me believe you cared
Then I saw that whore in our bed
The love we had was over and done
So I left you
You left my mind
2 months later
I saw you in the obituary
You left a note for me
You said you tried to call
To apologize
How many times did I let it go to voicemail
How many times did I wish you were dead
Now you are
and I can't get you out of my head
But I will be joining you soon my love
Because you told me we would be together forever
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The girl with Painted eyes
What do you think she feels behind her painted eyes?
the make up hides that she can feel.
it hides that she can cry.
didn't you know that words do hurt?
Can't you tell the painted eyes are a disguise?
She is no hero, no soldier.
She cries at night.
She cuts at night.
She wishes she could die at night.
but behind those painted eyes...
she also knows
one day you will fall
and she will rise
and you will have no paint to hide with
no friends to run with
So the girl with painted eyes
cries and waits
waits for you to fall
And...
the make up hides that she can feel.
it hides that she can cry.
didn't you know that words do hurt?
Can't you tell the painted eyes are a disguise?
She is no hero, no soldier.
She cries at night.
She cuts at night.
She wishes she could die at night.
but behind those painted eyes...
she also knows
one day you will fall
and she will rise
and you will have no paint to hide with
no friends to run with
So the girl with painted eyes
cries and waits
waits for you to fall
And...
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My Strange Addiction
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Satan's Plaything
Come here pretty girl
Didn't you know your in Satan's world
Don't act like you have a choice
So don't raise your voice
Let's walk through fire
and never will you tire
Satans your friend
but no flowers will I send
Let me hate you girl
because you know love does not exist.
Didn't you know your in Satan's world
Don't act like you have a choice
So don't raise your voice
Let's walk through fire
and never will you tire
Satans your friend
but no flowers will I send
Let me hate you girl
because you know love does not exist.
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So Wrong
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