Submissions by crooks96ruhan
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DRUGS POEM
Published
12th Nov 2013 7:33pm
12th Nov 2013 7:33pm
(try)
Sleepless nights
Endless fights,
With no one but myself.
I walk with this fear of fainting,
And never waking up.
Of never growing up.
Has this been leading to a blow up?
Sleepless nights
Endless fights,
Covering the anger with trust.
That everything will mend again.
Just scared shitless of my thoughts within.
Brain disaster
Rampage master.
I keep control.
Pill after pill.
Blunt after blunt.
Happiness in a smoked damaged room.
Pissing away laughter in bloom.
Just understand...
Endless fights,
With no one but myself.
I walk with this fear of fainting,
And never waking up.
Of never growing up.
Has this been leading to a blow up?
Sleepless nights
Endless fights,
Covering the anger with trust.
That everything will mend again.
Just scared shitless of my thoughts within.
Brain disaster
Rampage master.
I keep control.
Pill after pill.
Blunt after blunt.
Happiness in a smoked damaged room.
Pissing away laughter in bloom.
Just understand...
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ANGER POEM
Published
7th Oct 2013 2:43pm
7th Oct 2013 2:43pm
Invaders must die
A rainy day awaits.
A lonely soul creates
The chemical in his brain
To destroy whatever remained.
The war changed this man.
For every situation he has a completed plan.
He killed.
And fought for his nation
Now his anxiety became a sensation.
He got caught up in the nightmare.
He got too damaged for any repair.
He will forever remember the cold wind that swept away a million souls.
Heartless he carries the flag.
For being a soldier became a drag.
A lonely soul creates
The chemical in his brain
To destroy whatever remained.
The war changed this man.
For every situation he has a completed plan.
He killed.
And fought for his nation
Now his anxiety became a sensation.
He got caught up in the nightmare.
He got too damaged for any repair.
He will forever remember the cold wind that swept away a million souls.
Heartless he carries the flag.
For being a soldier became a drag.
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2013 9:25pm
3rd Oct 2013 9:25pm
Fragile Friends
I remember
Life..
Before i turned into a anxiety fiend.
When i could still let emotions openly glide.
When friends were still friends.
And not all fucked up on these love trends.
No drugs.
No sorrow.
We all turned out to be hollow.
I see them wandering.
With eyes that changed so much.
An emptiness surrounds them.
We all went away.
To find our own way.
Where are the times when we could all just smile.
And have a friendship thats worth while?
Life..
Before i turned into a anxiety fiend.
When i could still let emotions openly glide.
When friends were still friends.
And not all fucked up on these love trends.
No drugs.
No sorrow.
We all turned out to be hollow.
I see them wandering.
With eyes that changed so much.
An emptiness surrounds them.
We all went away.
To find our own way.
Where are the times when we could all just smile.
And have a friendship thats worth while?
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DARK POEM
Published
28th Sep 2013 00:21am
28th Sep 2013 00:21am
always never
Sleepless he sits.
Smoking the tar of his cigarette to bits.
Thoughts dwelling.
Everything just feels so fucking overwhelming.
Drowning in concern.
The cigarette will not forever burn.
Glimpses of fear
As the ancient depression is near.
He knows that this will not forever be.
What it seems to be.
But why not hang onto the thought
Of what May be.
Remain silent and sad in his bed.
A million, maybe a billion thoughts just crushing his head.
For he no longer knows.
What the future for him holds.
An ice cold wild...
Smoking the tar of his cigarette to bits.
Thoughts dwelling.
Everything just feels so fucking overwhelming.
Drowning in concern.
The cigarette will not forever burn.
Glimpses of fear
As the ancient depression is near.
He knows that this will not forever be.
What it seems to be.
But why not hang onto the thought
Of what May be.
Remain silent and sad in his bed.
A million, maybe a billion thoughts just crushing his head.
For he no longer knows.
What the future for him holds.
An ice cold wild...
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STORY POEM
Published
28th Sep 2013 00:08am
28th Sep 2013 00:08am
The Rocker
Broken piano melody
On repeat.
He just lets his troubled life fill the remedy.
Though he feels so defeat.
Cigarette buds all over.
Broken beer bottles,
Fill the floors,
Like a carpet.
White smoke clouds all over,
As he sparks it.
He sang for the crowds a few hours ago.
Now he's alone..
Only his thoughts to echo.
Crucifying his beliefs in to black hole.
Like guitar chords,
He falls into place.
Time to change that face
Now,
He has millions of fans to see his Rocker Face.
On repeat.
He just lets his troubled life fill the remedy.
Though he feels so defeat.
Cigarette buds all over.
Broken beer bottles,
Fill the floors,
Like a carpet.
White smoke clouds all over,
As he sparks it.
He sang for the crowds a few hours ago.
Now he's alone..
Only his thoughts to echo.
Crucifying his beliefs in to black hole.
Like guitar chords,
He falls into place.
Time to change that face
Now,
He has millions of fans to see his Rocker Face.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Sep 2013 9:11pm
12th Sep 2013 9:11pm
Being Young
Technology destroyed it all.
Remember the days when you were still,
Just a kid?
I guess not..
You're about to Google it.
The days when you rode your bicycle.
Clothes didnt matter.
Reading comics about your favourite character.
Eating a apple cause it keeps you healthy.
Guess you need to put out that cigarette now.
When you read your childrens bible
With pictures and stuff.
Now its all about "We were'nt drinking enough"
You feared drugs.
The days when you still Wanted hugs.
Now you sit...
Remember the days when you were still,
Just a kid?
I guess not..
You're about to Google it.
The days when you rode your bicycle.
Clothes didnt matter.
Reading comics about your favourite character.
Eating a apple cause it keeps you healthy.
Guess you need to put out that cigarette now.
When you read your childrens bible
With pictures and stuff.
Now its all about "We were'nt drinking enough"
You feared drugs.
The days when you still Wanted hugs.
Now you sit...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
11th Sep 2013 8:50pm
11th Sep 2013 8:50pm
Follow The Leader
Intended misbehaviour when the good people are watching.
Twisted clothes,
Cause only the rebels can rock it.
Unwashed hair,
Cause who's gonna stop it?
Public hatred.
You hate the people.
Walked through shoes and wasted make-up.
The rebels want a society break-up.
Smiling at those
Who's making the good kid.
For we are the ones who Will one day make it.
I sit at this table,
Mind,
As always..
Unstable.
Just laughing inside,
At the pathetic breed.
The Humans,...
Twisted clothes,
Cause only the rebels can rock it.
Unwashed hair,
Cause who's gonna stop it?
Public hatred.
You hate the people.
Walked through shoes and wasted make-up.
The rebels want a society break-up.
Smiling at those
Who's making the good kid.
For we are the ones who Will one day make it.
I sit at this table,
Mind,
As always..
Unstable.
Just laughing inside,
At the pathetic breed.
The Humans,...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
10th Sep 2013 8:22pm
10th Sep 2013 8:22pm
we
I stumble,
You pick me up.
I crumble,
You stitch the scars.
She made me believe.
With her in my arms,
Total relief.
As i sit down,
With this frown,
Cause i'm missing you
Our dreams,
All kept secret.
For the one day,
We break loose.
I feel you,
When you're not around.
But i hope you know,
That i'll love you,
Until..
Far out.
Just because you..
Just because WE.
You pick me up.
I crumble,
You stitch the scars.
She made me believe.
With her in my arms,
Total relief.
As i sit down,
With this frown,
Cause i'm missing you
Our dreams,
All kept secret.
For the one day,
We break loose.
I feel you,
When you're not around.
But i hope you know,
That i'll love you,
Until..
Far out.
Just because you..
Just because WE.
63 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th Sep 2013 5:04pm
9th Sep 2013 5:04pm
Birds
Gates open for them
As the birds stream in.
The leader tears a whole through the perfect lined flock.
They fly,
They're free.
They sing their song
Of disaster pedigree.
Free fall to them.
Not a sport.
But a natural drug.
Adrenaline shot.
The ocean waves at them.
For only they know,
How and when.
As they follow the swifting ice.
As night time falls.
And the predators crawl.
They settle in their nests.
For the freedom birds,
Will forever be blessed.
As the birds stream in.
The leader tears a whole through the perfect lined flock.
They fly,
They're free.
They sing their song
Of disaster pedigree.
Free fall to them.
Not a sport.
But a natural drug.
Adrenaline shot.
The ocean waves at them.
For only they know,
How and when.
As they follow the swifting ice.
As night time falls.
And the predators crawl.
They settle in their nests.
For the freedom birds,
Will forever be blessed.
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Sep 2013 11:20pm
8th Sep 2013 11:20pm
my dear
When I'm low,
Everything going slow.
You're there,
You're always there.
You make me smile,
When everything is in smashed, denial.
When my heart is on trail,
You make me smile.
I look at you,
I can see a future.
You wrap you're arms around me..
And the feeling seems mutual.
Not a man of many beliefs.
But you, my dear, make me believe
In you,
In me.
In us.
Because we found this trust.
And we found love, not lust.
Nicolene.
Everything going slow.
You're there,
You're always there.
You make me smile,
When everything is in smashed, denial.
When my heart is on trail,
You make me smile.
I look at you,
I can see a future.
You wrap you're arms around me..
And the feeling seems mutual.
Not a man of many beliefs.
But you, my dear, make me believe
In you,
In me.
In us.
Because we found this trust.
And we found love, not lust.
Nicolene.
53 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Sep 2013 5:52pm
8th Sep 2013 5:52pm
(c)old
Birth to another stranger,
Who i may never meet.
Already tangled up,
From beneath the feet.
Fragile heart,
Ripped apart.
This stranger will grow old.
By know the meaning,
Of being cold.
Alone it sits.
Thought on "beautiful life",
All to bits.
Pieces of maturity.
Will this prove his purity?
His day has come.
Grim Reaper glimse in the sun.
Has he lived the life he promised his childhood friends?
Or did he just fucking fit it with the trends?
Who i may never meet.
Already tangled up,
From beneath the feet.
Fragile heart,
Ripped apart.
This stranger will grow old.
By know the meaning,
Of being cold.
Alone it sits.
Thought on "beautiful life",
All to bits.
Pieces of maturity.
Will this prove his purity?
His day has come.
Grim Reaper glimse in the sun.
Has he lived the life he promised his childhood friends?
Or did he just fucking fit it with the trends?
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
6th Sep 2013 11:26pm
6th Sep 2013 11:26pm
The Scientist
Deep red,
Dark black eyes.
A mad scientist,
Lab filled with poison
He wants to kill Everybody
He wonders,
Who will he keep.
For his pets.
Kept deep underneath the steps.
His rabits and rats.
This time people,
Wearing nazi hats.
He's five seconds away,
From causing,
Humans,
To utterly..
Decay.
Suddenly,
The last bit of his heart.
Wonders,
Is it worth, all this?
To tear everyone and everything,
Apart.
He is crying silently..
"But i hate everyone"
Then starts...
Dark black eyes.
A mad scientist,
Lab filled with poison
He wants to kill Everybody
He wonders,
Who will he keep.
For his pets.
Kept deep underneath the steps.
His rabits and rats.
This time people,
Wearing nazi hats.
He's five seconds away,
From causing,
Humans,
To utterly..
Decay.
Suddenly,
The last bit of his heart.
Wonders,
Is it worth, all this?
To tear everyone and everything,
Apart.
He is crying silently..
"But i hate everyone"
Then starts...
53 reads
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