Submissions by crickstreetking
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i am an observer more than a poet
read betwwen the lines
seeing as only a blind man can see, drifting on the wind in my cage of destiny
along this path I have traveled before, haunted by the melancholy shadows peeking out of the darkened doors
there is a rot that has devoured my soul a constant dying has slowly taken its toll
all my weapons are worn and my armor destroyed, tired from the struggle of trying to survive.
you kill me again and again, and of course I still let you in
along this path I have traveled before, haunted by the melancholy shadows peeking out of the darkened doors
there is a rot that has devoured my soul a constant dying has slowly taken its toll
all my weapons are worn and my armor destroyed, tired from the struggle of trying to survive.
you kill me again and again, and of course I still let you in
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decepted
burning inside from deep within, rolling the dice hoping the outcome will be different.
standing alone at the end of a journey that has never even
began.
lost in the darkness lost in the light, memories come and go
becoming too tired to fight.
if misery loves company then why the hell do I feel so alone
lost in this world cant find the way home.
searching for something that I can not even name, boldly
standing as I am smothered in shame
a smile is merely a faked lie, laughter spews from my mouth
as inside I shrivel and die
learning lessons as I...
standing alone at the end of a journey that has never even
began.
lost in the darkness lost in the light, memories come and go
becoming too tired to fight.
if misery loves company then why the hell do I feel so alone
lost in this world cant find the way home.
searching for something that I can not even name, boldly
standing as I am smothered in shame
a smile is merely a faked lie, laughter spews from my mouth
as inside I shrivel and die
learning lessons as I...
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DOGGOD
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AMERICAN
workin like a fuckin tank,doin whatever it takes to make ends meet.
gotta pay these bills,cause this damn life is just to real.
I aint lost and I will never be on top,the takin and takin just never stops.
bleeding in my heart bleedin in my soul,pushin on up this hill is takin its toll.
rolling on like a motherfuckin steam engine,damn near killin myself to break even.
uncle sam doesn't do shit for me,but at least I get to live in this land of opportunity.
hope floats or so they say but that motherfuckin ship capzied in the dockin bay.
writing this fast cause...
gotta pay these bills,cause this damn life is just to real.
I aint lost and I will never be on top,the takin and takin just never stops.
bleeding in my heart bleedin in my soul,pushin on up this hill is takin its toll.
rolling on like a motherfuckin steam engine,damn near killin myself to break even.
uncle sam doesn't do shit for me,but at least I get to live in this land of opportunity.
hope floats or so they say but that motherfuckin ship capzied in the dockin bay.
writing this fast cause...
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undone
spinning in triangles is how fucked up my life has become
standing at the end of the race and just starting to run
why does this world continue to pass me be
fuck you and fuck that and fuck them too,
can your hear what it is i am screaming at you
smile motherfucker,your time for karma is coming soon
rushing headlong to your goddamn doom
i cant wait to watch as you squirm
its coming you lil piece of shit,its your turn
laughter is the sound you shall hear
as you slowly loose all you hold dear
i cant wait i tremble with anticipation...
standing at the end of the race and just starting to run
why does this world continue to pass me be
fuck you and fuck that and fuck them too,
can your hear what it is i am screaming at you
smile motherfucker,your time for karma is coming soon
rushing headlong to your goddamn doom
i cant wait to watch as you squirm
its coming you lil piece of shit,its your turn
laughter is the sound you shall hear
as you slowly loose all you hold dear
i cant wait i tremble with anticipation...
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already there
stained like the rust on a tin can,paper thin,hollow heart,a ghost in the world of the damned
screams in the motels,screams in my mind,darkness,perversion,no lighted path to find
lost in the madness,struggling on,stumbling through this eternal,forever sadness
this journey has destroyed all i held close,all i cherished,gone like a whisper in a dying souls throat
the end the last dance has come to pass no rest for my spirit,as i pay for my past
eternal death, hell holds no fear,i have already passed through there
the last breath will be so...
screams in the motels,screams in my mind,darkness,perversion,no lighted path to find
lost in the madness,struggling on,stumbling through this eternal,forever sadness
this journey has destroyed all i held close,all i cherished,gone like a whisper in a dying souls throat
the end the last dance has come to pass no rest for my spirit,as i pay for my past
eternal death, hell holds no fear,i have already passed through there
the last breath will be so...
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can you feel
feeling like i no longer matter,i guess it was just another lie.
knowing the misery you bring,still i welcome it with open arms.
embracing the hate you have for me,no i am not under your charms.
realizing now that the hurt has become my every day addiction.
how could you watch me suffer,see me crawl, dont you feel a thing.
begging for your sunshine,although i recieve just another cloud.
glimpses of a smile,cast upon my darkened brow,watch as i go deep.
again i play your fool again i am the outcast,standing apart.
get ready because your time is like a...
knowing the misery you bring,still i welcome it with open arms.
embracing the hate you have for me,no i am not under your charms.
realizing now that the hurt has become my every day addiction.
how could you watch me suffer,see me crawl, dont you feel a thing.
begging for your sunshine,although i recieve just another cloud.
glimpses of a smile,cast upon my darkened brow,watch as i go deep.
again i play your fool again i am the outcast,standing apart.
get ready because your time is like a...
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twisted reality
i turned but the shadows slipped away , i must remember i must never forget
the hope that feeds the fuel that is me,the pain that drives me on the sting of it
screams fill my mind as tears blurr my vision,on i trudge into this oblivion,i touch but nio warmth do i feel , only the ripping as you continue to plunge the steel
in my back in my side right through my heart you continue to drive,over and forever you kill my very being on the floor is my emotions bleeding
you think you fill my every moment,thoughts of you are my torment
but little do you really know...
the hope that feeds the fuel that is me,the pain that drives me on the sting of it
screams fill my mind as tears blurr my vision,on i trudge into this oblivion,i touch but nio warmth do i feel , only the ripping as you continue to plunge the steel
in my back in my side right through my heart you continue to drive,over and forever you kill my very being on the floor is my emotions bleeding
you think you fill my every moment,thoughts of you are my torment
but little do you really know...
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strangled
a spreading feeling of emptiness is slowly swallowing me alive
eating my very soul i feel as if i am be devoured
gazing at this life in the haziness that is my mind
reaching for that fleeting glimpse of the salvation one more time
am i merely a pawn who once was a dazzling prince
or was i always the evil troll drooling over the fence
i look at memories almost forgotten with the passage of time
all the smiling faces i recall seem to be doing fine
why was i the chosen the one to be cast aside
who rolled my dice for me and decided to...
eating my very soul i feel as if i am be devoured
gazing at this life in the haziness that is my mind
reaching for that fleeting glimpse of the salvation one more time
am i merely a pawn who once was a dazzling prince
or was i always the evil troll drooling over the fence
i look at memories almost forgotten with the passage of time
all the smiling faces i recall seem to be doing fine
why was i the chosen the one to be cast aside
who rolled my dice for me and decided to...
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TIRED
The demons are draggin you away,and leaving my soul lonely,a creeping cold i cant resist steadly drains me
Try with all i possess to fight this thing i cannot even feel,
a losing battle beating down my very will
All my strength just seems to disappear,for the first time,
i know the exact meaning of fear
My love is just not enough to win this war,as the dawn breaks another day i lose grip on what i was fighting for
Just a little help is that too much to ask,a little reassurance in this enormous task
Love should never fall from your lips,the...
Try with all i possess to fight this thing i cannot even feel,
a losing battle beating down my very will
All my strength just seems to disappear,for the first time,
i know the exact meaning of fear
My love is just not enough to win this war,as the dawn breaks another day i lose grip on what i was fighting for
Just a little help is that too much to ask,a little reassurance in this enormous task
Love should never fall from your lips,the...
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mutual nothing
stars glisten in the night sky
as many as all the tears these eyes have cried
storms gather in the distance
dark clouds gather as lighting splits the night
hear the thunder as it drowns out our screams
why do we go on like this,on this path of insanity
let me go , so i can let you go to
nothing left but a growing hatred eating us up inside
the love we once had is gone,theres none left
like a man on the edge we are losing our grip
nothing here left to save
we have come at last to the end of this charade
put on your...
as many as all the tears these eyes have cried
storms gather in the distance
dark clouds gather as lighting splits the night
hear the thunder as it drowns out our screams
why do we go on like this,on this path of insanity
let me go , so i can let you go to
nothing left but a growing hatred eating us up inside
the love we once had is gone,theres none left
like a man on the edge we are losing our grip
nothing here left to save
we have come at last to the end of this charade
put on your...
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stained
once i slipped and fell covered my soul with a stain
a stain of a million tears a stain of a trillion fears
the soil under my nails would not wash away
no matter how hard i scrubbed it seemed there to stay
a darkness an evil creeping from under my skin
the filth of my misery the filth of my sin
joy is a word that i never shall know
hate filled madness is all my garden can grow
despise the beauty i can never find
hate the world that stumbles on so blind
await the day of my pitiful end
that day when i shall finaly...
a stain of a million tears a stain of a trillion fears
the soil under my nails would not wash away
no matter how hard i scrubbed it seemed there to stay
a darkness an evil creeping from under my skin
the filth of my misery the filth of my sin
joy is a word that i never shall know
hate filled madness is all my garden can grow
despise the beauty i can never find
hate the world that stumbles on so blind
await the day of my pitiful end
that day when i shall finaly...
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