Submissions by cmslcm

Scorching hot flames
fume around me.
They dance,
like a broken ballerina,
who has lost her rhythm.

I walk forward slowly,
to my uncontrollable end.
Each step,
my heart races faster,
like a cheetah.

There is a knife,
requisitioning for my crimson liquid.
This is my final moment,
this is my end,
my spirit will suffer endless torture.

I grip the ticket tighter,
the one way ticket to Hell.
My hand is shaking,
like an anorexic girl
on a cold day.

My pure white angel wings,
fade to a sable black....

Home alone,
when my demon show itself.
It’s manipulating with my emotions,
pushing my very limits.

Home alone,
The demon is the master.
I am its favorite toy,
I am the puppet.

Home alone,
my inner demon wants pain.
It want to see blood,
it need to feed.

Home alone,
I need to be strong.
I must refuse the demand,
I suffer even more.

Home alone,
my demon has almost won.
My mind starts the torture,
forever locked in war.

Home alone,
When my pain begins.
When my mind tortures me,
When I am my destruction.

Home alone,
when the demon’s show themselves.
When I am told to join them,
by the death of myself.

Home alone,
when I am tempted,
to self harm,
to join the imp’s.

Home alone,
when my mind goes blank.
When the demon’s are in control.
When I’m even closer to the end.

Home alone,
When my pain begins.
When my mind tortures me,
When I am my destruction.