Submissions by cinthyamaynee

What have I become? This isn't me.
Lord help me. God, you once fulfilled my life.
I reflected the love You had for Your sons and daughters.
Where has that gone?
The demons attacked me and I stumbled...
Where were you when I most needed you?
I'm left torn.
What once was a happy spirit is now overcast by darkness.
Those who said I was blessed have now vanished and I'm left cursed with this wickedness.
The devil has taken control and I'm its puppet.
Demons inside command me.
Every day I'm battling for my soul,
but as time ticks I get...

Day and night I search for light.

All hope was lost and I'm left fighting for my freedom.

Reigning over me is the devil,

Knowing my every move, he controls me.

No one helps me and I'm left alone once again.

Everyone scatters as I scream for "HELP"

Searching is useless

Searching leaves me devastated

Every time I search,

Noises haunt me, for it brings me nothing

Good and I am to face the devil alone.

Useless and weak, I cry.

Life is a struggle and

For many reasons...

Your look so deceiving,
Your voice so convincing,
And your touch so entrancing.

Temptation rises,
As I'm falling deep in love.

My spirit says to run,
My flesh says you're the one,
I'm having to choose,
Between me or you.

You're the apple of my eye,
for you I lay my life.
Little did I realize,
All you said were real lies.

I am left all alone,
looking like a fool.
All I ever gave,
was taken all away.

Your gaze deceived me,
Your voice convinced me,
Your...

Withered away...
Lying lifeless as it gazes down me,
circling me like a predator ready to strike.
I'm left weak,
defeated from what these demons have done
I can no longer fight them off.
The beast deceived me...
I believed him.
Now I'm lying in darkness,
engulfed into this evil.
There's no hope found.
There's no escape.
Where was my "God"?
Why did He leave me with this beast?
My prayers meant nothing...
It's getting harder to breathe,
I'm suffocating in this intense fire.
Time is never ending
The...