Submissions by blumooons
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Wrong womb..
Still searching for the right way to say this,
But here's a start..
My heart feels so fucking broken & I'm beyond torn apart.
I would've never imagined this, not this life, nor the next
How quickly our forever ended,
It just doesn't make sense,
The thought of what you've done to me.. Hanging over like a cloud
It used to be so warm in here.
Now my hearts cold,
It's numb inside,
This pain.. I try to hide.
How did we get here? Why'd you do this to me..
You said it would never hurt
Yet here I am in tears.
She doesn't mean a thing...
But here's a start..
My heart feels so fucking broken & I'm beyond torn apart.
I would've never imagined this, not this life, nor the next
How quickly our forever ended,
It just doesn't make sense,
The thought of what you've done to me.. Hanging over like a cloud
It used to be so warm in here.
Now my hearts cold,
It's numb inside,
This pain.. I try to hide.
How did we get here? Why'd you do this to me..
You said it would never hurt
Yet here I am in tears.
She doesn't mean a thing...
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Love on repeat.
Quiet down I say..
My heart won't let my mind lead the way,
She's all too familiar of this feeling,
When my heart does a relapse
And I find myself slowly falling back,
Quiet down I said!
I can't let this happen
My heart almost left me dead,
The sweetest poison
You're like a drug I can't escape
I want to quit,
I wana be strong enough
To not need you,
To not want you,
They say old flame is easy to catch fire again,
But how many more times
Should I let your love burn through me?
Knowing you'll let me crumble to ash,
...
My heart won't let my mind lead the way,
She's all too familiar of this feeling,
When my heart does a relapse
And I find myself slowly falling back,
Quiet down I said!
I can't let this happen
My heart almost left me dead,
The sweetest poison
You're like a drug I can't escape
I want to quit,
I wana be strong enough
To not need you,
To not want you,
They say old flame is easy to catch fire again,
But how many more times
Should I let your love burn through me?
Knowing you'll let me crumble to ash,
...
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Lusty..
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When love turns to tragedy
If I could rewind the hands of time..
I'd never be yours, and you'd never be mine.
Your love was only temporary,
I was just too blinded to see
It felt so good at one point,
to love and be loved
The warmth of your embrace,
The sensation in your lips..
True lovers kiss.
It was as if a flower had bloomed
In a place I thought no longer had life
You taught me what it was like to feel again,
And it became a danger zone..
Because you see this love?
It was deadly,
I knew the risk and I took it anyway,
It just felt too good..
I...
I'd never be yours, and you'd never be mine.
Your love was only temporary,
I was just too blinded to see
It felt so good at one point,
to love and be loved
The warmth of your embrace,
The sensation in your lips..
True lovers kiss.
It was as if a flower had bloomed
In a place I thought no longer had life
You taught me what it was like to feel again,
And it became a danger zone..
Because you see this love?
It was deadly,
I knew the risk and I took it anyway,
It just felt too good..
I...
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Newfound Freedom
I should've listened,
Everyone warned me to run from you,
"Don't fall for it" they said
But you see, I wasn't ready to be saved
I had hope for you,
For us.
So instead I took a leap on faith
I kept my eyes closed,
I didn't want to see myself falling,
Somehow I knew you were bad news,
I just wanted to believe a lie
Fake promises for false security,
I had no idea what you'd do to me..
I hung on to every word you said,
You spoke the life into me,
Ha.
I spent too much time with this,
The same shit, different...
Everyone warned me to run from you,
"Don't fall for it" they said
But you see, I wasn't ready to be saved
I had hope for you,
For us.
So instead I took a leap on faith
I kept my eyes closed,
I didn't want to see myself falling,
Somehow I knew you were bad news,
I just wanted to believe a lie
Fake promises for false security,
I had no idea what you'd do to me..
I hung on to every word you said,
You spoke the life into me,
Ha.
I spent too much time with this,
The same shit, different...
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To my sister in the army.
I thought id be okay without you,
But God knows how fucking bad I need you
My soul has never felt so lost
It's dark in here
It's like my body is merely a shell
And inside is nothing
It's as if the very life was stripped from me
Down to my bones,
Like the pain burned straight through flesh
But kept going..
This, darkness
It wrapped its' arms around my heart
from the deepest pit in hell,
And left me fucking lifeless
Day in,
Day out,
Reminders of where I wish you could be
Searching for solace in your letters...
But God knows how fucking bad I need you
My soul has never felt so lost
It's dark in here
It's like my body is merely a shell
And inside is nothing
It's as if the very life was stripped from me
Down to my bones,
Like the pain burned straight through flesh
But kept going..
This, darkness
It wrapped its' arms around my heart
from the deepest pit in hell,
And left me fucking lifeless
Day in,
Day out,
Reminders of where I wish you could be
Searching for solace in your letters...
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The hopeless romantic
I've decided to face it,
I kept running
And running..
Only to realize there's no end to this road,
I kept telling myself not to think
Not to feel
Just to be.
But truth is, I'm tired
My..
You're no good for me
Yet I crave for you
Why is that?
I "poured my heart out to you"
And ugh the mess it made..
You made it safe to be vulnerable
To love you so selflessly,
But only for a little while
Because now, I can't remember the last time
When you cared how empty I felt..
When you just wanted to hear my voice.....
I kept running
And running..
Only to realize there's no end to this road,
I kept telling myself not to think
Not to feel
Just to be.
But truth is, I'm tired
My..
You're no good for me
Yet I crave for you
Why is that?
I "poured my heart out to you"
And ugh the mess it made..
You made it safe to be vulnerable
To love you so selflessly,
But only for a little while
Because now, I can't remember the last time
When you cared how empty I felt..
When you just wanted to hear my voice.....
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f**k..
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Farewell.
Life or death..
The bittersweet contemplation
Running circles in my head.. Do I want this?
Should I be left for dead?
Day in and day out, the constant battle of survival
I just know Gods waiting on my arrival..
I shouldn't be thinking like this
This isn't right.
"You'll never see the lords face this way"
But that may be the price I just have to pay.
I can't take this pain, I can't pretend anymore
I'm weak and I'm weary
I want to cheat death.
I want to take my own life,
.. the thought..
It just feels so right. ...
The bittersweet contemplation
Running circles in my head.. Do I want this?
Should I be left for dead?
Day in and day out, the constant battle of survival
I just know Gods waiting on my arrival..
I shouldn't be thinking like this
This isn't right.
"You'll never see the lords face this way"
But that may be the price I just have to pay.
I can't take this pain, I can't pretend anymore
I'm weak and I'm weary
I want to cheat death.
I want to take my own life,
.. the thought..
It just feels so right. ...
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Nighttime.
Lying here all alone,
restless nights,
clouded thoughts..
Seems like at night is the only time my mind is at ease
when I can finally put the world on pause and just let my mind roam..
Roam to those places I ignore when I'm trying to keep it together in the faces of everyone else
roam to the depths of my mind where I pushed all my pain so far back
to the places where I hide all my fears and sorrows
I put on this show for the world..
Chin up
eyes dry
smile big I remind myself can't let people see you down.
But what happens when you can't be...
restless nights,
clouded thoughts..
Seems like at night is the only time my mind is at ease
when I can finally put the world on pause and just let my mind roam..
Roam to those places I ignore when I'm trying to keep it together in the faces of everyone else
roam to the depths of my mind where I pushed all my pain so far back
to the places where I hide all my fears and sorrows
I put on this show for the world..
Chin up
eyes dry
smile big I remind myself can't let people see you down.
But what happens when you can't be...
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Climax
Baby
I can't wait any longer
Your beautiful smile and those soulful eyes..
I can't help but to fantasize.
I'm thinking about later, when we get behind those doors..
and under those sheets
so finally our bodies can meet.
You give me that look and I know exactly what you want
You kiss me.. Chills.
Your gentle hands on my soft skin..
I'm ready.
have me
take control of me
my body is your canvas to do as you please
Lets make art baby.
Every kiss and every touch
Sending shivers down my spine..
I got my fingers in your hair...
I can't wait any longer
Your beautiful smile and those soulful eyes..
I can't help but to fantasize.
I'm thinking about later, when we get behind those doors..
and under those sheets
so finally our bodies can meet.
You give me that look and I know exactly what you want
You kiss me.. Chills.
Your gentle hands on my soft skin..
I'm ready.
have me
take control of me
my body is your canvas to do as you please
Lets make art baby.
Every kiss and every touch
Sending shivers down my spine..
I got my fingers in your hair...
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Divine l o v e.
From the moment we met I knew..
The way my knees got weak when you touched me
Couldn't fight the inevitable, it was love in it's purest form
The very thing my heart longed for
A completion..
A better half.
I emitted a glow so bright, the world knew of my happiness.
How easily our souls became one..
I found myself in you, and you in I.
We had fights, differences, and yet our love prevails.
You are everything, we are everything.
The thought of you alone..
Your kiss
Your touch
My body trembles beneath you.
Who knew there was a love...
The way my knees got weak when you touched me
Couldn't fight the inevitable, it was love in it's purest form
The very thing my heart longed for
A completion..
A better half.
I emitted a glow so bright, the world knew of my happiness.
How easily our souls became one..
I found myself in you, and you in I.
We had fights, differences, and yet our love prevails.
You are everything, we are everything.
The thought of you alone..
Your kiss
Your touch
My body trembles beneath you.
Who knew there was a love...
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