Submissions by bleedin-heart-gurl
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Bloody Palm
As my spirit goes down
My gaze hits the ground
A feeling of numbness takes over
Drops of salty water flow down my cheeks
And my body trembles in horror
I think of nothing else but the pain
I think of nothing but the metallic blade
With uncertainty I'll lift it in my hand
As I stretch it towards the other
Swollen eyes and trembling lips
I fell the sharp pain and I stutter
It stinks,
As my skin tears at the seams
I close my eyes and bite my lip
And think of how the sight of me now, should not be seen
I look to my palm
As the...
My gaze hits the ground
A feeling of numbness takes over
Drops of salty water flow down my cheeks
And my body trembles in horror
I think of nothing else but the pain
I think of nothing but the metallic blade
With uncertainty I'll lift it in my hand
As I stretch it towards the other
Swollen eyes and trembling lips
I fell the sharp pain and I stutter
It stinks,
As my skin tears at the seams
I close my eyes and bite my lip
And think of how the sight of me now, should not be seen
I look to my palm
As the...
71 reads
0 Comments
Tear Stain Face
Everyone has a tear stain face,
Tears they solemnly hide from the world.
Moments where you crumble in solitude and despair,
And embrace the feeling of bereft and forlorn
Everyone hides their tear stain face
No one wants to be vulnerable before others
Pride is what suppress our true emotions
As means to make ourself seem strong
Everyone despises their tear stain face
The pain that brought forth the watery eyes is too great
It's heart wenching and at times insurmountable
If it could, tears would be a foreign concept to our minds
...
Tears they solemnly hide from the world.
Moments where you crumble in solitude and despair,
And embrace the feeling of bereft and forlorn
Everyone hides their tear stain face
No one wants to be vulnerable before others
Pride is what suppress our true emotions
As means to make ourself seem strong
Everyone despises their tear stain face
The pain that brought forth the watery eyes is too great
It's heart wenching and at times insurmountable
If it could, tears would be a foreign concept to our minds
...
87 reads
2 Comments
Death Of A Love
He stood before me with blood shot eyes
As he held the gun
And I held the knife
Broke my heart it did
For the one l once love is before me
He's the one who wants to take my life
"If I can't have you, no one else can," he says
Through murderous determine eyes
There's no escape I know
Tonight I'll probably die
When did it get so bad, I wonder
We had such a perfect life
He was my armour he was the light
Until he got dark,
Until he became the night
Possession and obsession became his desire
So I made a choice and took...
As he held the gun
And I held the knife
Broke my heart it did
For the one l once love is before me
He's the one who wants to take my life
"If I can't have you, no one else can," he says
Through murderous determine eyes
There's no escape I know
Tonight I'll probably die
When did it get so bad, I wonder
We had such a perfect life
He was my armour he was the light
Until he got dark,
Until he became the night
Possession and obsession became his desire
So I made a choice and took...
62 reads
1 Comment
The Two Faces Of The Witch (Part 2)
She works
She cleans
She'll tell you lift a finger not for she wants to do it
It's what she does,
It's her obsession
Then she'll blame you for it
And curse it to your face.
'Your wicked and unappreciative' for making her work so hard
She'll say,
And you can only stand and stare at her through nothing but perplex eyes
The day she leaves your in bliss but until she returns once more your again in sorrow
It's her way or the high way
And you better comply
You try to hold back your defiant words just to keep the peace
But then her...
She cleans
She'll tell you lift a finger not for she wants to do it
It's what she does,
It's her obsession
Then she'll blame you for it
And curse it to your face.
'Your wicked and unappreciative' for making her work so hard
She'll say,
And you can only stand and stare at her through nothing but perplex eyes
The day she leaves your in bliss but until she returns once more your again in sorrow
It's her way or the high way
And you better comply
You try to hold back your defiant words just to keep the peace
But then her...
52 reads
0 Comments
Not Compatible
Their voices are so loud
It's hard to shut them out
They argue and complain
They criticise each other names
I hate it when they fight
It makes me feel hurt inside
But there's nothing I can do
But to listen as their arguments falls through
I can never understand
Their hypocritical actions
They can be the best of friends today
By tomorrow it's a verbal war of the predator and the prey
I'm too scared to make a move
As they continue to show what they both can prove
I can only run and hide in my room
And if I cry it wouldn't be too...
It's hard to shut them out
They argue and complain
They criticise each other names
I hate it when they fight
It makes me feel hurt inside
But there's nothing I can do
But to listen as their arguments falls through
I can never understand
Their hypocritical actions
They can be the best of friends today
By tomorrow it's a verbal war of the predator and the prey
I'm too scared to make a move
As they continue to show what they both can prove
I can only run and hide in my room
And if I cry it wouldn't be too...
77 reads
0 Comments
The Two Faces Of The Witch (Part 1)
One minute she's so kind
The next she's the meanest of them all
One day she'll speak so gracefully
The next day her words are like razor that cuts at your throat
She changes mood in the blink of a eye it's almost blinding
In every way she'll belittle you
In her eyes your incompetent because she believe she and only she has the know how
One minute she'll be laughing
The next she's cross and her mouth will tirade on forever
Right now she'll be as quiet as a mouse
Later that day she'll have you wishing you were one with the deaf
Your mind is on...
The next she's the meanest of them all
One day she'll speak so gracefully
The next day her words are like razor that cuts at your throat
She changes mood in the blink of a eye it's almost blinding
In every way she'll belittle you
In her eyes your incompetent because she believe she and only she has the know how
One minute she'll be laughing
The next she's cross and her mouth will tirade on forever
Right now she'll be as quiet as a mouse
Later that day she'll have you wishing you were one with the deaf
Your mind is on...
92 reads
3 Comments
I Can't Take It
I can't take it
I want it all to end
For everything to stop and come to a crash
Then burn, letting the smoke obscure and consume each and everything
End
It's needs to end
I want it to end
For I can't take it anymore
I wish I could
I could have the will to survive
But I'm not
I'm not strong enough to have the strength to go through this life
Death seems so much more appealing sometimes
I wish to take that road
It would be a permanent escape from it all
A totally get away
Those who want to live dies
And those who wish to die...
I want it all to end
For everything to stop and come to a crash
Then burn, letting the smoke obscure and consume each and everything
End
It's needs to end
I want it to end
For I can't take it anymore
I wish I could
I could have the will to survive
But I'm not
I'm not strong enough to have the strength to go through this life
Death seems so much more appealing sometimes
I wish to take that road
It would be a permanent escape from it all
A totally get away
Those who want to live dies
And those who wish to die...
106 reads
1 Comment
Different
Why am i so different
everything around me seems the same
and I'm the only odd out
Why was i born such way
no one understands me
I'm here in a world of my own
I can't be with someone
without hurting them
and there's no way
to heal their pain
Is different good
Is it bad
that i know not
will the lost soul ever find a home
maybe yes, maybe not
The hate i have for myself
grows stronger everyday
am i to take it upon myself
to end this life
or let the world take me as it's prey
I feel trap and...
everything around me seems the same
and I'm the only odd out
Why was i born such way
no one understands me
I'm here in a world of my own
I can't be with someone
without hurting them
and there's no way
to heal their pain
Is different good
Is it bad
that i know not
will the lost soul ever find a home
maybe yes, maybe not
The hate i have for myself
grows stronger everyday
am i to take it upon myself
to end this life
or let the world take me as it's prey
I feel trap and...
121 reads
4 Comments
If They
If they
knew who i really was
i know they wouldn't like me
If they
saw pass my beauty they would find a monster
all dark and cold inside
shattered and broken,
left feeling dead than alive
If they
took the time to know me
they wouldn't glance at me twice
I would mean nothing to them
just a lonely fragile thing dying at nite
If they
look at me closely
there eyes would see right through
my body is down on earth
but my soul is lost
at a place where u can't arrive
If they
knew me, they would think its...
knew who i really was
i know they wouldn't like me
If they
saw pass my beauty they would find a monster
all dark and cold inside
shattered and broken,
left feeling dead than alive
If they
took the time to know me
they wouldn't glance at me twice
I would mean nothing to them
just a lonely fragile thing dying at nite
If they
look at me closely
there eyes would see right through
my body is down on earth
but my soul is lost
at a place where u can't arrive
If they
knew me, they would think its...
161 reads
0 Comments
Being this way
Why do i be this way
why do i constantly go a stray
must i be angry for the rest of my life
will i die like this and plunge into eternal darkness.
Is there any hope for me in this world
will i always be the lonely girl
is death really the only way
is there nothing else i can say
I can't feel i can't sleep i can't breathe
I'm stuck in my world of thoughts so deep
all i can think about is dying
every night i lay in my bed crying
I'm a loner without hopes and dreams
I've got rivers of of pain in my heart
longer than a...
why do i constantly go a stray
must i be angry for the rest of my life
will i die like this and plunge into eternal darkness.
Is there any hope for me in this world
will i always be the lonely girl
is death really the only way
is there nothing else i can say
I can't feel i can't sleep i can't breathe
I'm stuck in my world of thoughts so deep
all i can think about is dying
every night i lay in my bed crying
I'm a loner without hopes and dreams
I've got rivers of of pain in my heart
longer than a...
109 reads
0 Comments
The Dark Message
I can't continue this way
my life must end today
let the little dark creatures in my head
come out to play
let them scar my arms and legs letting blood
flow slowly to the ground
let them stab me in my chest
and take out my tiny heart that is bound
Feed on it, burn it do what they will
for i no longer need it
i haven't been living with it, still
Nothing goes right
everything turns out wrong
my tears don't help me
this sadness is so strong
i find peace in dark places
black things and Gothic songs
wanting to die is...
my life must end today
let the little dark creatures in my head
come out to play
let them scar my arms and legs letting blood
flow slowly to the ground
let them stab me in my chest
and take out my tiny heart that is bound
Feed on it, burn it do what they will
for i no longer need it
i haven't been living with it, still
Nothing goes right
everything turns out wrong
my tears don't help me
this sadness is so strong
i find peace in dark places
black things and Gothic songs
wanting to die is...
153 reads
0 Comments
Just another depressing day
Just another depressing day,
the same sick feeling i had yesterday.
my body shuts down and my heart goes numb,
water escapes the eyes and my smile goes down.
nothing to do but stare and wonder,
nothing to do but give in to deep slumber.
Thoughts makes me sad but my thinking won't stop.
it goes on forever until my heart will give and my body drops.
don't look at me for i not worth living for,
I'm not like the rest of you,
so happy and can adore
I don't live the way you do, i don't feel alive
you won't find me in your world,
for i...
the same sick feeling i had yesterday.
my body shuts down and my heart goes numb,
water escapes the eyes and my smile goes down.
nothing to do but stare and wonder,
nothing to do but give in to deep slumber.
Thoughts makes me sad but my thinking won't stop.
it goes on forever until my heart will give and my body drops.
don't look at me for i not worth living for,
I'm not like the rest of you,
so happy and can adore
I don't live the way you do, i don't feel alive
you won't find me in your world,
for i...
169 reads
2 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by bleedin-heart-gurl
Page: