Submissions by astrobeauty

As the sweet thoughts of suicide dance upon my head.
I ponder what it would be like if i were dead.

I wouldn't have this pain that keeps driving me insane.
I wouldn't have this fear that is holding me here.

I wouldn't have this flesh that makes me grotesque.
I wouldn't have these worries that makes my future blurry.
I wouldn't have this gloom that has cause you so much doom.


I wouldnt have anything, and I'm ok with that....

When we wake up in the bright of day, we put on a brave face in hopes we outlast the ultimate race.
We divide to conquer, to only be divided and conquered.
Not knowing the outcome, seeing a vision, we throw away what we hold. Only to be told we arnt good enough.
We search for answers in this reflective glass, but the trail that leads is covered by past.
So we drop in the shaddows to be swallowed by pain, we consume ourselves, in hopes the sunshine takes its raines.
Knowing what i know knowing what I've seen. I have to remain hopeful that this to shall become unseen.