Submissions by aksc_tet (2a.613)

I lay in the darkest of fields, staring into the nights stars
Thinking of you. Of my trust that I put in you.
You say that you will never hurt me,
Nor break your promises like those before.
How do I know that when I feel like I hardly know you at all.
The promises you make you say you'll keep.
You're determined to-in them- make me believe.
But I'm scared of disappointment,
So to believe, I refuse.
I wish it were different,
Unfortunately it's not.

Will it ever be?
That I do not know.
I guess in time,
The result result will eventually...

There seems to always be a tear in my eye, when you're not here.
For when you're away ther is always the possibility of no return.
You put your life at risk, for who?
For those who could careless and waste their freedom on drugs?
The country you fight for, is not worth it anymore.
I wish for you to be here, and help take care of our family.

WE need you!!! The little ones ask:
"When is daddy coming home?"
They think you're at work, so I tell them to be patient.
Just a little while longer.
They're to the age to realize you may never be...

Light comes with day
Darkness comes with night
Listen to your heart; it’s usually always right.
Keep it hidden, locked away
Don’t let anyone in, make sure all stay out.
Make sure your lock is nice and stout.
You must not let your guard fall,
For if you do, then so will you.
They’ll take advantage if you let them in.
Lead you to believe all their lies and rip your heart apart.
Their love is false, you can feel it in your heart.
Don’t fall for their act,
For all love is, is a lifelong trap.
If you see them blindly, you won’t see your landing....

When your soul is shattered,How do find the will to continue on?
All you feel is loneliness and sorrow.Isolating all from your life, you begin.
Some worry and question your actions,
You wish to vent, but not towards others,
For the fear of letting them in.
You believe they can not understand,
That they will only judge.
For each pain and regret you feel inside,
There is a slash.
A slash of wounded flesh.
What was once internal has now become external.
You turn the emotional into physical.
You feel and think as if each healing will weakenYour...