Submissions by addictedhelp (lonely-soul)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hello everybody I'm a poet and would like to share my work
still miss you grandad
They say that times a healer when a loved one passes away..
And time will heal your heart and get easier every day...
Some times my heart still breaks and its harder every year...
Why did they take my grandad who should be loving life down here...
To young to understand when mum said you had died.. I was with you right before I told mum has I cried...
Was hard for me back then cos I was just a kid...
Who constantly missed her grandad no matter what I did...
now im 25 and still it breaks my heart...
Cry like it was yesterday wen 11 years we've been apart......
And time will heal your heart and get easier every day...
Some times my heart still breaks and its harder every year...
Why did they take my grandad who should be loving life down here...
To young to understand when mum said you had died.. I was with you right before I told mum has I cried...
Was hard for me back then cos I was just a kid...
Who constantly missed her grandad no matter what I did...
now im 25 and still it breaks my heart...
Cry like it was yesterday wen 11 years we've been apart......
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self harm
All emotions they drift away,
If I take a blade it will change the day,
Just break the skin soft and fragile,
Free me from hell were iv been stuck awhile,
Dont no when to stop but it feels so good,
I soon feel better like I knew I would,
Theres to much to wipe iv gone to far,
The voices are screamin this aint who you are,
I feel the throbbing were I cut my skin,
The scars will stay showing were the blade has bin,
The ordeal now over was it worth the pain,
Was worth every second and il do it again. .......
If I take a blade it will change the day,
Just break the skin soft and fragile,
Free me from hell were iv been stuck awhile,
Dont no when to stop but it feels so good,
I soon feel better like I knew I would,
Theres to much to wipe iv gone to far,
The voices are screamin this aint who you are,
I feel the throbbing were I cut my skin,
The scars will stay showing were the blade has bin,
The ordeal now over was it worth the pain,
Was worth every second and il do it again. .......
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my life is over
depression has dragged me low my existence in life feels gone, I dont want to be just a memory because iv no fight left to be strong.... why cant I overcome this darkness thats chained my heart inside, im not who I once was with emotions I once could hide, I feel im nothing to others not good enough for some one close, cant even explain my feelings to the ones I love the most, I cry almost every night realising that things are bad, iv even pushed away the bestest friend iv ever had, I need the strength from some were to make me want to live, I dont want to take my life but iv gave all I can...
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why do I want to be fat!
Why am I so worried and panick about my weight,
Why does it depress me if I miss a meal or its late,
Can't stand a little walk at the thought I'll lose a pound,
Can't take it been stuck in but its made me bedroom bound,
I try to eat more food it will stop me feelin sad,
I feel like a weirdo evry other wants to be thin,
But no stuck with no understanding or a place I could begin,
My happiness will one day come the day this issue goes,
cos my life is getting worse and my depression only grows......
Why does it depress me if I miss a meal or its late,
Can't stand a little walk at the thought I'll lose a pound,
Can't take it been stuck in but its made me bedroom bound,
I try to eat more food it will stop me feelin sad,
I feel like a weirdo evry other wants to be thin,
But no stuck with no understanding or a place I could begin,
My happiness will one day come the day this issue goes,
cos my life is getting worse and my depression only grows......
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miss you grandad
Were are you granddad when I cry for you today,
have you been there looking down since the day you passed away,
My mum misses you badly she has never been the same,
And auntie wendy fights her tears when ever she hears your name,
Us grandkids we all miss you was the heart for us all,
After all you helped us grow you watched us all crawl,
Nannan she's now happy I just hope that you are to,
She needed to heal her heart that broken by losing you,
I lay in bed at night some times ask you why did you leave,
It hurt us all so bad when time came for us to...
have you been there looking down since the day you passed away,
My mum misses you badly she has never been the same,
And auntie wendy fights her tears when ever she hears your name,
Us grandkids we all miss you was the heart for us all,
After all you helped us grow you watched us all crawl,
Nannan she's now happy I just hope that you are to,
She needed to heal her heart that broken by losing you,
I lay in bed at night some times ask you why did you leave,
It hurt us all so bad when time came for us to...
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sorryfull life
Tears are missed out in the rain,
Were this lonely girl can walk in pain,
Free to wonder if lifes worth living,
And if died would I be a missing,
Some one denied to be understood,
Just left to harm were I draw my own blood,
No end to darkness not a tiny light,
no strength to help me to win this fight,
Left to rot all my efforts now gone,
All because I chose a path that was wrong....
Were this lonely girl can walk in pain,
Free to wonder if lifes worth living,
And if died would I be a missing,
Some one denied to be understood,
Just left to harm were I draw my own blood,
No end to darkness not a tiny light,
no strength to help me to win this fight,
Left to rot all my efforts now gone,
All because I chose a path that was wrong....
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done fighting just take me
A tortured lonely soul with a world of love to give,
To afraid that I'll get hurt such hard way I have to live,
I want to be accepted and feel I'd be a miss,
To be important in some ones life maybe then I won't feel like this,
I don't want to sob my heart out or feel pain because I'm alone,
I don't want to feel unwanted in the comfort of my home,
I wish I could stop caring and didn't have this loving heart,
Then I wouldn't feel broken cos my family all drifted apart,
I should fall to sleep at night feeling wanted and some ones need,
Instead I'm fighting for...
To afraid that I'll get hurt such hard way I have to live,
I want to be accepted and feel I'd be a miss,
To be important in some ones life maybe then I won't feel like this,
I don't want to sob my heart out or feel pain because I'm alone,
I don't want to feel unwanted in the comfort of my home,
I wish I could stop caring and didn't have this loving heart,
Then I wouldn't feel broken cos my family all drifted apart,
I should fall to sleep at night feeling wanted and some ones need,
Instead I'm fighting for...
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a world at war
Heartache and pain our lands lined in blood,
A hell we created slowly erasing all good,
Pain we inflict on others with out care on who is hurt,
murderers kill helpless people and leave them to rot in the dirt,
Were in war with our own people the ones we should call for aid,
In stead we fight without reason in this life that we've all made,
Theives and rapist allowed on our streets the ones we should be at war,
Instead were torturing good people do we know what were fighting for,
One shot at life is all we get the choice is down to you,
Remember the keys to...
A hell we created slowly erasing all good,
Pain we inflict on others with out care on who is hurt,
murderers kill helpless people and leave them to rot in the dirt,
Were in war with our own people the ones we should call for aid,
In stead we fight without reason in this life that we've all made,
Theives and rapist allowed on our streets the ones we should be at war,
Instead were torturing good people do we know what were fighting for,
One shot at life is all we get the choice is down to you,
Remember the keys to...
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life beat me
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hate my friend
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HELP ME
Tell me who i am be the voices
in my head,
tell me there's a chance to save a heart
that's nearly dead,
show me there is hope in this tunnel
there is a light,
rescue me from darkness be my strength
to win this fight,
make me see that there's good people and
that they aren't all bad,
be the one i have to thank when i
finally don't feel sad,
i beg some one will help this
really isn't me,
im asking for a miracle to so then
im finally free..
in my head,
tell me there's a chance to save a heart
that's nearly dead,
show me there is hope in this tunnel
there is a light,
rescue me from darkness be my strength
to win this fight,
make me see that there's good people and
that they aren't all bad,
be the one i have to thank when i
finally don't feel sad,
i beg some one will help this
really isn't me,
im asking for a miracle to so then
im finally free..
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harsh reality
Life is hard and full of pain,
Always a finger to point the blame,
Crime and violence everyday,
That's now become the normal way,
A loyal friend is very rare,
Many heartless ppl who just don't care,
Surrounded by fakenes and constant lies,
Were the rong ones are taken and we say goodbyes,
Don't add to the struggle cos one life we live,
We all have hands for others to give,
Don't regret things just live it right,
Cos lifes the hardest thing we all fight.....
Always a finger to point the blame,
Crime and violence everyday,
That's now become the normal way,
A loyal friend is very rare,
Many heartless ppl who just don't care,
Surrounded by fakenes and constant lies,
Were the rong ones are taken and we say goodbyes,
Don't add to the struggle cos one life we live,
We all have hands for others to give,
Don't regret things just live it right,
Cos lifes the hardest thing we all fight.....
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