Submissions by Zombie_Twinkie
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm just me o.o so give a read.
how I feel at this moment
Suicide goes through my mind, countless times a day. I always try and find one thing to make me stay. But it's getting harder to find something, anything worth the effort.
I honestly hope the day shows that I find nothing keeping me here. On that day, no one will shed a single tear. No one will even notice I've gone away.
Just me, alone as it should be. A waste of space, gone forever.
I honestly hope the day shows that I find nothing keeping me here. On that day, no one will shed a single tear. No one will even notice I've gone away.
Just me, alone as it should be. A waste of space, gone forever.
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untitled poem yet again
A single tear slides down my face, feeling alone and unwanted in this place.
So many memories floating in my mind, making me crazy. Myself, so hard to find.
The sum of all the choices I made and had made for me, make up my sad and pathetic little story.
Every change I try to make, makes my life seem so fake.
Nothing is real, nothing is right. I'm losing this long and useless fight.
It doesn't matter how hard I try, I know I'm gonna die.
It's just a matter of when and how, I say it best be bloody and now!
So many memories floating in my mind, making me crazy. Myself, so hard to find.
The sum of all the choices I made and had made for me, make up my sad and pathetic little story.
Every change I try to make, makes my life seem so fake.
Nothing is real, nothing is right. I'm losing this long and useless fight.
It doesn't matter how hard I try, I know I'm gonna die.
It's just a matter of when and how, I say it best be bloody and now!
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. . . . . .
All hope banished by those hurtful words. Day in, day out the same mindless tasks. This day never seems to end.
Tomorrow, the same as today. Never ending monotony. My brain slowly turning to mush.
Nothing matters anymore, not me and not you. All that's left is this excruciating, mind numbing pain.
I just want out of this pathetic routine I call life. I try breaking free, finding something new. Interesting. The opposite of everything else I know.
But the excitement is fleeting. It always ends the same, spiraling back to my pit of despair. The only option...
Tomorrow, the same as today. Never ending monotony. My brain slowly turning to mush.
Nothing matters anymore, not me and not you. All that's left is this excruciating, mind numbing pain.
I just want out of this pathetic routine I call life. I try breaking free, finding something new. Interesting. The opposite of everything else I know.
But the excitement is fleeting. It always ends the same, spiraling back to my pit of despair. The only option...
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beautiful lies
Before, I was too blind to see the truth behind your beautiful lies.
I clung to your words like they were the beginning of life.
Everything seemed possible until the petty image you painted for me shattered.
Then I saw the truth behind it all. Emptiness, nothingness. Hollow words. My own stupidity for believing happiness could still exist.
The ugly truth now consumes my mind, sending me reeling. I'm lost, so lost. But I don't want to be found.
This empty place is everything now. No surprises here, no more beautiful lies to cloud my mind....
I clung to your words like they were the beginning of life.
Everything seemed possible until the petty image you painted for me shattered.
Then I saw the truth behind it all. Emptiness, nothingness. Hollow words. My own stupidity for believing happiness could still exist.
The ugly truth now consumes my mind, sending me reeling. I'm lost, so lost. But I don't want to be found.
This empty place is everything now. No surprises here, no more beautiful lies to cloud my mind....
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nothing again
I lay here trying to sleep
but these thoughts continue to creep.
"you are nothing" they whisper in my head,
growing more insistent with every drop of red. . . .
but these thoughts continue to creep.
"you are nothing" they whisper in my head,
growing more insistent with every drop of red. . . .
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Gah!
I just have to say it, get the words out.
I feel this internal need to shout.
I hate my life, I feel so little joy.
I feel like a beat and used little toy.
I just want all this to stop.
One way or another I just need to rest.
My body tells me it knows best, but how can slitting my wrist do all this?
This can't be the answer but yet this is what my body does crave.
It just wants to send me to my grave.....
I feel this internal need to shout.
I hate my life, I feel so little joy.
I feel like a beat and used little toy.
I just want all this to stop.
One way or another I just need to rest.
My body tells me it knows best, but how can slitting my wrist do all this?
This can't be the answer but yet this is what my body does crave.
It just wants to send me to my grave.....
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Despair
Despair floats over head,
filling me with nothing but dread.
No hope, no life.
Just pain, just strife.
I can't take it much longer.
Everyday just little worse.
Everyday feeling like a curse.
Nothing I do makes things alright,
I'm quickly running out of fight.
True happiness doesn't exist.
Pain is all that does persist. . .
filling me with nothing but dread.
No hope, no life.
Just pain, just strife.
I can't take it much longer.
Everyday just little worse.
Everyday feeling like a curse.
Nothing I do makes things alright,
I'm quickly running out of fight.
True happiness doesn't exist.
Pain is all that does persist. . .
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*inserts title here*
Reminders of you are everywhere.
They fill me with sadness and despair.
Why do I torture myself so?
Why can't I let you go?
They fill me with sadness and despair.
Why do I torture myself so?
Why can't I let you go?
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no title as well
Will this day ever end?
No, it always begins again.
Monotonous, agonizing.
My brain turning to mush.
Life squeezing me till i crush.
The pressure unbearable any longer,
My ache, my need growing stronger.
The blade, the blood.
What a wonderful sight.
The perfect end to a normal night.
No, it always begins again.
Monotonous, agonizing.
My brain turning to mush.
Life squeezing me till i crush.
The pressure unbearable any longer,
My ache, my need growing stronger.
The blade, the blood.
What a wonderful sight.
The perfect end to a normal night.
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what came out while angry
Rage boiling. Hate rising.
Is my anger really so surprising?
No longer can I control this feeling.
With a swing of my fist I send you reeling.
Looking up at me with tears in your eyes.
I'm so sick of your fucking lies.
Your begging and pleading so horribly shrill.
The noise makes me want to kill.
Rounding on you, knife in hand.
Painting the room with your blood will be grand!
Frenzied slashes marring your skin.
My blood-lust begs me to do it again.
Twenty, thirty, forty more.
...
Is my anger really so surprising?
No longer can I control this feeling.
With a swing of my fist I send you reeling.
Looking up at me with tears in your eyes.
I'm so sick of your fucking lies.
Your begging and pleading so horribly shrill.
The noise makes me want to kill.
Rounding on you, knife in hand.
Painting the room with your blood will be grand!
Frenzied slashes marring your skin.
My blood-lust begs me to do it again.
Twenty, thirty, forty more.
...
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Evil
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Shattered
Staring up at the sky,
wiping a single tear from my eye.
Why did you have to leave?
Why did you make me have to grieve?
Your words still make my heart ache.
They still make my heart break.
Was I just not enough for you?
What more could I do?
Was there anything I could say?
Anything I could do to make you stay?
No, I am powerless in this fight.
My crying, shattered figure long out of your sight.
wiping a single tear from my eye.
Why did you have to leave?
Why did you make me have to grieve?
Your words still make my heart ache.
They still make my heart break.
Was I just not enough for you?
What more could I do?
Was there anything I could say?
Anything I could do to make you stay?
No, I am powerless in this fight.
My crying, shattered figure long out of your sight.
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