Submissions by XXcrazychickXX (XXMad HatterXX)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Wrong To Trust
Crumpling down in pain
The pain coming from
my hurting heart
What more do you hope to
achieve, to gain?
You hurt me and I let you
I let you get under my skin
I opened that door and
invited you in
I'll admit, I was a fool
To believe you, to trust you
You were such a beautiful lie,
but I just could'nt help myself
You did this to me,
knowing I couldn't stay away
Luring me into your little
trap, you've finally gotten
what you want
To play with a...
The pain coming from
my hurting heart
What more do you hope to
achieve, to gain?
You hurt me and I let you
I let you get under my skin
I opened that door and
invited you in
I'll admit, I was a fool
To believe you, to trust you
You were such a beautiful lie,
but I just could'nt help myself
You did this to me,
knowing I couldn't stay away
Luring me into your little
trap, you've finally gotten
what you want
To play with a...
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Untitled, for now
Corpses rottened, with the maggots crawling inside, eating away the molded tissue of the dead. Flies all around. The smell of burnt flesh permeates throughout the air. Fear begins to fill the souls of all. Death is waiting at their door. That Death is none other than Gabriel Alucard's bitch Hill..... from a discussion with a friend.
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One Last Time
Was it ever meant to
be
Were you ever meant to
be with me
I wanted you to stay
To be there for you through
the pain, the hurt
The sadness
Help you face your
fears
Share with you secrets,
tears
I wanted to see that
precious smile of yours
Before you left me
alone
Before you had gone
I'm now wondering
Were we ever meant to be
But I know I'm just dreaming
I could never be with you
Not in this life
So for now
I'll stay near you,
watch from afar
So...
be
Were you ever meant to
be with me
I wanted you to stay
To be there for you through
the pain, the hurt
The sadness
Help you face your
fears
Share with you secrets,
tears
I wanted to see that
precious smile of yours
Before you left me
alone
Before you had gone
I'm now wondering
Were we ever meant to be
But I know I'm just dreaming
I could never be with you
Not in this life
So for now
I'll stay near you,
watch from afar
So...
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Caring
Give me a reason
to care
To at least give one
fuck as to 'why'
But no matter how
hard you try
It still doesn't matter
I still don't care
But I guess you could
call it all a lie
This is what just makes me
'Me'
I care too much to
not give a fuck
That's just the person I
am
I care too much to at
least try to not care
I hate this part of me
sometimes
Sometimes I wish I was
rid of the feeling of "Caring"
Sometimes it would make
things so much easier...
to care
To at least give one
fuck as to 'why'
But no matter how
hard you try
It still doesn't matter
I still don't care
But I guess you could
call it all a lie
This is what just makes me
'Me'
I care too much to
not give a fuck
That's just the person I
am
I care too much to at
least try to not care
I hate this part of me
sometimes
Sometimes I wish I was
rid of the feeling of "Caring"
Sometimes it would make
things so much easier...
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Pretty Face
Such a pretty face
So abused and out of shape
The unsightly scars and ugly wounds
You don't deserve this
You deserve better
Love?
No that isn't right
How can that be love if he
hits you, hurt you, break your heart
Love isn't supposed to hurt
Not like this
You're not supposed to feel like shit
It isn't supposed to feel like
this
There's many others out there
Better than him
He isn't sure, he doesn't know
He's sorry
Sorry for what? No he isn't
He...
So abused and out of shape
The unsightly scars and ugly wounds
You don't deserve this
You deserve better
Love?
No that isn't right
How can that be love if he
hits you, hurt you, break your heart
Love isn't supposed to hurt
Not like this
You're not supposed to feel like shit
It isn't supposed to feel like
this
There's many others out there
Better than him
He isn't sure, he doesn't know
He's sorry
Sorry for what? No he isn't
He...
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Like Me?
You don't like me?
You don't say
I never asked for you
to like me anyway
I didn't ask you to talk
to me
Or ask about my business
I never asked about your
feelings
It really doesn't matter
to me at all
What you think of me
Or what you say
Honestly fuck your
feelings
And fuck your opinions
Fuck all of your
bullshit
Like I'm not tired of
hearing it
You don't say
I never asked for you
to like me anyway
I didn't ask you to talk
to me
Or ask about my business
I never asked about your
feelings
It really doesn't matter
to me at all
What you think of me
Or what you say
Honestly fuck your
feelings
And fuck your opinions
Fuck all of your
bullshit
Like I'm not tired of
hearing it
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No Longer
It's useless to struggle
To cry
Why do you continue to
try to live in a lie
You obviously know
It's evident and it shows
Why continue doing this
to yourself
You keep trying to survive,
to thrive in that hell
It's not safe and you just
continuously choose to stay
Whether you like it or not
I just can't let you keep
doing this to yourself
To cry
Why do you continue to
try to live in a lie
You obviously know
It's evident and it shows
Why continue doing this
to yourself
You keep trying to survive,
to thrive in that hell
It's not safe and you just
continuously choose to stay
Whether you like it or not
I just can't let you keep
doing this to yourself
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Sick Of This Shit
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I Hate That You're Hurting
All you gotta do is
hold on
I don't know what it's like
to lose someone
But I know you've gotta
stay strong
I hate it when you hurt,
when you cry
Deep down inside
It hurts me so much to
see that you're in pain
I only wish I could help
Do something to make
it better
Make the pain go away
I wish I could help you
to feel better
Cause I just don't know
what to do
I don't want you to hurt,
because it makes me cry
Do you know how I get
At the sight of...
hold on
I don't know what it's like
to lose someone
But I know you've gotta
stay strong
I hate it when you hurt,
when you cry
Deep down inside
It hurts me so much to
see that you're in pain
I only wish I could help
Do something to make
it better
Make the pain go away
I wish I could help you
to feel better
Cause I just don't know
what to do
I don't want you to hurt,
because it makes me cry
Do you know how I get
At the sight of...
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This feeling...
I can feel it
The insanity within me
rising
Growing stronger minute
by minute
The infectious lust,
the want
To give into it's dark desires
How I'd love to do
its bidding
The darkness of this
feeling...the sensation
Swirling around me
Surrounding, shrouding
Drowning out my senses
I want to lose myself within
this criminal must
To turn this creeping
feeling...sensation into more
Well it's a start for me, trying to improve on
writing dark poetry. But please...
The insanity within me
rising
Growing stronger minute
by minute
The infectious lust,
the want
To give into it's dark desires
How I'd love to do
its bidding
The darkness of this
feeling...the sensation
Swirling around me
Surrounding, shrouding
Drowning out my senses
I want to lose myself within
this criminal must
To turn this creeping
feeling...sensation into more
Well it's a start for me, trying to improve on
writing dark poetry. But please...
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Untitled
I've lost my way
Finding myself seems
to get harder and harder
Just when I'm almost
there
Just when I've finally
succeeded
I begin to fail
Why do I constantly
fall
Even though I've fought
so much
Tried so hard to get
where I am
It still isn't enough
Enough to satisfy the
invisible force that seems to
enjoy my misfortune
Why am I still failing
when I've done what I could
Just to at least
make these accomplishments
mean something
Make them worthwhile...
Finding myself seems
to get harder and harder
Just when I'm almost
there
Just when I've finally
succeeded
I begin to fail
Why do I constantly
fall
Even though I've fought
so much
Tried so hard to get
where I am
It still isn't enough
Enough to satisfy the
invisible force that seems to
enjoy my misfortune
Why am I still failing
when I've done what I could
Just to at least
make these accomplishments
mean something
Make them worthwhile...
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Nowadays
Nowadays
He doesn't seem
to smile
Nowadays
He's been gone
for a while
I wish I could
help
I really want to
say something
But the words just
wont come
Its not easy
Nowadays
He looks like
hes out of it
I just cant leave my
friend like this
Nowadays
Things arent just
the same
He doesn't seem
to smile
Nowadays
He's been gone
for a while
I wish I could
help
I really want to
say something
But the words just
wont come
Its not easy
Nowadays
He looks like
hes out of it
I just cant leave my
friend like this
Nowadays
Things arent just
the same
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