Submissions by XXcrazychickXX (XXMad HatterXX)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th Jul 2014 6:06pm
29th Jul 2014 6:06pm
Untitled~
So you think it's okay
to judge me continuosly
Because of my lack of faith.
Because i'm empty
null and void of becoming something
from your dreams
Something that I dont want to be
That I never will become
Well you can give up hope
on that delusional little farce of a fantasy
Because I'm not some toy, some thing
that you beleive you can shape into your own image
I beleive what I want
I have that right, that freedom
I don't have to follow the same path you took
I never will
Could not
I...
to judge me continuosly
Because of my lack of faith.
Because i'm empty
null and void of becoming something
from your dreams
Something that I dont want to be
That I never will become
Well you can give up hope
on that delusional little farce of a fantasy
Because I'm not some toy, some thing
that you beleive you can shape into your own image
I beleive what I want
I have that right, that freedom
I don't have to follow the same path you took
I never will
Could not
I...
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Jun 2014 4:10am
10th Jun 2014 4:10am
Just a Friend
That's all I'll ever be
All I'll stay
Just a friend
Cause it's not like you'll notice
or care anyway
All I can do is take a back seat
drive to Nowhere-Land
Thinking of you
It hurts, yet it doesn't
all the same
To watch you so oblivious, uncaring,
and crushing after another
What's wrong with me?
I'm not even this insecure
My heart seems to hate me
for feeling this way
My head, screaming it hates me
for thinking this way
Promised i'd never do
anything to make myself hurt this...
All I'll stay
Just a friend
Cause it's not like you'll notice
or care anyway
All I can do is take a back seat
drive to Nowhere-Land
Thinking of you
It hurts, yet it doesn't
all the same
To watch you so oblivious, uncaring,
and crushing after another
What's wrong with me?
I'm not even this insecure
My heart seems to hate me
for feeling this way
My head, screaming it hates me
for thinking this way
Promised i'd never do
anything to make myself hurt this...
71 reads
2 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
17th May 2014 8:45pm
17th May 2014 8:45pm
~Untitled~
An innocent life
Gone
Another day
Another strayed
The pain won't go away
I can feel it here in this heart
of mine
Why can't things just ever be okay
Weak, sickly, so heartbreakingly
lonely
I guess I should've known
You wouldn't make it
.....
Even if everyone forgets, I'll still
remember
You're still mine
Forever and only mine
Gone
Another day
Another strayed
The pain won't go away
I can feel it here in this heart
of mine
Why can't things just ever be okay
Weak, sickly, so heartbreakingly
lonely
I guess I should've known
You wouldn't make it
.....
Even if everyone forgets, I'll still
remember
You're still mine
Forever and only mine
36 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
6th May 2014 4:39am
6th May 2014 4:39am
This Time (temporary)
You've been MIA for some
time now
I've been holding onto the past
for far too long now
Guess this it
Guess this is goodbye
This is just me and you
Forget everyone else
Our friendship, there's nothing left
I don't care anymore
I'll continue this no longer
This is the final time
I'll say goodbye
There will be no more hellos
Just gonna move on
while you have to let go
time now
I've been holding onto the past
for far too long now
Guess this it
Guess this is goodbye
This is just me and you
Forget everyone else
Our friendship, there's nothing left
I don't care anymore
I'll continue this no longer
This is the final time
I'll say goodbye
There will be no more hellos
Just gonna move on
while you have to let go
61 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
15th Apr 2014 4:44pm
15th Apr 2014 4:44pm
Rebirth 2
Driven wild-my mind clouds
So full of ecstacy
Craving more, wanting,
no needing
My addiction causing
me sweet sweet misery
The incessant screams
and cries, music to my
masochistic ears
My mind astir,
reeling from the frenzied
feeding
The fleeting beauty of
the mangled corpses,
littering my humble abode
The thirst, now quenched-but
soon shall reign down
upon me again
Fated to one day self-destruct
I shall be acquitted to the true death...
So full of ecstacy
Craving more, wanting,
no needing
My addiction causing
me sweet sweet misery
The incessant screams
and cries, music to my
masochistic ears
My mind astir,
reeling from the frenzied
feeding
The fleeting beauty of
the mangled corpses,
littering my humble abode
The thirst, now quenched-but
soon shall reign down
upon me again
Fated to one day self-destruct
I shall be acquitted to the true death...
78 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
15th Apr 2014 4:42pm
15th Apr 2014 4:42pm
Rebirth
Just for a moment-time stops
Giving way to the
indescribable pain,
a gasp full of agony
The rush of blood and
venom through my veins
Burning throughout its
course
My thrashing and
screaming as the venom
eats me alive from the inside
The scorching hot hunger
begins as I start anew
Sleep by day, feed by night
Merciless bloodlust,
unforgiving hunger
I am a monster?...
Giving way to the
indescribable pain,
a gasp full of agony
The rush of blood and
venom through my veins
Burning throughout its
course
My thrashing and
screaming as the venom
eats me alive from the inside
The scorching hot hunger
begins as I start anew
Sleep by day, feed by night
Merciless bloodlust,
unforgiving hunger
I am a monster?...
72 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Apr 2014 9:50pm
12th Apr 2014 9:50pm
Don't Go
Please Don't go
Were we meant to be like this?
...
Where did 'we' stand-
In our miserably broken past?
Where are we positioned 'now'
When the lies all come rushing out
...
Why did I push you away?
How I wish I could've made you stay
But it's too late
...
You're gone gone gone
While I'm still here, still trying to
hold on
I've given you up
Gave what we had all away
...
I wanted so badly to reach out
To take hold of your disappearing hand
Only to reach out and grab nothing but an illusion
...
I desperately...
Were we meant to be like this?
...
Where did 'we' stand-
In our miserably broken past?
Where are we positioned 'now'
When the lies all come rushing out
...
Why did I push you away?
How I wish I could've made you stay
But it's too late
...
You're gone gone gone
While I'm still here, still trying to
hold on
I've given you up
Gave what we had all away
...
I wanted so badly to reach out
To take hold of your disappearing hand
Only to reach out and grab nothing but an illusion
...
I desperately...
87 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
28th Mar 2014 1:48pm
28th Mar 2014 1:48pm
What Now?
It's feels as if you're
falling, fading fast
You wonder how long it'll last
But don't you fucking get it
You're making this hard on yourself
And mostly for me
Okay, I know what I've done
You think I don't care at all
Think that I don't give a fuck if
you fall
You're slipping past
I don't think I'll last
Under the pressure
Is this revenge, payback for good measure
What more do you want from
me?
Iv'e told you over and over
I'm so sorry
What else do you want me to...
falling, fading fast
You wonder how long it'll last
But don't you fucking get it
You're making this hard on yourself
And mostly for me
Okay, I know what I've done
You think I don't care at all
Think that I don't give a fuck if
you fall
You're slipping past
I don't think I'll last
Under the pressure
Is this revenge, payback for good measure
What more do you want from
me?
Iv'e told you over and over
I'm so sorry
What else do you want me to...
80 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st Mar 2014 7:35pm
1st Mar 2014 7:35pm
Another One
A simple act of you walking
away
Is just enough for you to say...
It's all over
The sureness of rejection, runs
deep like a raw and burning wound
Through my mind
Given away to the pack of wolves,
haunches wide open
Ready to tear out my heart
Yet another
Another rejection
Shoved down a overflowing
drain pipe
They continue to pile up
Continue to multiply
If given the choice
I would have gone to save
myself of all the hurt and pain...
But I can't lie
I'm so used to the scars...
away
Is just enough for you to say...
It's all over
The sureness of rejection, runs
deep like a raw and burning wound
Through my mind
Given away to the pack of wolves,
haunches wide open
Ready to tear out my heart
Yet another
Another rejection
Shoved down a overflowing
drain pipe
They continue to pile up
Continue to multiply
If given the choice
I would have gone to save
myself of all the hurt and pain...
But I can't lie
I'm so used to the scars...
55 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
11th Feb 2014 9:31pm
11th Feb 2014 9:31pm
Untitled
I'll give up
I'll give in
Please
Just please
Don't let it end
We can't continue to be this way
forever
Can we please get somewhere,
cause it feels like were going nowhere at all
When will the time come for us
to fall
Fall apart, seperate
Part ways
But I don't want to do that
Somethings preventing me from
letting go
Some unknown force is keeping
me from walking away; its still holding strong
Could this be it
Could this be my downfall
For this
I have to give my all
...
I'll give in
Please
Just please
Don't let it end
We can't continue to be this way
forever
Can we please get somewhere,
cause it feels like were going nowhere at all
When will the time come for us
to fall
Fall apart, seperate
Part ways
But I don't want to do that
Somethings preventing me from
letting go
Some unknown force is keeping
me from walking away; its still holding strong
Could this be it
Could this be my downfall
For this
I have to give my all
...
103 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2014 9:33pm
3rd Feb 2014 9:33pm
Patience
I've walked away from it
I've had enough
Enough of the emotions
Enough of the bullshit
that I've had to put myself
through with you
Well I'm done
I don't have to continously
make myself subject to this mess anymore
I've been patient with you
Far too long
I hope you're fucking satisfied
now
You haven't changed yet
And here I am still waiting
But for what, for shit
For nothing
I've had enough
Enough of the emotions
Enough of the bullshit
that I've had to put myself
through with you
Well I'm done
I don't have to continously
make myself subject to this mess anymore
I've been patient with you
Far too long
I hope you're fucking satisfied
now
You haven't changed yet
And here I am still waiting
But for what, for shit
For nothing
65 reads
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ANGER POEM
Published
8th Jan 2014 4:26pm
8th Jan 2014 4:26pm
You'll Never Know
You'll never know what
it's like...
This pain
Not in this moment
In a million years, nor a
lifetime
You'll never understand
how much it hurts
To be sold out completely
Thrown to the side without a
second thought or any remorse
what so ever
It's too late now
Even when you try to act
as if you hadn't figured it out
I'll never forgive you again,
nor will I give you another chance
You seem to have thought that
you've redeemed yourself
Just because you're barely
around
...
it's like...
This pain
Not in this moment
In a million years, nor a
lifetime
You'll never understand
how much it hurts
To be sold out completely
Thrown to the side without a
second thought or any remorse
what so ever
It's too late now
Even when you try to act
as if you hadn't figured it out
I'll never forgive you again,
nor will I give you another chance
You seem to have thought that
you've redeemed yourself
Just because you're barely
around
...
193 reads
2 Comments
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