Submissions by Tonycrumb15

As i sit in pain and sweat nervously,i see my life flash before my eyes and realize my whole life was a fuckin lie. A basket case,a common race,a tragic disgrace. Damned by all the ones i love,im crushed in their hands of a firery glove. I dont know what i did to deserve my weak state of mind,but now im stuck in pain's bind. Hopefully one day god's light will shine on through in my dark room,to save me from my own doom. I'm a weak case a total disgrace to the human race,one day i'll leave this world without a trace.

The days get more bleak as the pain makes me more weak. I try to cope with these harsh feelings but they take over quickly like a disease spreading through my body. I turn the face away of the one i love,if i didnt have any feelings i could rise above the guilt and shame but the lie i live is a sick game,the test of god. I become trapped in my thoughts and emotionally drained from all the hell i saw through these dark piercing eyes. Only pain is in my way but i cant clear my name of it,cant stay away from it,cause i am destined for death. Untie my hands and let me go,i love everyone i care...

When children scream over the darkness that fills the world,they want more and more like a dirty whore on a binge. The reflection in a window can be decieving it's just a darker side of you laughin in your face! It's laughing in my face! When i lie over and over again,the tongue gets fatter and fatter! I hold you like a rose,when i touch you're sweet but your thorns prick at my heart and i bleed for you,for you. I failed to see your trap that was long planned,take my feelings and crush it in your hands like im a fragile broken device. Scarred and all i've ever felt was this endless suffering...

The question of life ponders in my head like a virus i behold,it only gets worse and worse from all the lies i've told. Freedom is gone choices and chances left to few,anything i say or do will leave me down till satan is through with me. The hate i see and feel is something i wish was just a dream and wasnt real. Me and guilt are back together at last the feeling is here and will forever be in my heart to last for a eternity. The road god created for me,leaves me in my own hell screaming in agony. I hide in my shell wondering the question of life even though the answer is in my head,but from...