Submissions by TheWayItIs (PerilousKid)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
-Insert egotistical narcissist description-
Hiding your true intentions.
Having to hide true intentions is cruel.
Forcing yourself to be kind when in reality you want to rip their rib cage out and break each rib little by little.
Forcing yourself to plaster on a smile and agree with whatever they say..when in reality you want to rip off their lips and squish them in your palms.
Having to maintain the image they want to see you as when you want to end your life and theirs as well.
Wanting to feel the pain that is to die for daily, but having to contain yourself because of the people who are just interested. Really not wanting...
Forcing yourself to be kind when in reality you want to rip their rib cage out and break each rib little by little.
Forcing yourself to plaster on a smile and agree with whatever they say..when in reality you want to rip off their lips and squish them in your palms.
Having to maintain the image they want to see you as when you want to end your life and theirs as well.
Wanting to feel the pain that is to die for daily, but having to contain yourself because of the people who are just interested. Really not wanting...
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The girl with a note
Laying in bed
Tying a heavy lifting noose
She stays there
Asking herself would she really dare
Face straight not hinting of any emotion she drags her chair
Shadow of her silhouette dancing in the anticipating room..
She hangs her noose
Before she leaves she writes a note
[ 'I was alone on my boat' ]
What does this mean?
What could she possibly mean?
You tell me....I'm thinking...we allow ourselves to see what we want to see.
Tying a heavy lifting noose
She stays there
Asking herself would she really dare
Face straight not hinting of any emotion she drags her chair
Shadow of her silhouette dancing in the anticipating room..
She hangs her noose
Before she leaves she writes a note
[ 'I was alone on my boat' ]
What does this mean?
What could she possibly mean?
You tell me....I'm thinking...we allow ourselves to see what we want to see.
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Big words, Little mind.
omniscient,
pessimistic,
Secluded without light,
Masochistic self
and rarely in narcissist health,
Big words,small mind,
leaving oneself what is behind..my mind,
I am blind but i will not hide,
I let my thoughts drift from side to side,
Lost yet?
You should be,
I am more complicated than i appear to be,
Can't you see,
I could one day be the key,
Maybe i am thinking too far way beyond my reach,
I am grasping for my mind,
Calling for it to come back,
But it is lost now,
Into this poem,
I will not stop,
Until my...
pessimistic,
Secluded without light,
Masochistic self
and rarely in narcissist health,
Big words,small mind,
leaving oneself what is behind..my mind,
I am blind but i will not hide,
I let my thoughts drift from side to side,
Lost yet?
You should be,
I am more complicated than i appear to be,
Can't you see,
I could one day be the key,
Maybe i am thinking too far way beyond my reach,
I am grasping for my mind,
Calling for it to come back,
But it is lost now,
Into this poem,
I will not stop,
Until my...
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All i will ever be.
I wish i were pretty.
I wish i were smart.
I wish i were all the things instead of dark.
I wish i were tall.
I wish i were true.
I wish i were everything but a fool.
Wishing gets you no where in my case,
Look at my face,
I am broken,
I am sin,
Nothing i have ever wanted to have been.
I am not smart,
I am dark,
You say nothing is wrong with that well bitch lets trade hearts!
I am not tall,
Not even close,
This is a thing that bothers most.
I am not true,
I am a liar,
Ive been in plenty cross fires...
I wish i were smart.
I wish i were all the things instead of dark.
I wish i were tall.
I wish i were true.
I wish i were everything but a fool.
Wishing gets you no where in my case,
Look at my face,
I am broken,
I am sin,
Nothing i have ever wanted to have been.
I am not smart,
I am dark,
You say nothing is wrong with that well bitch lets trade hearts!
I am not tall,
Not even close,
This is a thing that bothers most.
I am not true,
I am a liar,
Ive been in plenty cross fires...
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Poser.
As i'm laying in bed i'm staring at the scars on my arms,
Some are long, short, bumpy and pale...
I look at my legs they have marks on them as well,
I raise up my shirt and i see no stomach,
emptyness in a shell...
I look inthe mirror and see someone who is not me,
Who is this person that claims to be? ...me
Some are long, short, bumpy and pale...
I look at my legs they have marks on them as well,
I raise up my shirt and i see no stomach,
emptyness in a shell...
I look inthe mirror and see someone who is not me,
Who is this person that claims to be? ...me
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My Anger
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I..am fear.
You can not out run me,
There for i am within you,
I call in the absence of courage with an caller I.D,
I rush in ready to fill your being with seeds,
I know all of your secrets and use them against you as i please,
I am the key to pain and rage that will soon move inside with evil deeds,
Invading your reality,insanity increases in degrees your ready for it to be be deceased,
But i am far more superior mocking you as you plead,
You give up, and now you bleed.
...
There for i am within you,
I call in the absence of courage with an caller I.D,
I rush in ready to fill your being with seeds,
I know all of your secrets and use them against you as i please,
I am the key to pain and rage that will soon move inside with evil deeds,
Invading your reality,insanity increases in degrees your ready for it to be be deceased,
But i am far more superior mocking you as you plead,
You give up, and now you bleed.
...
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Let it in. Let it in.
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Strike Em Back.
Traitors, Traitors
You thought you had friends,
Traitors, Traitors
They always come out and stab you in the back! eagerly taking your blood,
Now the damage is done you better run because their coming for you and taking your fun.
Traitors, Traitors
Do you remember their names?
Traitors, Traitors
Well, they didn't change!
You know their name you know their foul game
NOW STRIKE BACK.
You thought you had friends,
Traitors, Traitors
They always come out and stab you in the back! eagerly taking your blood,
Now the damage is done you better run because their coming for you and taking your fun.
Traitors, Traitors
Do you remember their names?
Traitors, Traitors
Well, they didn't change!
You know their name you know their foul game
NOW STRIKE BACK.
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My Little Song For The Time To Come.
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Doom..Or Freedom?
Clock ticking...wrist bleeding
Only a few more minutes to go.
Closing the offensive object in my hand tightly, watching the blood flow freely dripping down towards the cold stone floor, hardly breathing.
Lip biting and the aroma of dread filling musky air, Hardly aware.
Slow quiet breathing filling the large vacant room, awaiting...doom?
Only a few more minutes to go.
Closing the offensive object in my hand tightly, watching the blood flow freely dripping down towards the cold stone floor, hardly breathing.
Lip biting and the aroma of dread filling musky air, Hardly aware.
Slow quiet breathing filling the large vacant room, awaiting...doom?
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