Submissions by TheDeadBodyMan

Wishing to escape this worthless world again,
I leave it all behind.
Every trouble and care, forgotten.
Entering my own personal heaven,
I see her, i see my beloved.
Running away to her, temporary happiness obtained.
I cannot stay, Forced to go back and face reality.
She's no longer here, sadness returns.
Just another hopeless dream.

My admiration for her grows deeper every time I see her gorgeous smile,
Her sweet voice is like sunshine brightening my day,
Forgetting life's troubles as i softly look into her eyes for a split second,
Her grace fills my head with thoughts of desire,
Wishing I was the owner of her kind and gentle heart,
Giving her the passionate undying love she deserves,
Staying lost in her endless beauty,
if only she were mine,
if only.....

Cutting, stabbing, killing,
Destroy everything,
Destruction on my mind,
I do what the voices tell me to,
A deep dark drown taking control,
I can't stop it,
I'm blood drunk and can't get enough,
I try to fight the urge but these voices won't stop,
Driving me to the point of insanity,
self mutilation is the only solution,
The cuts get deeper,
The voices get quieter,
The last drop of blood falls,
I take my last breath,
The voices finally become silent.