Submissions by Tamaura_NightAngel
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am a fallen angel born from the ashes of the dead and roting who looks up at the sky wondering when it will be my time to die ....
Lost memories
waking up in a place not knowing anything . haveing a dr look at you saying do you know your name .
you look around scared and confused wondering what happend .
you rember screams and people who were mean but all the rest is blank then the dr says agan do you know your name ? you blink three to 4 times saying yes you do but the rest of your life is gone and you wonder what you should do .
you look at all your old stuff wrightings, poems and such then you rember that in this world you are alone . you wake up every moring feeling like your in a dream in a world...
you look around scared and confused wondering what happend .
you rember screams and people who were mean but all the rest is blank then the dr says agan do you know your name ? you blink three to 4 times saying yes you do but the rest of your life is gone and you wonder what you should do .
you look at all your old stuff wrightings, poems and such then you rember that in this world you are alone . you wake up every moring feeling like your in a dream in a world...
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Hiding pain
its all a lie the smile the laughs its all something I must fake.
I must hide it I can not scream I can not cry I must not show anything.
I keep it locked away in a place where it must stay and never surface.
no matter how much I feel pain I can never show it for if I do I will brake.
I must learn to stand it no matter how much it hurts.
each and eveyday I must smile and never show a single tear.
no matter what i feel i must hide it away and smile each and everyday .....
I must hide it I can not scream I can not cry I must not show anything.
I keep it locked away in a place where it must stay and never surface.
no matter how much I feel pain I can never show it for if I do I will brake.
I must learn to stand it no matter how much it hurts.
each and eveyday I must smile and never show a single tear.
no matter what i feel i must hide it away and smile each and everyday .....
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BIRD'S Dream
there is a bird who wants to fly high onto the sky .
the bird wants to sing it wants to be happy.
but the bird knows that all that is a dream its locked away in a cage where it must live out its days.
each and every day the bird is abused and it just keeps getting worse just like the bird thought.
it looks up at the night sky at the full moon wondering if it dies will it be set free ?
the bird has stoped wishing to be set free now its only wish is to die you see.
the bird does not cry anymore form the pain insted it understands what kind...
the bird wants to sing it wants to be happy.
but the bird knows that all that is a dream its locked away in a cage where it must live out its days.
each and every day the bird is abused and it just keeps getting worse just like the bird thought.
it looks up at the night sky at the full moon wondering if it dies will it be set free ?
the bird has stoped wishing to be set free now its only wish is to die you see.
the bird does not cry anymore form the pain insted it understands what kind...
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silent
the world is silent once agan.
nothing can be heard not the crys or the screams of this caged bird you see.
the earth is still the sky is black as the rain falls it drounds out all the sounds of this hell filled world.
the bird crys but there is no sound its just silent tears falling to the gound.
the rain you see is the tears of the poor caged bird who is left and forgotten in this silent empty world.
nothing can be heard not the crys or the screams of this caged bird you see.
the earth is still the sky is black as the rain falls it drounds out all the sounds of this hell filled world.
the bird crys but there is no sound its just silent tears falling to the gound.
the rain you see is the tears of the poor caged bird who is left and forgotten in this silent empty world.
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Dear Father
Dear father are you happy?
do you love to hear me scream and cry at night ?
do you love to see me with bruses and broken bones?
do you like the fact that i want to die ?
is it realy fun for you ?
i want you to know something i hate my life i hate liveing and faking smiles i hate the fact that all i do is cry and hide.
i want you to know iam scared of men becuse of you i am scared to be tuched by any one.
you have made my whole life a nightmare that i live threw everyday.
dear father of mine are you truely happy...
do you love to hear me scream and cry at night ?
do you love to see me with bruses and broken bones?
do you like the fact that i want to die ?
is it realy fun for you ?
i want you to know something i hate my life i hate liveing and faking smiles i hate the fact that all i do is cry and hide.
i want you to know iam scared of men becuse of you i am scared to be tuched by any one.
you have made my whole life a nightmare that i live threw everyday.
dear father of mine are you truely happy...
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Feel
this world i am sick of it i just want to run away .
i hate how everything is i just want to dissaper.
my body has been broken five times in one year .
i feel like i am a bird trapped in a cage with steel and chans just waiting to die and never knowing how to fly.
i am so tired of this place i just want to fly away.
insted of crying late at night in a place that is to be my tomb.
so i search for a nice shinny blade and with it i start to cut my own wrists and watch the blood drip and fall till it makes a pool on the floor .
as my...
i hate how everything is i just want to dissaper.
my body has been broken five times in one year .
i feel like i am a bird trapped in a cage with steel and chans just waiting to die and never knowing how to fly.
i am so tired of this place i just want to fly away.
insted of crying late at night in a place that is to be my tomb.
so i search for a nice shinny blade and with it i start to cut my own wrists and watch the blood drip and fall till it makes a pool on the floor .
as my...
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Angel
there is a grave where an angel sits and looks at the world.
she sits there day by day crying sorrow filled tears as she wishes to dissaper.
her wrists have cuts her body is covered in bruses and scares from all the pain she takes each and everyday.
her wings have been cut and there is always blood.
the grave where this angel sits is soon going to be her tomb....
she sits there day by day crying sorrow filled tears as she wishes to dissaper.
her wrists have cuts her body is covered in bruses and scares from all the pain she takes each and everyday.
her wings have been cut and there is always blood.
the grave where this angel sits is soon going to be her tomb....
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I DONT CARE
I DONT CARE IF NONE OF THIS MAKES SENCE I DONT CARE IF YOU ALL HATE ME I JUST WANT TO DIE
I AM TIRED OF THIS ENDLESS AND MEANING LESS LIFE I JUST WANT TO TAKE A GUN AND JUST BLOW MY BREANS OUT OF MY FUCKEN HEAD!
I DONT CARE ABOUT THIS LIFE I DONT CARE NO ONE DOES NO MATTER HOW MUCH I SCREAM OR CRY THE WORLD CAN NOT HEAR ME NO MATTER WHAT I DO
I AM TIRED OF HIDING MY TEARS AND FACKING A SMILE EACH AND EVERYDAY
I THOUGHT I DID SOMETHING GOOD AND GOT HELP BUT IN THE END IT JUST MADE IT WORSE
I AM TIRED OF FUCKEN HEARING MY BONES BRAKE JUST TO LIVE A...
I AM TIRED OF THIS ENDLESS AND MEANING LESS LIFE I JUST WANT TO TAKE A GUN AND JUST BLOW MY BREANS OUT OF MY FUCKEN HEAD!
I DONT CARE ABOUT THIS LIFE I DONT CARE NO ONE DOES NO MATTER HOW MUCH I SCREAM OR CRY THE WORLD CAN NOT HEAR ME NO MATTER WHAT I DO
I AM TIRED OF HIDING MY TEARS AND FACKING A SMILE EACH AND EVERYDAY
I THOUGHT I DID SOMETHING GOOD AND GOT HELP BUT IN THE END IT JUST MADE IT WORSE
I AM TIRED OF FUCKEN HEARING MY BONES BRAKE JUST TO LIVE A...
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DREAM
I am in a nightmare world with no one around .
the moon is gone the sky is numb there is not a sound.
i walk alone on a path filled with nothing but abuse
everyday i am beaten by someone who hates me but its ok its fine becuse i wish to take my own life.
i want to do it on a night of a full moon with the dimness in the sky does that sound beautiful to you?
imagan being outside in the open air with no one around but you and the moon. as you look up at the sky and holding a shiny knife you put it to your wists and start to cut. as it begins to pour out blood you...
the moon is gone the sky is numb there is not a sound.
i walk alone on a path filled with nothing but abuse
everyday i am beaten by someone who hates me but its ok its fine becuse i wish to take my own life.
i want to do it on a night of a full moon with the dimness in the sky does that sound beautiful to you?
imagan being outside in the open air with no one around but you and the moon. as you look up at the sky and holding a shiny knife you put it to your wists and start to cut. as it begins to pour out blood you...
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Why
why must i live only to be hit.
why must my life always be in pain.
why does no one care when they see this kind of thing?
why is it that when people see the buses they laugh and stare?
why does no one care what happens to me? why does everyone think its funny?
is it because you hear and see it on the news everyday a father who is drunk punches his child and gets a way with it i tryed getting help only to be told you are a lier and a sinner thats why you deserve it. i walk alone on this path trying to do the best i can.
there once was a girl in my class who told...
why must my life always be in pain.
why does no one care when they see this kind of thing?
why is it that when people see the buses they laugh and stare?
why does no one care what happens to me? why does everyone think its funny?
is it because you hear and see it on the news everyday a father who is drunk punches his child and gets a way with it i tryed getting help only to be told you are a lier and a sinner thats why you deserve it. i walk alone on this path trying to do the best i can.
there once was a girl in my class who told...
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INSANE
i am going insane from all this pain i just want to die.
i want someone, anyone to take a knife and end my life.
i want some one to kill me as they wish.
i am going insane i cant take much more of this.
each and every single day my body suffers in horrible ways.
i suffer from the punches and kicks by a drunk bastared no less.
my mother is a fucken whore sucking cocks for the men next door.
i am going insane from this fucked up family.
i am going insane of my life i just want to die.
i want someone, anyone to take a knife and end my life.
i want some one to kill me as they wish.
i am going insane i cant take much more of this.
each and every single day my body suffers in horrible ways.
i suffer from the punches and kicks by a drunk bastared no less.
my mother is a fucken whore sucking cocks for the men next door.
i am going insane from this fucked up family.
i am going insane of my life i just want to die.
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