Submissions by Tamaura_NightAngel
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am a fallen angel born from the ashes of the dead and roting who looks up at the sky wondering when it will be my time to die ....
Stupied Kitten
Stupied kitten waiting for its owner to come home .
Stupied kitten wishing it had a home .
The kitten knows its been abandoned left and forgoten.
She got beat up by the neighbor's dog she is bleeding as she walks threw the cat door.
Hoping to see her owner in his room she walks in and its nothing but a dark empty room.
She looks around and meows a few times hoping he can hear her.
But he is no where insight so she lays on his bed as blood soaks the sheets and waits for his return.
The hours and minuets go by and still no sign...
Stupied kitten wishing it had a home .
The kitten knows its been abandoned left and forgoten.
She got beat up by the neighbor's dog she is bleeding as she walks threw the cat door.
Hoping to see her owner in his room she walks in and its nothing but a dark empty room.
She looks around and meows a few times hoping he can hear her.
But he is no where insight so she lays on his bed as blood soaks the sheets and waits for his return.
The hours and minuets go by and still no sign...
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Kill Me
Kill me with a blade stab it threw my heart .
Kill me with your hands I am tired of this earth.
You punch and kick so hard that I vomit blood.
Just kill me now and end it all .
You love to see me suffer and beg for you to stop but why dont you just kill me thats the most fun game of all.
You of all people call me a deamon everyday beat me torture me to the point I cant wait for death.
This deamon if that what I am hell I dont even know what or who I am anymore .
But one thing that I do know and I am asking you again...
Kill me with your hands I am tired of this earth.
You punch and kick so hard that I vomit blood.
Just kill me now and end it all .
You love to see me suffer and beg for you to stop but why dont you just kill me thats the most fun game of all.
You of all people call me a deamon everyday beat me torture me to the point I cant wait for death.
This deamon if that what I am hell I dont even know what or who I am anymore .
But one thing that I do know and I am asking you again...
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Can I
Can I go back to the days where I was a doll who never felt anything and didnt care what happend to her .
Oh yes the good old days where my heart was frozen over and everyone was keept at arms lenth never getting closer.
Can I go back to the time when the little bird was never freed from its cage.
Can I go back to being cold and numb and my heart frozen in ice .
Can I go back to the girl who never wanted to get close to anyone or anything and always stayed alone .
I am so very tired of suffering I am so very tired of careing it hurts all of...
Oh yes the good old days where my heart was frozen over and everyone was keept at arms lenth never getting closer.
Can I go back to the time when the little bird was never freed from its cage.
Can I go back to being cold and numb and my heart frozen in ice .
Can I go back to the girl who never wanted to get close to anyone or anything and always stayed alone .
I am so very tired of suffering I am so very tired of careing it hurts all of...
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Save me
The horible thoughts in my head wont go away they torture me all the time why cant they leave me in peace .
The nightmares are geting worse it to the point now I wake up and vomit all over the floor .
I live to suffer that is why I was born you told me that long ago and those words never left my mind .
I am slowly dieing inside I cant stop crying .
I dont understand what is going on why am I being this way ?
I need you my light that is deep inside but your locked behind a glass never to touch but you help keep the darkness away .
But...
The nightmares are geting worse it to the point now I wake up and vomit all over the floor .
I live to suffer that is why I was born you told me that long ago and those words never left my mind .
I am slowly dieing inside I cant stop crying .
I dont understand what is going on why am I being this way ?
I need you my light that is deep inside but your locked behind a glass never to touch but you help keep the darkness away .
But...
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Haunting Nightmare
The haunting nightmare I can never excape from my bone chilling screams that wake me up from dead sleep .
The nightmare that comes to haunt me. The past I can never excape from .
The feeling of being burned suffacateing on the fumes of the flesh that is being burnt.
The screams as I feel my self burning by your hand . The smell of bleach that lingers in the air even after I am awake .
Your face that haunts my ones sweet and plesent dreams is now the nightmare that I face everyday and want to forget.
The sound of the chains as I am locked in...
The nightmare that comes to haunt me. The past I can never excape from .
The feeling of being burned suffacateing on the fumes of the flesh that is being burnt.
The screams as I feel my self burning by your hand . The smell of bleach that lingers in the air even after I am awake .
Your face that haunts my ones sweet and plesent dreams is now the nightmare that I face everyday and want to forget.
The sound of the chains as I am locked in...
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The Monster
The monster that sleeps with in me hideing and waiting for its chance to come out .
The monster in me tells me horrible things that make want to cut and bleed .
Your nothing you never have been anything your a misstake something that should have never excisted now die bleed I dont care just stop living it tells me .
I keep it at bay by cutting and hideing smiling and saying everything is alright but in realty the monster tells me to die.
I keep living becuse I have some light and hope inside that oneday this monster will dissapear forever.
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The monster in me tells me horrible things that make want to cut and bleed .
Your nothing you never have been anything your a misstake something that should have never excisted now die bleed I dont care just stop living it tells me .
I keep it at bay by cutting and hideing smiling and saying everything is alright but in realty the monster tells me to die.
I keep living becuse I have some light and hope inside that oneday this monster will dissapear forever.
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Dead And Hollow
I am dead, hollow and numb I can't fight this anymore.
Dead is my mind hollow is my insides.
I can't live in the light darkness is all that I know .
I hate my self but what elece am I spose to do ?
Cutting does not help it only makes me want to cut more till there is no blood left .
The thoughts in my head wont leave me alone I am going inscane and tonight I give up this war that I been fighting for so long.
I can't take it any of it anymore this pain is just to great I can no longer keep it at bay.
I had enough of trying...
Dead is my mind hollow is my insides.
I can't live in the light darkness is all that I know .
I hate my self but what elece am I spose to do ?
Cutting does not help it only makes me want to cut more till there is no blood left .
The thoughts in my head wont leave me alone I am going inscane and tonight I give up this war that I been fighting for so long.
I can't take it any of it anymore this pain is just to great I can no longer keep it at bay.
I had enough of trying...
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The Night And The Mask
I can't sleep I am so tired of the nightmares that keep comeing to haunt me .
I cry every night over the pain and guilt that I feel.
I try so hard to hide the me that is slowly going incane.
Why is it that his face haunts me why is it that I can never excape my past ?
There is no way for me to excape the darkness is there ?
I guess its time to hide it all behind a mask everything that I think and feel and hope it does not shatter.
Becuse I know that I will never excape the darkness that is inside me .
So it's time I started...
I cry every night over the pain and guilt that I feel.
I try so hard to hide the me that is slowly going incane.
Why is it that his face haunts me why is it that I can never excape my past ?
There is no way for me to excape the darkness is there ?
I guess its time to hide it all behind a mask everything that I think and feel and hope it does not shatter.
Becuse I know that I will never excape the darkness that is inside me .
So it's time I started...
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THE GIRL WHO GOT HER REVANGE
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The Tree
There is a tree in the woods that stands tall and beautiful.
The tree is happy it sits in the beautiful part of the woods where the sun always hits it and the moon always shines on it and its leaves are silver and gold .
but one day people started to walk past it and saw its beautiful leaves and started to take them the tree did not mind becuse it had so meany and it was happy to help the humans .
Days and weeks went by with people taking all the leaves from the tree and then one day there were no more leaves to take .
The tree didnt mind haveing no...
The tree is happy it sits in the beautiful part of the woods where the sun always hits it and the moon always shines on it and its leaves are silver and gold .
but one day people started to walk past it and saw its beautiful leaves and started to take them the tree did not mind becuse it had so meany and it was happy to help the humans .
Days and weeks went by with people taking all the leaves from the tree and then one day there were no more leaves to take .
The tree didnt mind haveing no...
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me saying shit while drunk !!!!!!
shit faced drunk not know left from right not caring.
fuck you and all your shit i dont have no family you do so shut the fuck up .
you have no idea what the fuck i deal with .
i am so sick and tired of people telling me that i am nothing .
dont you already know i fucking know that i know what i am .
i know i need to die so fuck off i dont give a shit anymore about you or you tell me we are so called family .
i have never been anything to you or the people who call yourself's my aunts and Uncles are nothing fucking to me .
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fuck you and all your shit i dont have no family you do so shut the fuck up .
you have no idea what the fuck i deal with .
i am so sick and tired of people telling me that i am nothing .
dont you already know i fucking know that i know what i am .
i know i need to die so fuck off i dont give a shit anymore about you or you tell me we are so called family .
i have never been anything to you or the people who call yourself's my aunts and Uncles are nothing fucking to me .
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WHAT THE f**k IS THIS SHIT POEM LOL
wondering around in the darkness not a light insight .
wondering where am i why am i still alive .
shutting down not taking or speaking to anyone longer then i have to .
throwing up piles and piles of blood each and everyday not careing how much it hurts .
I stoped crying about it i stoped careing what the fuck is the point nothing is going to change .
driking bottles after bottles of wine anything to just get my mind off my life .
death is taking forever to find me and take me to his underworld i wonder why .
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wondering where am i why am i still alive .
shutting down not taking or speaking to anyone longer then i have to .
throwing up piles and piles of blood each and everyday not careing how much it hurts .
I stoped crying about it i stoped careing what the fuck is the point nothing is going to change .
driking bottles after bottles of wine anything to just get my mind off my life .
death is taking forever to find me and take me to his underworld i wonder why .
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