Submissions by SheCriesInSilence
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi, i like to write poems, mostly sad and dark ones but i write what inspires me.
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Left Me
I waited for you in my most precious nightmares.
Where you made yourself the most prefect person.
All these lies.. disappeared.
Like they never existed, never happened.
but they are so buried in my memory.
I cant pretend like you never hurt me
I cant pretend like you never ripped me into pieces and sold them to the dark.
I still have the marks, the scars are the proof of the most violent experience.
You choked when i was weak
i couldnt breathe nor speak
You left me to die in the most peaceful manner but in a sick twisted way to other.
I never saw...
Where you made yourself the most prefect person.
All these lies.. disappeared.
Like they never existed, never happened.
but they are so buried in my memory.
I cant pretend like you never hurt me
I cant pretend like you never ripped me into pieces and sold them to the dark.
I still have the marks, the scars are the proof of the most violent experience.
You choked when i was weak
i couldnt breathe nor speak
You left me to die in the most peaceful manner but in a sick twisted way to other.
I never saw...
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Another Lame Poem Of My Stupid Life.
Im blind folded
So scared to see whats in front of me
All the talking, complaining, yelling, why cant you just let me be?
I was born with my wings cut off
I cant fly!
I cant figure out whats going to be of me this time.
Im tired of listening of your happy life
Im tired of thinking what ive couldve been
Im not a saint and Im not the devil
Im not going to heaven because of my sins
Ive thought of a peaceful place
I want it so much
Ive always imagined a better life
I cant promise that...
So scared to see whats in front of me
All the talking, complaining, yelling, why cant you just let me be?
I was born with my wings cut off
I cant fly!
I cant figure out whats going to be of me this time.
Im tired of listening of your happy life
Im tired of thinking what ive couldve been
Im not a saint and Im not the devil
Im not going to heaven because of my sins
Ive thought of a peaceful place
I want it so much
Ive always imagined a better life
I cant promise that...
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Feeling Alone
Im surrounded by people made of stone
I talk to them but they dont listen.
They dont talk back to me.
Ive always felt that way
They are just there so i wont feel so lonely,
but i never felt so alone in my life
I talk to you!!
but why dont u listen!!
Please listen! cuz i need you...
but im just screaming to a brick wall.
I always convinced myself i can manage on my own.
Deep down inside i long for someone to give a damn
To truly care
Lately..I feel like no one cares
cuz no one is there.
Sometimes i just want to disappear to see who...
I talk to them but they dont listen.
They dont talk back to me.
Ive always felt that way
They are just there so i wont feel so lonely,
but i never felt so alone in my life
I talk to you!!
but why dont u listen!!
Please listen! cuz i need you...
but im just screaming to a brick wall.
I always convinced myself i can manage on my own.
Deep down inside i long for someone to give a damn
To truly care
Lately..I feel like no one cares
cuz no one is there.
Sometimes i just want to disappear to see who...
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My Company
My pain was always my friend, my company.
It never left but when it did i never missed it.
It always came back unexpectedly.
I was never ready for it even if lived in me most of the time.
Even if it manipulated my mind.
My thoughts were never nice and happy... just for a while.
I was always my worst enemy.
My nightmares were the worst
All my fears, the lies i created
The memories i never wanted.
It was never a walk in the park.
All the time i felt my heart fall apart.
It was always loud in my head.
Sometimes i would wish i was...dead.....
It never left but when it did i never missed it.
It always came back unexpectedly.
I was never ready for it even if lived in me most of the time.
Even if it manipulated my mind.
My thoughts were never nice and happy... just for a while.
I was always my worst enemy.
My nightmares were the worst
All my fears, the lies i created
The memories i never wanted.
It was never a walk in the park.
All the time i felt my heart fall apart.
It was always loud in my head.
Sometimes i would wish i was...dead.....
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The Girl
The girl sat at the corner
fearing she'll be set on fire.
The girl never thought something so scary can happen
Still stuck in her tragic, beautiful cabin,
that is her mind
She never thought twice.
Maybe she can take her life in a different way
but it seems too hard, too far away.
She loves her own space too much to leave it
she knows one day she has to leave it
Even if she doesn't believe it
All the good memories will stay behind
Until one day she'll find them.
Remembering this moment, its not completely gone
She'll move...
fearing she'll be set on fire.
The girl never thought something so scary can happen
Still stuck in her tragic, beautiful cabin,
that is her mind
She never thought twice.
Maybe she can take her life in a different way
but it seems too hard, too far away.
She loves her own space too much to leave it
she knows one day she has to leave it
Even if she doesn't believe it
All the good memories will stay behind
Until one day she'll find them.
Remembering this moment, its not completely gone
She'll move...
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I Wish
I have a sensitive heart
If you hit me hard enough I can fall apart
I wish i didn't care too much about the small things
I wish i didn't care about my insecurities.
I wish i didn't care that I'm alone
but thats all i think about.
I wish i didn't love you with all i have in me
because i know ill end up crying.
I wish it couldn't affect me so much
like it doesn't affect u
but thats the way i am.
I wish i was heartless
so i can hate you then loving you wouldn't be possible.
Then i wouldn't have reasons to hate myself.
If you hit me hard enough I can fall apart
I wish i didn't care too much about the small things
I wish i didn't care about my insecurities.
I wish i didn't care that I'm alone
but thats all i think about.
I wish i didn't love you with all i have in me
because i know ill end up crying.
I wish it couldn't affect me so much
like it doesn't affect u
but thats the way i am.
I wish i was heartless
so i can hate you then loving you wouldn't be possible.
Then i wouldn't have reasons to hate myself.
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I'll Always Loved You
I always think of you..
My mind always says you're not worth it.
Even if its right.
I try not to believe its true.
You got me surrendered to your twisted sick life.
You got me begging for your attention.
Like its the only thing keeping me from going crazy
Separating you from me
Deep down inside I know I should leave
but then you called me beautiful and you suck me back in
You fed me your poison
It kept me by your side
You broke my heart so many times yet i always forgive you.
You made me feel like I was your everything
but you treated me...
My mind always says you're not worth it.
Even if its right.
I try not to believe its true.
You got me surrendered to your twisted sick life.
You got me begging for your attention.
Like its the only thing keeping me from going crazy
Separating you from me
Deep down inside I know I should leave
but then you called me beautiful and you suck me back in
You fed me your poison
It kept me by your side
You broke my heart so many times yet i always forgive you.
You made me feel like I was your everything
but you treated me...
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