Submissions by ShaienneMachale (Shai Machale)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm a dark poet, but I can be very happy and bubbly almost all the time lol(: Poetry in iself is a gift to those who choose to accept it.
ANGER POEM
Published
24th Aug 2014 4:53am
24th Aug 2014 4:53am
Don't
Always expected to read minds
Why must I be who knows it all
Closer to the edge, you're pushing thy
And soon I'll jump, I'll risk the fall
My head beats harder than what's in my chest
I've not a fight left in me to give
You've just drained all that was left
I've no liable reason left to live
Goodbye to those I know I'll hurt
She'll never know the pain that phone call caused Demeaning, degrading to my self worth
And I still don't understand her thoughts
I may not be here when you arrive
And it is only you to blame, my dear
When...
Why must I be who knows it all
Closer to the edge, you're pushing thy
And soon I'll jump, I'll risk the fall
My head beats harder than what's in my chest
I've not a fight left in me to give
You've just drained all that was left
I've no liable reason left to live
Goodbye to those I know I'll hurt
She'll never know the pain that phone call caused Demeaning, degrading to my self worth
And I still don't understand her thoughts
I may not be here when you arrive
And it is only you to blame, my dear
When...
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ANGER POEM
Published
21st Feb 2014 8:47am
21st Feb 2014 8:47am
Dices Que Soy Imperfecta
Listen to the shrieks
The bellows and the cries
The people who are searching
Or the sounds of souls who’ve died
Can you taste the metal?
The cold, red-stained metal
Could you suffer through the name-calling?
“Disgusting, sick, fag, mental”
Have you felt the searing pain?
The fire erupting from within
As the razor becomes a paintbrush,
And for a canvas, they use skin
Words like “Retard, dyke, muff-munching fairy”
Left you with no sense of self worth?
You been kicked, spit, pissed on?
Pushed down in the cold dirt?
Yet through the...
The bellows and the cries
The people who are searching
Or the sounds of souls who’ve died
Can you taste the metal?
The cold, red-stained metal
Could you suffer through the name-calling?
“Disgusting, sick, fag, mental”
Have you felt the searing pain?
The fire erupting from within
As the razor becomes a paintbrush,
And for a canvas, they use skin
Words like “Retard, dyke, muff-munching fairy”
Left you with no sense of self worth?
You been kicked, spit, pissed on?
Pushed down in the cold dirt?
Yet through the...
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Feb 2014 2:40am
6th Feb 2014 2:40am
Places Unknown
Its days like this I’d like to miss
Trying my hardest not to reminisce
But memories appear, and hair is pulled out by the fist
I’m trapped in my own personal hell
I hate reliving the life I have had
The cold, isolated days, my sick twisted past
Yes, I’m numb to the feeling; even I know that’s sad
I wish this wasn't my story to tell
The home I was born in never felt like a home
I was surrounded by love, but I was alone
Ever so slowly, sanity slipped from my dome
Things abruptly began to fail
My surroundings consisted of bright colored...
Trying my hardest not to reminisce
But memories appear, and hair is pulled out by the fist
I’m trapped in my own personal hell
I hate reliving the life I have had
The cold, isolated days, my sick twisted past
Yes, I’m numb to the feeling; even I know that’s sad
I wish this wasn't my story to tell
The home I was born in never felt like a home
I was surrounded by love, but I was alone
Ever so slowly, sanity slipped from my dome
Things abruptly began to fail
My surroundings consisted of bright colored...
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Jan 2014 8:48pm
11th Jan 2014 8:48pm
Another World
Look in the mirror
And tell me what you see
Cuz I see all the special things
That I will never be
Even to drop the weight
And reach a size 3
Still wouldn't even make me
The girl of your dreams
Dear lord, what was I thinking
This is so out of place
I must have my head stuck so far up in space
I haven't even asked, yet you laugh in my face
It must of slipped my mind I'm such a disgrace
I know that I'm not perfect, this is how it's meant to be
You'll never be my angel, you won't fall in love with me
It's time that I let go of such a...
And tell me what you see
Cuz I see all the special things
That I will never be
Even to drop the weight
And reach a size 3
Still wouldn't even make me
The girl of your dreams
Dear lord, what was I thinking
This is so out of place
I must have my head stuck so far up in space
I haven't even asked, yet you laugh in my face
It must of slipped my mind I'm such a disgrace
I know that I'm not perfect, this is how it's meant to be
You'll never be my angel, you won't fall in love with me
It's time that I let go of such a...
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UPBEAT POEM
Published
7th Oct 2013 1:17pm
7th Oct 2013 1:17pm
Smile
Three months ago, when it first hit
You were all alone, ready to quit
He broke your heart, left you with it
His reason wasn't even legitimate
But you were strong, you stood your ground
Looked within yourself, and there you found
A person you knew you couldn't let down
You rebuilt your life, back together you bound
And now you smile, you are okay
You accept that you have dreary days
But you smile and wipe those tears away
Open up wide, and these words you say
"I am beautiful because I am me"
There's nobody else you need to be...
You were all alone, ready to quit
He broke your heart, left you with it
His reason wasn't even legitimate
But you were strong, you stood your ground
Looked within yourself, and there you found
A person you knew you couldn't let down
You rebuilt your life, back together you bound
And now you smile, you are okay
You accept that you have dreary days
But you smile and wipe those tears away
Open up wide, and these words you say
"I am beautiful because I am me"
There's nobody else you need to be...
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UPBEAT POEM
Published
3rd Oct 2013 7:38pm
3rd Oct 2013 7:38pm
Short and Sweet
Though the sun sometimes has the darkest of days
Does that ever stop it from once again shining?
Though the sky must suffer through the feat of the rains
Does that mean you'll never step outside again?
Though the stars aren't always as blissfully bright
Does that stop them from spreading with all their might?
Just because the world is one big surprise
Why should that stop you from living your life?
Does that ever stop it from once again shining?
Though the sky must suffer through the feat of the rains
Does that mean you'll never step outside again?
Though the stars aren't always as blissfully bright
Does that stop them from spreading with all their might?
Just because the world is one big surprise
Why should that stop you from living your life?
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Sep 2013 7:37pm
25th Sep 2013 7:37pm
Amor Vincit Omnia
She is my soul
For without her I can not take a breath to sustain the air which fills my lungs
She is the blood that flows through the depths of my heart
She has made me the woman you see today
She is half the woman that I have become
It is unwise to pour all your love unto one
They say
But this is my life
I do as I please
I live life my way
For I am a faggot, a dyke, a muff muncher
Any name, any phrase which they chose to express
But I am also a lover, a kind gentle teen
And I am more intelligent than the hate you give me
I am much much...
For without her I can not take a breath to sustain the air which fills my lungs
She is the blood that flows through the depths of my heart
She has made me the woman you see today
She is half the woman that I have become
It is unwise to pour all your love unto one
They say
But this is my life
I do as I please
I live life my way
For I am a faggot, a dyke, a muff muncher
Any name, any phrase which they chose to express
But I am also a lover, a kind gentle teen
And I am more intelligent than the hate you give me
I am much much...
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ANGER POEM
Published
9th May 2013 4:53pm
9th May 2013 4:53pm
Ignorance is not Bliss
There's a sick old saying
Ignorance is bliss
But if you ask me
That's such bullshit
You're just being stupid
You run the risk of being hurt
All because you're in love with her
Was it love that used you
Was it love that cheated on you
Is it love that plays you like a drum
While I sit on the side, watching you play dumb
This time around, I fucking refuse
To sit around and coddle you
After the cold hearted bitch breaks your heart to and fro
But I will be there to say I told you so
Ignorance is bliss
But if you ask me
That's such bullshit
You're just being stupid
You run the risk of being hurt
All because you're in love with her
Was it love that used you
Was it love that cheated on you
Is it love that plays you like a drum
While I sit on the side, watching you play dumb
This time around, I fucking refuse
To sit around and coddle you
After the cold hearted bitch breaks your heart to and fro
But I will be there to say I told you so
271 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd May 2013 4:38pm
3rd May 2013 4:38pm
A Shattered Heart in Repair
Its unbearably real
The pain that builds inside as you try to pretend
Pretend that you dont love her
Pretend that this isnt the end
...but it is
And one day, as time passes by
You'll forget the pain it caused you
Forget you ever cried
....or you'll repress the feeling
Push it to the back of your mind
Maybe stop wondering why
Why am I not good enough
Why didnt I get my turn
....don't I deserve my chance too
I hope one day you realize
I'd have been perfect for you
The pain that builds inside as you try to pretend
Pretend that you dont love her
Pretend that this isnt the end
...but it is
And one day, as time passes by
You'll forget the pain it caused you
Forget you ever cried
....or you'll repress the feeling
Push it to the back of your mind
Maybe stop wondering why
Why am I not good enough
Why didnt I get my turn
....don't I deserve my chance too
I hope one day you realize
I'd have been perfect for you
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ANGER POEM
Published
2nd Jun 2012 10:12am
2nd Jun 2012 10:12am
Pale View
I thought it was time for a poetry slam
If you end up hurt, I dont give a damn
Pathetic, useless, sick twisted up bitch
Go ahead and unfriend me, I give less than a shit
You made me believe that I was beautiful
I never thought rejection could be so cruel
The worst part of it all? You inspired me
But you're just like every other close-minded fool
I assume by now you know who you are
And I want you to stay out of my life
I was fucking fine before I ever shared my desires with you
And I'll be ok after our last goodbye
If you end up hurt, I dont give a damn
Pathetic, useless, sick twisted up bitch
Go ahead and unfriend me, I give less than a shit
You made me believe that I was beautiful
I never thought rejection could be so cruel
The worst part of it all? You inspired me
But you're just like every other close-minded fool
I assume by now you know who you are
And I want you to stay out of my life
I was fucking fine before I ever shared my desires with you
And I'll be ok after our last goodbye
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