Submissions by ScarrrdGrrrl

What have I done to deserve this kind of life?
I sure as hell don't know.
Do you think you could tell me?
Tell me why you two choose to hurt me?
Maybe it's because I've been a bad daughter.
Maybe it's because I'm not thin or pretty.
Maybe you two like to do this in order to punish me
For my my imperfections, my flaws.
But whatever the reason, I want you two to stop.
Stop hurting me, stop punishing me.
Stop making me want to hurt myself, punish myself
Kill myself.
I've had enough, I can't take anymore
Please make it stop, make it stop!
No...

Don't laugh at me.
Don't tell me I am a loser
when you are one too.
Don't laugh at me
when you trip me in the hallways
because someday you will be the one to fall.
And I will finally get my well-deserved revenge.
Don't call me hideous
when all that proves to me is how ugly you are
on the inside.
I told you not to laugh at me.
I'm warning you. You'd better listen.
Soon you'll be below my precious feet.
And it will be my turn to laugh.
Don't laugh at me.

I wake up to find myself wearing a ball and a chain
Surrounded in darkness and pain, my only home
There is no life or love here, only freezing walls
I'm screaming but I'm never heard, I cry out in vain
There is no outside world, nothing beyond this hell
There's only the black empty room in which I dwell
The room inside my heart, the one that no one sees
I keep it locked inside myself, I hold the only key
So take risk and step inside the prison with me