Submissions by Queennels (yxngqueen)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
figure me out..
3:48.
3:48am
and I need 10 shots of Hennessy, I'll forget your name and probably mine too
make me numb times two.
Don't come for me if you don't plan on staying, my heart isn't open for you to enter whenever you feel like going on vacation.
Do you love me for my soul or do you love the way my hips curve and wrap around yours so perfectly..
When you left I went insane trying to find someone who can kiss me the way that you do
My heart is weak and you know that, you walked away with the little trust I had left and I don't know what you're doing with it.
...
and I need 10 shots of Hennessy, I'll forget your name and probably mine too
make me numb times two.
Don't come for me if you don't plan on staying, my heart isn't open for you to enter whenever you feel like going on vacation.
Do you love me for my soul or do you love the way my hips curve and wrap around yours so perfectly..
When you left I went insane trying to find someone who can kiss me the way that you do
My heart is weak and you know that, you walked away with the little trust I had left and I don't know what you're doing with it.
...
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I Wrote This For You.
from the moment we met you knew I was fragile, scared, incapable of
love
I begged myself to stay away from you, I didn't want to open a freshly healed wound
my love for you was painful and beautiful..passion, with a fire so bright we'd set the
world ablaze.
please tell me- was it the constant need to be touched (gently) that pushed you away?
was it because I needed to hear your voice tell me things I didn't believe in anymore..
did I kiss you too much? were you tired of wiping my tears?
Our last conversation keeps replaying in my mind like a song...
love
I begged myself to stay away from you, I didn't want to open a freshly healed wound
my love for you was painful and beautiful..passion, with a fire so bright we'd set the
world ablaze.
please tell me- was it the constant need to be touched (gently) that pushed you away?
was it because I needed to hear your voice tell me things I didn't believe in anymore..
did I kiss you too much? were you tired of wiping my tears?
Our last conversation keeps replaying in my mind like a song...
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Sunrise.
Sunrise.
Soft, tired, leftover kisses from last nights passion
We spoon, I touch your shoulder, you caress my face..gently
There are no words, just us.
Our sky went from purple to blue, I don't remember us falling asleep
There was music..I don't know whether it was the sound of my moans or the record playing but there was music.
We whispered 'I love you(s)' back and forth..
But you didn't hold me when I reached for you.
Soft, tired, leftover kisses from last nights passion
We spoon, I touch your shoulder, you caress my face..gently
There are no words, just us.
Our sky went from purple to blue, I don't remember us falling asleep
There was music..I don't know whether it was the sound of my moans or the record playing but there was music.
We whispered 'I love you(s)' back and forth..
But you didn't hold me when I reached for you.
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My goodbye note.
I want to start off by saying, I've tried to stay strong for too long
but my wings gave up on me and I couldn't stop myself from falling.
This life was too scary for me, the devil himself offered an easy way out and I took it, greedily.
To my brother, I'm selfish for leaving you so soon but I have to leave.
If I don't make it to the golden gates, remember that I've already seen heaven
Our memories, smiles, laughs, cries, and late night lullabies was enough of heaven for me.
Tell my close friends I'll always be here, just keep me alive in their memories...
but my wings gave up on me and I couldn't stop myself from falling.
This life was too scary for me, the devil himself offered an easy way out and I took it, greedily.
To my brother, I'm selfish for leaving you so soon but I have to leave.
If I don't make it to the golden gates, remember that I've already seen heaven
Our memories, smiles, laughs, cries, and late night lullabies was enough of heaven for me.
Tell my close friends I'll always be here, just keep me alive in their memories...
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My Woman
Womanhood is a twisted thing
We all try our best to keep the picture perfect image of how a woman should
Act
Walk
Talk.
We're taught to keep our heads high and our legs closed
But he made it so hard for my woman to stay dry and unoccupied
In his jazz smooth voice, poetic phrases came out of his mouth and made me drip
Woman are taught to have morals, but I lost all of mine whenever we got together and when he left he took my woman with him
But I stayed right here.
I was another number for him, he is another one that got away
I looked at my...
We all try our best to keep the picture perfect image of how a woman should
Act
Walk
Talk.
We're taught to keep our heads high and our legs closed
But he made it so hard for my woman to stay dry and unoccupied
In his jazz smooth voice, poetic phrases came out of his mouth and made me drip
Woman are taught to have morals, but I lost all of mine whenever we got together and when he left he took my woman with him
But I stayed right here.
I was another number for him, he is another one that got away
I looked at my...
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if I knew the things I know now.
If I knew the things I know now, I would go back and take my kiss away
Take my hugs and late night holdings, away from you.
I'd whisper in my own ear to look away...
don't look back at him, don't say hi back, don't say yes, don't blush, don't giggle at every word he says, don't stare deep into those dark brown eyes because you simply won't find your way back home.
I'd shake myself and scream "you don't want to know how it feels to have your heart ripped out of you and played with, dragged across broken glass, and forced to function as if nothing bad ever...
Take my hugs and late night holdings, away from you.
I'd whisper in my own ear to look away...
don't look back at him, don't say hi back, don't say yes, don't blush, don't giggle at every word he says, don't stare deep into those dark brown eyes because you simply won't find your way back home.
I'd shake myself and scream "you don't want to know how it feels to have your heart ripped out of you and played with, dragged across broken glass, and forced to function as if nothing bad ever...
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f**ked.
It's not my fault I fell in love with you
falling in love is beautiful, don't get me wrong..
Midnight drives, desires, secrets
Stolen, deep kisses
I fell for all of it, all of you.
I can't sit here and regret..in fact I won't sit here and regret
I loved you, I loved you, I love you.
Once I gave you that first kiss, I was fucked right?
and once I let you fuck, i was fucked right?
I gave my all and I enjoyed every minute..
falling in love is beautiful, don't get me wrong..
Midnight drives, desires, secrets
Stolen, deep kisses
I fell for all of it, all of you.
I can't sit here and regret..in fact I won't sit here and regret
I loved you, I loved you, I love you.
Once I gave you that first kiss, I was fucked right?
and once I let you fuck, i was fucked right?
I gave my all and I enjoyed every minute..
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Dark Love..
Dark
Cold
Airless.
Trapped in this never ending black hole that I'm forced to call my mind
I can't breathe, I'm suffocating in my own thoughts, my own memories.
I can't break free from these chains..these chains you put on my arms, legs, heart, mind..
Your voice won't escape my head
"I love you"
"I don't love you"
"Don't fall for me"
"Fall for me"
Let me escape..I beg you, free me from your chains. Let me go.
I fucked around and got addicted to your feel and now I'm begging you to let me go
I...
Cold
Airless.
Trapped in this never ending black hole that I'm forced to call my mind
I can't breathe, I'm suffocating in my own thoughts, my own memories.
I can't break free from these chains..these chains you put on my arms, legs, heart, mind..
Your voice won't escape my head
"I love you"
"I don't love you"
"Don't fall for me"
"Fall for me"
Let me escape..I beg you, free me from your chains. Let me go.
I fucked around and got addicted to your feel and now I'm begging you to let me go
I...
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Untitled
Your soft hands caress my cheek
So tenderly, slow..
I can feel the lust running through your fingers
He grabbed my innocence so feverishly..
But our love burned with a fire so hot, nothing could extinguish it.
The day you tell me our little piece of heaven is over
Is the day your once strong feelings, words, actions..will sting me like a thousand bees on a hot, summer day.
So tenderly, slow..
I can feel the lust running through your fingers
He grabbed my innocence so feverishly..
But our love burned with a fire so hot, nothing could extinguish it.
The day you tell me our little piece of heaven is over
Is the day your once strong feelings, words, actions..will sting me like a thousand bees on a hot, summer day.
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Tainted Butterfly
If my mind wasn't so corrupted and if my body wasn't so used, I'd know how to love
I'd invite love in with open arms and warm kisses.
You can see it in my eyes that I'm scared, I can tell that you're scared too..
But I'm done being a butterfly that won't spread it's wings.
I don't know how to express love the way I should
I only know how to lay down and let hungry, sweaty souls taste the sweetness between my legs.
Teach me, I beg you..you can hear the fear in my voice.
I don't want hands on my canvas that can't paint a pretty picture.
I let lust devour...
I'd invite love in with open arms and warm kisses.
You can see it in my eyes that I'm scared, I can tell that you're scared too..
But I'm done being a butterfly that won't spread it's wings.
I don't know how to express love the way I should
I only know how to lay down and let hungry, sweaty souls taste the sweetness between my legs.
Teach me, I beg you..you can hear the fear in my voice.
I don't want hands on my canvas that can't paint a pretty picture.
I let lust devour...
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Her.
There's this secret I have
And memories I keep locked up inside me, afraid of letting anyone know..
I lust for her..
I lust for her..
She's everything I'm not and I'm mesmerized.
No one knows the late night conversations we have
No one knows the late night sins we commit together
No one knows how gently I caress her face, move her hips, run my fingers through her curly hair, run my fingers in her..
No one knows I've tasted the fruit I was never supposed to taste.
Love doesn't exist around her and I.
Night after night our bodies intertwined and I...
And memories I keep locked up inside me, afraid of letting anyone know..
I lust for her..
I lust for her..
She's everything I'm not and I'm mesmerized.
No one knows the late night conversations we have
No one knows the late night sins we commit together
No one knows how gently I caress her face, move her hips, run my fingers through her curly hair, run my fingers in her..
No one knows I've tasted the fruit I was never supposed to taste.
Love doesn't exist around her and I.
Night after night our bodies intertwined and I...
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Toxic
You're poison
Bad blood, no good for me.
No use for me.
But I can't get enough, I'll never learn how dangerous you are.
Your presence is fatal, you have the type of aura that makes me fear and love you at the same time.
I watch you in beautiful silence, love her in beautiful silence.
But I keep coming back to your narcissistic being
You make heartbreak feel so good..
We try to find our once strong love in the middle of my red, satin sheets
Only to wake up alone in my red, satin sheets.
Bad blood, no good for me.
No use for me.
But I can't get enough, I'll never learn how dangerous you are.
Your presence is fatal, you have the type of aura that makes me fear and love you at the same time.
I watch you in beautiful silence, love her in beautiful silence.
But I keep coming back to your narcissistic being
You make heartbreak feel so good..
We try to find our once strong love in the middle of my red, satin sheets
Only to wake up alone in my red, satin sheets.
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