Submissions by Panda-Paw (UrbanPoe)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
An amateur by the very meaning. My words are simple and used, but I like to pretend that I am able to put them into a context which appeals to the reader anyhow.
Nervousness for Hope
I cannot say, that it's over yet,
But I can say, that I'm trying.
I cannot give you, what I have to give,
But I'm sick and tired of lying.
I'll try to reach out my hand,
keeping you from stumble.
I'll try to hold your stand,
speaking spells in my mumble.
I feel our bond is breaking,
And I try not to show,
The worries I ain't speaking,
When you turn around to go.
Given hope, melted with lips of a liar,
Will shatter your heart to stone.
All you'll feel is the desire,
Burning through your broken bones.
I will...
But I can say, that I'm trying.
I cannot give you, what I have to give,
But I'm sick and tired of lying.
I'll try to reach out my hand,
keeping you from stumble.
I'll try to hold your stand,
speaking spells in my mumble.
I feel our bond is breaking,
And I try not to show,
The worries I ain't speaking,
When you turn around to go.
Given hope, melted with lips of a liar,
Will shatter your heart to stone.
All you'll feel is the desire,
Burning through your broken bones.
I will...
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Blinded
I'm not crying now to get your attention.
I merely want a small expansion,
of hope that has once been given to me,
to keep up the facade of how you used to be.
I hate how things have turned out now,
I want to scream, yell and shout.
So watch my tears fill up my eyes,
as you keep on filling me with empty lies.
I remember our time with smiles and joy,
and I know I'll come to miss you, my boy,
But deep down I know what is true,
You're still the bastard who made me lose,
My dignity, my trust and all that crap,
So...
I merely want a small expansion,
of hope that has once been given to me,
to keep up the facade of how you used to be.
I hate how things have turned out now,
I want to scream, yell and shout.
So watch my tears fill up my eyes,
as you keep on filling me with empty lies.
I remember our time with smiles and joy,
and I know I'll come to miss you, my boy,
But deep down I know what is true,
You're still the bastard who made me lose,
My dignity, my trust and all that crap,
So...
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Afterwards
I wake up, missing
your long gone face.
I wake up, to find
everything out of place.
I speed up, so I can
leave it all behind.
I speed up, to
escape my haunted mind.
Although...
Time has never
really been on my side.
Time has always
seemed to keep me fixed tied.
Somehow, everything
seems bad; everything we do.
Somehow, I could
never regret meeting you.
your long gone face.
I wake up, to find
everything out of place.
I speed up, so I can
leave it all behind.
I speed up, to
escape my haunted mind.
Although...
Time has never
really been on my side.
Time has always
seemed to keep me fixed tied.
Somehow, everything
seems bad; everything we do.
Somehow, I could
never regret meeting you.
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End It
Is this where you've had enough?
Is this the time, I get to say "Fuck!",
And call you a slut?
Is this the time to hate and cry?
The time to say goodbye?
I counted you as a friend.
I would stick with you, untill the end,
but you smashed my self defence.
And yet, I miss you, you selfish wench.
Is this the time, I get to say "Fuck!",
And call you a slut?
Is this the time to hate and cry?
The time to say goodbye?
I counted you as a friend.
I would stick with you, untill the end,
but you smashed my self defence.
And yet, I miss you, you selfish wench.
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God Help The Outcast
I’m using your name in vain,
Cause you never notice her pain.
Can’t you see the scars on her wrists?
All the blood that were spilt?
The blood that colored the sheet red as wine?
Her tears from time to time?
Cause you never notice her pain.
Can’t you see the scars on her wrists?
All the blood that were spilt?
The blood that colored the sheet red as wine?
Her tears from time to time?
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Believe
I believe in changes.
I believe in destiny.
I believe in a purpose with life.
A meaning for each existence.
I believe in consequences.
I believe in small errors in the system.
Everybody has their (un)conscious goal in life.
But what is my goal?
What is my purpose?
I don’t have any.
So I dream.
Dream and hope.
Hope for the day, that my existence will end.
I believe in that.
I hope on a life after this.
I fear for a life after this.
A life with goals.
A life with purpose.
A life with future.
A life without freedom?...
I believe in destiny.
I believe in a purpose with life.
A meaning for each existence.
I believe in consequences.
I believe in small errors in the system.
Everybody has their (un)conscious goal in life.
But what is my goal?
What is my purpose?
I don’t have any.
So I dream.
Dream and hope.
Hope for the day, that my existence will end.
I believe in that.
I hope on a life after this.
I fear for a life after this.
A life with goals.
A life with purpose.
A life with future.
A life without freedom?...
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Fade
I’m watching the last spark of the sun.
I feel the last spark of you and me.
And so it is.
Here we are.
Feeling love, stronger than before,
But life is weaker than ever.
I hold your hand.
So cold it is.
(So cold)
You open your eyes to watch.
“I love you,” you whisper.
I know it’s true.
And so it is.
Here we are.
I cry bitter tears.
Softly I kiss your lips.
So cold they are.
(So cold)
I see your trembling body.
I feel your slow breath.
I hear your last sigh.
So it is.
Here we are.
My heart...
I feel the last spark of you and me.
And so it is.
Here we are.
Feeling love, stronger than before,
But life is weaker than ever.
I hold your hand.
So cold it is.
(So cold)
You open your eyes to watch.
“I love you,” you whisper.
I know it’s true.
And so it is.
Here we are.
I cry bitter tears.
Softly I kiss your lips.
So cold they are.
(So cold)
I see your trembling body.
I feel your slow breath.
I hear your last sigh.
So it is.
Here we are.
My heart...
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Free At Last
I'm watching you fade away,
I see the tears dripping from your soul.
I don't want to go, or know,
how the hell we ended up this way.
You're finally escaping the shame,
Smiling with a heavenly happiness.
Flying from a life in vain,
You're getting all limp and lifeless.
I'm holding on to your ice-cold hand,
whispering your name, again and again.
I just can't let you go,
I'll stay to take the blow.
I see the tears dripping from your soul.
I don't want to go, or know,
how the hell we ended up this way.
You're finally escaping the shame,
Smiling with a heavenly happiness.
Flying from a life in vain,
You're getting all limp and lifeless.
I'm holding on to your ice-cold hand,
whispering your name, again and again.
I just can't let you go,
I'll stay to take the blow.
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Enchanted Hell
You crack me up, when you let me down.
Am I not right to give you this frown?
You always give me the same excuses,
And make my heart go through the same abuses.
I were the one, who got enchanted,
When you made me feel oh so wanted.
It didn't take soon before long,
The sweet side of you was gone.
I told you my feelings, that I hate you like hell,
You slapped my face, did you ever want me well?
I might have been blinded by you once,
But I'll never again, be one of your toys.
Am I not right to give you this frown?
You always give me the same excuses,
And make my heart go through the same abuses.
I were the one, who got enchanted,
When you made me feel oh so wanted.
It didn't take soon before long,
The sweet side of you was gone.
I told you my feelings, that I hate you like hell,
You slapped my face, did you ever want me well?
I might have been blinded by you once,
But I'll never again, be one of your toys.
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Distorted Reality
I once saw this girl on the street,
fighting with her destiny.
Clothes, all ripped apart.
Very alike her broken heart.
She looked upon me and said:
"Give a coin?"
I cried, and sat down to join.
But as the people walked by,
Nobody did as I.
Just a single coin or two,
Was all we ever got from you.
fighting with her destiny.
Clothes, all ripped apart.
Very alike her broken heart.
She looked upon me and said:
"Give a coin?"
I cried, and sat down to join.
But as the people walked by,
Nobody did as I.
Just a single coin or two,
Was all we ever got from you.
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