Submissions by NightPlay (Kemar.J)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Dec 2013 8:46pm
19th Dec 2013 8:46pm
Cold Hard Heartbreak
It's cold,
It's cold and hard,
So cold.
It's like winter's hand is choking me.
Like an ice shard lodged in my black heart.
Heartbreak...that curséd word.
This is it yes?
That freezing of the heart,
Those tears that never seem to stop,
That colourless abyss in the soul.
I can no longer feel anger...
Nay...I can feel nothing,
That damned curséd Love,
That poison, that wretchéd lie,
Was able to break the unbreakable,
And now I...yes I am frozen.
Seems you took the heat.
I now see that hope is a lie......
It's cold and hard,
So cold.
It's like winter's hand is choking me.
Like an ice shard lodged in my black heart.
Heartbreak...that curséd word.
This is it yes?
That freezing of the heart,
Those tears that never seem to stop,
That colourless abyss in the soul.
I can no longer feel anger...
Nay...I can feel nothing,
That damned curséd Love,
That poison, that wretchéd lie,
Was able to break the unbreakable,
And now I...yes I am frozen.
Seems you took the heat.
I now see that hope is a lie......
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Jul 2013 5:42am
27th Jul 2013 5:42am
I See Everything
I know what you wanna say,
Don't look so surprised,
You try to hide but my eyes see everything,
I see that hitch in your step,
I see that shadow in your eyes,
I see you take deep breaths,
Then you say goodbye...
I see the rose you gave me wilting,
Those pretty red petals falling,
I see my soul weeping its denial,
Its fear of losing you,
I see my heart beat its last,
I see you walking away,
I see hope fading.
I see my past with you,
I see our first kiss,
I see us dancing in the rain,
It's raining now,
A storm...
Don't look so surprised,
You try to hide but my eyes see everything,
I see that hitch in your step,
I see that shadow in your eyes,
I see you take deep breaths,
Then you say goodbye...
I see the rose you gave me wilting,
Those pretty red petals falling,
I see my soul weeping its denial,
Its fear of losing you,
I see my heart beat its last,
I see you walking away,
I see hope fading.
I see my past with you,
I see our first kiss,
I see us dancing in the rain,
It's raining now,
A storm...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Jul 2013 5:27am
27th Jul 2013 5:27am
Gonna Be a Villain
I'm gonna stop running,
the good guys wanna tame me,
they wanna cage me,
Bound me with their chains,
cut me with their hate.
I'm gonna stop hoping,
The good guys like crushing me,
they like my disappointment,
they feed off my tears,
they wanna bring me to my knees.
I'm gonna stop hiding,
the good guys hate me cuz I'm gay,
I'd be dead if they had their way,
But its time I had my say,
cuz I've found my iron-ain't nobody chasing me away.
I'm gonna stop acting,
I'm not like them,
Because I'm gay...
the good guys wanna tame me,
they wanna cage me,
Bound me with their chains,
cut me with their hate.
I'm gonna stop hoping,
The good guys like crushing me,
they like my disappointment,
they feed off my tears,
they wanna bring me to my knees.
I'm gonna stop hiding,
the good guys hate me cuz I'm gay,
I'd be dead if they had their way,
But its time I had my say,
cuz I've found my iron-ain't nobody chasing me away.
I'm gonna stop acting,
I'm not like them,
Because I'm gay...
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Jul 2013 3:59am
21st Jul 2013 3:59am
When I Found My Emotions
Unsure of what it meant to feel,
I sat alone in the dark one night,
Laptop screen glowing with light without warmth,
I sat there,
My cold soul empty, still as the night,
My mind heavy...wandering, lost perhaps.
I thought of my heartbeat,
Of what it felt to be alive and yet not live,
and I felt-nothing
I thought of the homophobia at my school,
of the one guy I love but can never claim,
for the first time I felt-nothing
Then my thoughts stilled,
Mild worry starting to form,
Had I lost the ability to feel?
Had emotion deserted...
I sat alone in the dark one night,
Laptop screen glowing with light without warmth,
I sat there,
My cold soul empty, still as the night,
My mind heavy...wandering, lost perhaps.
I thought of my heartbeat,
Of what it felt to be alive and yet not live,
and I felt-nothing
I thought of the homophobia at my school,
of the one guy I love but can never claim,
for the first time I felt-nothing
Then my thoughts stilled,
Mild worry starting to form,
Had I lost the ability to feel?
Had emotion deserted...
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2013 6:32pm
3rd Jul 2013 6:32pm
The Illusion called Love
Our love was like a tree,
mighty and immortal,
believing that...was a mistake it was fatal,
the tree is wilting..no. wrong.
you burn it down.
you torched my heart and soul too!
I was in the dark before you...
lost,cold, nothing i could do
about my tears...
the day i met you was the day i finally let my tears fall...
tears of joy!
Now tears of sorrow,
for i fear a tomorrow without you,
How could you laugh while i cry?
It gives you pleasure to watch me die?
Devastated, destroyed, dead...
Makes me want to claw at my body and marvel...
mighty and immortal,
believing that...was a mistake it was fatal,
the tree is wilting..no. wrong.
you burn it down.
you torched my heart and soul too!
I was in the dark before you...
lost,cold, nothing i could do
about my tears...
the day i met you was the day i finally let my tears fall...
tears of joy!
Now tears of sorrow,
for i fear a tomorrow without you,
How could you laugh while i cry?
It gives you pleasure to watch me die?
Devastated, destroyed, dead...
Makes me want to claw at my body and marvel...
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2013 1:02am
3rd Jul 2013 1:02am
Don't Return Me to the Night...
The night was dark...cold...eerie,
loneliness my only ally...
my only reality.
It felt as though I was floating,
drifting aimlessly...without life,
Until his hands found me...
His hands were so soft...gentle...warm,
Reaching me..dragging me into the moonlight,
His eyes were deep...piercing...
I felt for the first time...
that he could see me...
Finally I was not invisible to all,
I remember wanting to kiss him,
Hold him...be with him...
I remember my love swelling,
my heart bursting,
My soul thirsting for the taste of...
loneliness my only ally...
my only reality.
It felt as though I was floating,
drifting aimlessly...without life,
Until his hands found me...
His hands were so soft...gentle...warm,
Reaching me..dragging me into the moonlight,
His eyes were deep...piercing...
I felt for the first time...
that he could see me...
Finally I was not invisible to all,
I remember wanting to kiss him,
Hold him...be with him...
I remember my love swelling,
my heart bursting,
My soul thirsting for the taste of...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Apr 2013 5:00pm
9th Apr 2013 5:00pm
Outcast
I was always an outcast.
always unworthy of love,
this world put me down, it kicked me
stabbed me and watched me bleed.
I always asked...in a voice no one bothered to hear.
why? what have i done? what is my sin?
i built a world of hate around me.
my only wish was to watch this world burn
for they hated me for no reason...
or..i thought there was no reason.
I finally realized why i was unworthy of kindness or love.
i realized it..the day i met him.
how shocked i was! how horrified!
he passed my barriers with ease.
he...
always unworthy of love,
this world put me down, it kicked me
stabbed me and watched me bleed.
I always asked...in a voice no one bothered to hear.
why? what have i done? what is my sin?
i built a world of hate around me.
my only wish was to watch this world burn
for they hated me for no reason...
or..i thought there was no reason.
I finally realized why i was unworthy of kindness or love.
i realized it..the day i met him.
how shocked i was! how horrified!
he passed my barriers with ease.
he...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Apr 2013 4:47pm
9th Apr 2013 4:47pm
Unbound
We are creatures of fate,
bound by logic and reality,
constantly fighting our innate hate with love.
But i have shed those putrid shackles.
those cold, black chains that are reason.
I have abandoned that battle emotions because i see it-
with these eyes-gray, cold eyes that see everything!
Love is a finite, fragile emotion.
merely giving an illusion of power.
It is born with its host,
and dies with its host...
But hatred? Hatred is immortal.
Not bound by humanity,mortality, sanity-
Its free!
it possesses the freedom every bound human...
bound by logic and reality,
constantly fighting our innate hate with love.
But i have shed those putrid shackles.
those cold, black chains that are reason.
I have abandoned that battle emotions because i see it-
with these eyes-gray, cold eyes that see everything!
Love is a finite, fragile emotion.
merely giving an illusion of power.
It is born with its host,
and dies with its host...
But hatred? Hatred is immortal.
Not bound by humanity,mortality, sanity-
Its free!
it possesses the freedom every bound human...
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Feb 2013 11:23pm
23rd Feb 2013 11:23pm
Whispers To Kill...
"Kill them"
I can hear it...
The voices of the demons..only i can hear...
plaguing me with their plea...
The insidious touch of darkness grips me.
The need to obey is strong...
I'm screaming...my hate grips me...
"We are one with the darkness..."
It is over...it is done.
the room is stained red...
The filthy human bullies lie in grotesque positions...
I smile..."So beautiful..." comes the sensual whisper.
Ahh the art of death...
some with throats slit...others stripped of their insulting tongues.
The...
I can hear it...
The voices of the demons..only i can hear...
plaguing me with their plea...
The insidious touch of darkness grips me.
The need to obey is strong...
I'm screaming...my hate grips me...
"We are one with the darkness..."
It is over...it is done.
the room is stained red...
The filthy human bullies lie in grotesque positions...
I smile..."So beautiful..." comes the sensual whisper.
Ahh the art of death...
some with throats slit...others stripped of their insulting tongues.
The...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Feb 2013 11:00pm
20th Feb 2013 11:00pm
Blackened Tale: My purpose
Everything in this world possess a purpose,
From the grandeur of an eagle in flight,
to the fierce might of a lion,
even the swift cunning of the smallest mouse.
Each being is given the will to survive,
Given a place to belong to.
Each being is given a special piece of reality,
Freedom,strength,survival.
Humans possess all aspects..
But me? I was different....From the beginning.
"Let us celebrate death..."
Even in my youth,I realized i possessed no real purpose,
My will to live,was always tainted,
Twisted around the thorns of...
From the grandeur of an eagle in flight,
to the fierce might of a lion,
even the swift cunning of the smallest mouse.
Each being is given the will to survive,
Given a place to belong to.
Each being is given a special piece of reality,
Freedom,strength,survival.
Humans possess all aspects..
But me? I was different....From the beginning.
"Let us celebrate death..."
Even in my youth,I realized i possessed no real purpose,
My will to live,was always tainted,
Twisted around the thorns of...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Feb 2013 00:38am
20th Feb 2013 00:38am
Definitions: My heart
I am the human without a human heart,
The black rose without a stem.
I am one thousand black petals of hatred,
Floating on the storm winds of life.
I am the glittering eyes of the monster,
rising from the pit of nightmares.
I am the lonely raven,
Soaring on dark wings of emptiness.
I am a garden of one thousand dead flowers,
I am the cursed judgement of darkness,
Yet, i am the champion of justice.
I am the oddity in perfect order,
The blood stain on white silk...
I am the voice of one thousand screaming souls,
Begging...
The black rose without a stem.
I am one thousand black petals of hatred,
Floating on the storm winds of life.
I am the glittering eyes of the monster,
rising from the pit of nightmares.
I am the lonely raven,
Soaring on dark wings of emptiness.
I am a garden of one thousand dead flowers,
I am the cursed judgement of darkness,
Yet, i am the champion of justice.
I am the oddity in perfect order,
The blood stain on white silk...
I am the voice of one thousand screaming souls,
Begging...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Feb 2013 00:21am
20th Feb 2013 00:21am
Definitions-The body
A lonely tree with black leaves,
Standing under a midnight sky.
The light of 1000 starts shine around him,
He is covered in dark bitterness,
Each leaf a facet of his hate.
He is reaching for those resented diamonds,
their light his only goal,
For without it none can see him,
None can reach his soul.
He is always standing within their shadow,
deep in the aftermath of their glory.
Solitary within a dessert of loud rejection.
He is a forgotten spirit,
useless,unseen,unloved...unknown.
Those stars...
Those putrid bright stars....
Standing under a midnight sky.
The light of 1000 starts shine around him,
He is covered in dark bitterness,
Each leaf a facet of his hate.
He is reaching for those resented diamonds,
their light his only goal,
For without it none can see him,
None can reach his soul.
He is always standing within their shadow,
deep in the aftermath of their glory.
Solitary within a dessert of loud rejection.
He is a forgotten spirit,
useless,unseen,unloved...unknown.
Those stars...
Those putrid bright stars....
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