Submissions by Mystic_Dreamer (Chels)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I don't consider myself a poet. It's just random thoughts.
Fading Out
Summing up those faded moments in a life that's static
White noise scratching at bleeding ears
Days full of this and that but a soul that feels empty
Tunnel streched into the distance the light is but a pin point now
I dont know myself
Couldn't pick her out in a crowd if i wanted to
I live but i am no longer alive
...im losing that fire...
The flames turned to embers awhile ago
Barely even ashes now
Senses dulled by unuse now
Sharper than ever when they get a chance to get a taste
Think im turning into an automaton playing the game ...
White noise scratching at bleeding ears
Days full of this and that but a soul that feels empty
Tunnel streched into the distance the light is but a pin point now
I dont know myself
Couldn't pick her out in a crowd if i wanted to
I live but i am no longer alive
...im losing that fire...
The flames turned to embers awhile ago
Barely even ashes now
Senses dulled by unuse now
Sharper than ever when they get a chance to get a taste
Think im turning into an automaton playing the game ...
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Soaked Intensity
Hot flashes and a moon fever dream
I felt him claiming my soul
The solid reality of watching him move in the moon-haze
Lines blur between reality and fantasy
...I fell in love with a ghost...
Mind hazed by my lust crazed self
Deprived for way too long my secrets wept for the release he promised;
the sweet torture elicited by he alone
And so I grasped him tighter, deeper
Racing for the highest peak
Becoming one existence in the slanting light of night
Crying out that final moment
When waking-sleep dissolves into fully awake
...
I felt him claiming my soul
The solid reality of watching him move in the moon-haze
Lines blur between reality and fantasy
...I fell in love with a ghost...
Mind hazed by my lust crazed self
Deprived for way too long my secrets wept for the release he promised;
the sweet torture elicited by he alone
And so I grasped him tighter, deeper
Racing for the highest peak
Becoming one existence in the slanting light of night
Crying out that final moment
When waking-sleep dissolves into fully awake
...
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Play This Game With Me
You say you want me
Say you'll give it to me good since you know I like it hard
So I'll give you this night because your curious
and me? Well...I'm in the market as it were
I ain't looking for love just the pleasure of the moment
That is...if you think you can keep up with lil 'ol me
Think your up to the challenge, come play this game with me
You said you love it when I start to shake
Wanna taste my sweetness and hear me scream your name
But you must work for it and trust me baby you WILL work hard
Because I don't cum for free, so please...
Say you'll give it to me good since you know I like it hard
So I'll give you this night because your curious
and me? Well...I'm in the market as it were
I ain't looking for love just the pleasure of the moment
That is...if you think you can keep up with lil 'ol me
Think your up to the challenge, come play this game with me
You said you love it when I start to shake
Wanna taste my sweetness and hear me scream your name
But you must work for it and trust me baby you WILL work hard
Because I don't cum for free, so please...
258 reads
8 Comments
f**ked Up
Ungrateful for the little things
Ungrateful for the big
Ungrateful for who i have and all the Lord chose to give
Ungrateful for not starving and happening to be alive
Ungrateful little bitch
I've placed myself center stage up high
Forgive me if you can for bitching and whining
But he called me his biggest failure n biggest fuck up today as the sun was rising
I am undoubtedly grateful for him and all he helped me do
I'm grateful for his wisdom and the shit he put me through
I'm grateful for all i have and all i ever got
But i dwelt in that darkest...
Ungrateful for the big
Ungrateful for who i have and all the Lord chose to give
Ungrateful for not starving and happening to be alive
Ungrateful little bitch
I've placed myself center stage up high
Forgive me if you can for bitching and whining
But he called me his biggest failure n biggest fuck up today as the sun was rising
I am undoubtedly grateful for him and all he helped me do
I'm grateful for his wisdom and the shit he put me through
I'm grateful for all i have and all i ever got
But i dwelt in that darkest...
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Me
Early morning
I watched the sun ascend a clear sky
While my body stood shrouded by the frosty breeze
I witnessed a blood red orb turn the sky to fire
And beheld my namesake
Kaulakua
The Red Dawn
Suffering that little death once again
Of beauty, luscious and sweet
All consuming in its wonder
Awe inspiring in its glory
Losing myself in those minutes when the moon cedes way to the sun's rebirth
Shrouded in the frosty breeze
I watched the sun ascend a clear sky
And witnessed The Red Dawn
Kaulakua
I watched the sun ascend a clear sky
While my body stood shrouded by the frosty breeze
I witnessed a blood red orb turn the sky to fire
And beheld my namesake
Kaulakua
The Red Dawn
Suffering that little death once again
Of beauty, luscious and sweet
All consuming in its wonder
Awe inspiring in its glory
Losing myself in those minutes when the moon cedes way to the sun's rebirth
Shrouded in the frosty breeze
I watched the sun ascend a clear sky
And witnessed The Red Dawn
Kaulakua
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Fallen
I have fallen for you
With all your light and laughter and love...
With all your darkness
I have fallen for your soul that whispers to me
Of promises for tomorrow
And a journey that will never end
But i know that we can never be
For we are other
Of different ways and different worlds
Of different pathes that intertwine yet never quite meet
And we may share a stolen moment
Or live on borrowed time
but
No matter how much i wish it
.....i hold no illusions that you are mine.....
I have fallen for you
For...
With all your light and laughter and love...
With all your darkness
I have fallen for your soul that whispers to me
Of promises for tomorrow
And a journey that will never end
But i know that we can never be
For we are other
Of different ways and different worlds
Of different pathes that intertwine yet never quite meet
And we may share a stolen moment
Or live on borrowed time
but
No matter how much i wish it
.....i hold no illusions that you are mine.....
I have fallen for you
For...
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Envy
I envy you
I envy you
I envy how your belly grows
I envy how you seem to glow
I envy you
I envy the life you proceed to carry
I envy the beauty which motherhood bestows
I envy you that knowledge of growth
I envy you
I envy you
I want that feeling of love as my own and so....i envy you....
I envy you
I envy how your belly grows
I envy how you seem to glow
I envy you
I envy the life you proceed to carry
I envy the beauty which motherhood bestows
I envy you that knowledge of growth
I envy you
I envy you
I want that feeling of love as my own and so....i envy you....
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Tys
I miss your voice.....
The simpleness of unexpectant love
I lament the loss of such comfort as lazing the day away talking
Or
Being draped in companionable silence...
I miss those gaming nights
And waking the next morning to sun warming sleepy skin
Surprize wake up calls
I miss your voice
Its' lilt and cadence
Its' ebb and flow
...I miss you my brother...My friend...My Tys...
And I will meet you at heavens' gates where I know you'll be waiting
The simpleness of unexpectant love
I lament the loss of such comfort as lazing the day away talking
Or
Being draped in companionable silence...
I miss those gaming nights
And waking the next morning to sun warming sleepy skin
Surprize wake up calls
I miss your voice
Its' lilt and cadence
Its' ebb and flow
...I miss you my brother...My friend...My Tys...
And I will meet you at heavens' gates where I know you'll be waiting
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Eternally One
In my minds' eye I visualize you
Images so vivid mind and reality seem to blur and meld
Like the hint of a forgotten dream...
Or a memory of a us from another life
And in my rememberings
I see and feel and taste you
Every breath Every sound Every agonizing inch of contact to be had
And I crave more
More than sex I crave More than intimacy
And I relive it as if it has happened before
As participant and onlooker
I bear witness to forever
A melding of body and mind and soul
Of one pulse of life in two forms
Of...
Images so vivid mind and reality seem to blur and meld
Like the hint of a forgotten dream...
Or a memory of a us from another life
And in my rememberings
I see and feel and taste you
Every breath Every sound Every agonizing inch of contact to be had
And I crave more
More than sex I crave More than intimacy
And I relive it as if it has happened before
As participant and onlooker
I bear witness to forever
A melding of body and mind and soul
Of one pulse of life in two forms
Of...
137 reads
4 Comments
Their Drug
No common ground
They are the users and I the drug
Just for the month or the week or the night
...Just for the moment...
Just for my money
Or body
Or time....
....Just for a love that isn't really mine
They are the users and I the drug
Time as my witness
Though I still don't know why
I am the unwanted--NEEDED drug
They are the users and I the drug
Just for the month or the week or the night
...Just for the moment...
Just for my money
Or body
Or time....
....Just for a love that isn't really mine
They are the users and I the drug
Time as my witness
Though I still don't know why
I am the unwanted--NEEDED drug
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The Connection Between Us
You brought me to life breathed new life into this old soul showed no restraint and witnessed passion's first glow slow at first just embers but then the embers bloomed into beautiful flame and the first flame into a raging inferno you made me feel whole...and somehow broken took the chance and a new world opened it was strange for a second and within ii somehow knew that the connection between us was real and not imagined because your eyes reveal a light that beckons and i feel helpless against it want nothing more than another taste of freedom in your embrace come to me love no time to...
109 reads
2 Comments
Dreams
We talked about dreams
We talked about dreams
We talked about dreams
We talked about
Life
& Music
& Poetry
We talked about
YOU & ME
We talked about hate & pain & all our shames
We talked about family & greed & what we need
Then we talked about hope and love and a future of
What Ifs...
We talked about parents & children & where we have been
We talked of Passions
Of Peeves
Of our deepest needs and darkest fantasies
We talked for hours, for days,...
We talked about dreams
We talked about dreams
We talked about
Life
& Music
& Poetry
We talked about
YOU & ME
We talked about hate & pain & all our shames
We talked about family & greed & what we need
Then we talked about hope and love and a future of
What Ifs...
We talked about parents & children & where we have been
We talked of Passions
Of Peeves
Of our deepest needs and darkest fantasies
We talked for hours, for days,...
108 reads
7 Comments
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