Submissions by MrLouCifer (morningstar)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
18th Aug 2012 6:15pm
18th Aug 2012 6:15pm
My Old Friend(Or Foe)
Last night i did something so very wrong,
Specially having been clean for so long,
Longing to ease my pain,
I scored some persian,
To take away the pain in my broken heart,
One that is so very real,
Cooked up,loaded up and ready to go,
Hands shakin at what lies before me,
The familiar ritual,
I once left long ago,
Tying off,the point of no return,
Tearin a hole in my skin,
Feelin that old familiar sting,
From years before,
All the time thinking,
"this is so so wrong"
But so desperate to escape,...
Specially having been clean for so long,
Longing to ease my pain,
I scored some persian,
To take away the pain in my broken heart,
One that is so very real,
Cooked up,loaded up and ready to go,
Hands shakin at what lies before me,
The familiar ritual,
I once left long ago,
Tying off,the point of no return,
Tearin a hole in my skin,
Feelin that old familiar sting,
From years before,
All the time thinking,
"this is so so wrong"
But so desperate to escape,...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Jul 2012 6:08pm
17th Jul 2012 6:08pm
darkness my only friend
Here I sit alone in the wild of the countryside,
With darkness of the night sky my only friend,
Covering me like a blanket,
Tryin to keep me warm till the end does come for me,
Alone with only thoughts of what my life has become,
An eternity of loneliness is my price to pay,
For a love I did not show,
But did truly do feel,
For it is for a true love finally found and then lost,
How painful and true is the cost,
By my own lack actions it must be said,
Thoughts of why?? Running round my head,,
Maybe it would be best for all,
To let the...
With darkness of the night sky my only friend,
Covering me like a blanket,
Tryin to keep me warm till the end does come for me,
Alone with only thoughts of what my life has become,
An eternity of loneliness is my price to pay,
For a love I did not show,
But did truly do feel,
For it is for a true love finally found and then lost,
How painful and true is the cost,
By my own lack actions it must be said,
Thoughts of why?? Running round my head,,
Maybe it would be best for all,
To let the...
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Jul 2012 11:50pm
8th Jul 2012 11:50pm
My Dysfunctional Brain !!!
Why does nobody beleive the thing's I say,
About the emotions I feel,
Be they love,hurt,care or pain,
Even though I don't act this way,
These emotions are real and strongly felt,
Be they love,hurt,care or pain,
Is it my dysfunctional brain,
Never letting me act the way I feel,
These emotions are strong within,
That I truly do feel and are all so very real,
My dysfunctional brain,
My own worst enemy,
I long to be normal and be able to express,
How I really,truly do feel,
Just as they do,maybe then they would see, ...
About the emotions I feel,
Be they love,hurt,care or pain,
Even though I don't act this way,
These emotions are real and strongly felt,
Be they love,hurt,care or pain,
Is it my dysfunctional brain,
Never letting me act the way I feel,
These emotions are strong within,
That I truly do feel and are all so very real,
My dysfunctional brain,
My own worst enemy,
I long to be normal and be able to express,
How I really,truly do feel,
Just as they do,maybe then they would see, ...
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Jul 2012 1:21am
6th Jul 2012 1:21am
CATCH ME(if you care)
Standing on this ledge,high up in the clouds lookin down,
Lookin down below I see people gathering round to look at me,
Silly people with silly faces,all lookin like clowns to me,
For they know not my pain,willing me to do it,
Morbid entertainment their only real gain,
One foot over now,no time to turn back,people down below just stare in awe,
Somethin like this,they've never seen before,
In the air,I feel the cold breeze,
The clown faces below have gone into a freeze,
I told you I would do it,it was no lie,
As I can feel my heart beating,as I fly...
Lookin down below I see people gathering round to look at me,
Silly people with silly faces,all lookin like clowns to me,
For they know not my pain,willing me to do it,
Morbid entertainment their only real gain,
One foot over now,no time to turn back,people down below just stare in awe,
Somethin like this,they've never seen before,
In the air,I feel the cold breeze,
The clown faces below have gone into a freeze,
I told you I would do it,it was no lie,
As I can feel my heart beating,as I fly...
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LOVE POEM
Published
4th Jul 2012 8:46am
4th Jul 2012 8:46am
Self-Made Prison
Sitting Here All Alone Again,
Contemplating My Life,My Only True Love,
A Love I Never Thought I'd Have,
But So Wish To Have Again,
So Tired Of Painting On A Happy Face For All To See,
All Along I Wonder,If They Know Of My Deep Sorrow And Misery,
Only One Thing I Feel That Could Set Me Free,
From The Pain And Regret That I Feel,
My Glinting,Shiny Friend The Blade,Made from Steel,
Feeling So Cold Against My Skin,
Do It !! He Cries To Me And I Will Set You Free,
From All Your Pain And Misery,
Do It !!! Again He Says To Me,Let the Blood Flow Free,...
Contemplating My Life,My Only True Love,
A Love I Never Thought I'd Have,
But So Wish To Have Again,
So Tired Of Painting On A Happy Face For All To See,
All Along I Wonder,If They Know Of My Deep Sorrow And Misery,
Only One Thing I Feel That Could Set Me Free,
From The Pain And Regret That I Feel,
My Glinting,Shiny Friend The Blade,Made from Steel,
Feeling So Cold Against My Skin,
Do It !! He Cries To Me And I Will Set You Free,
From All Your Pain And Misery,
Do It !!! Again He Says To Me,Let the Blood Flow Free,...
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LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jul 2012 2:41am
3rd Jul 2012 2:41am
Broken Heart and Tormented Soul
My heart is broken,the pain unbearable and never seems to cease,
By lack of my own actions of love that is so deep,
My sweet angel did leave,
For this they cannot be blamed(as that is down to me),
And did what anybody would've done the same,
Even though my lack of actions did cause so much hurt and dissatisfaction
Did this act I cannot forgive mysel and is my cross to bear,
Even though i spoke the truth that I do love them with,
With all my heart and soul,
But after causing so much hurt,maybe I think,
The best place for my broken heart and tortured...
By lack of my own actions of love that is so deep,
My sweet angel did leave,
For this they cannot be blamed(as that is down to me),
And did what anybody would've done the same,
Even though my lack of actions did cause so much hurt and dissatisfaction
Did this act I cannot forgive mysel and is my cross to bear,
Even though i spoke the truth that I do love them with,
With all my heart and soul,
But after causing so much hurt,maybe I think,
The best place for my broken heart and tortured...
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