Submissions by MortiferumCantet
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
31st Jul 2014 2:45am
31st Jul 2014 2:45am
Untitled
If I was to disappear
and die
Would I be missed?
Of course not.
What name would they mourn for?
For I have been left
untitled
unnamed
unloved.
I will forever remain so.
when I go
I will simply disappear
as if I never existed.
and die
Would I be missed?
Of course not.
What name would they mourn for?
For I have been left
untitled
unnamed
unloved.
I will forever remain so.
when I go
I will simply disappear
as if I never existed.
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Jul 2014 1:00am
24th Jul 2014 1:00am
Disapear
Watch the flames grow.
Watch them burn away
my very existence.
The existence that was made
by you
to feel so useless.
You treated me like trash
just another useless being
that does nothing but consume space.
To you
I was inferior in every way.
Countless times
you would tell me to
disappear.
After saying all those things
how does it feel?
What is going through your mind
right now
as you watch me disappear
as you watch the flames devour me
and my whole existence?
As I disappear
I leave to you
the burden...
Watch them burn away
my very existence.
The existence that was made
by you
to feel so useless.
You treated me like trash
just another useless being
that does nothing but consume space.
To you
I was inferior in every way.
Countless times
you would tell me to
disappear.
After saying all those things
how does it feel?
What is going through your mind
right now
as you watch me disappear
as you watch the flames devour me
and my whole existence?
As I disappear
I leave to you
the burden...
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DARK POEM
Published
24th Jul 2014 00:41am
24th Jul 2014 00:41am
To Me, to You
If you look at me
would you see a perfect life?
To everyone else
that's how it seems.
To the outside world
my life is but a dream
but on the inside
I'm falling apart at the seams.
I cry myself to sleep
I punch at the walls
till my fists bleed away
the pain in my heart.
I hide in the corner
waiting for it to end
but to everyone else
my life is perfect.
would you see a perfect life?
To everyone else
that's how it seems.
To the outside world
my life is but a dream
but on the inside
I'm falling apart at the seams.
I cry myself to sleep
I punch at the walls
till my fists bleed away
the pain in my heart.
I hide in the corner
waiting for it to end
but to everyone else
my life is perfect.
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DARK POEM
Published
26th May 2014 4:55am
26th May 2014 4:55am
Knife
Fall to my knees
and grab a knife.
No need to hesitate
just end my life.
~
It's all so pointless
to shed a tear
as you see my lifeless body
and all my blood left in a smear.
~
My spirit leaves my body
and I hover above the ground.
The body that held so many tears
will never make another sound.
~
I wonder if they knew Id do it
end it all with a simple knife?
Do you think they knew how hard they pushed my?
That it would cause me to end my life?
~
I attend my own burial.
Everyone is here.
The kid who called...
and grab a knife.
No need to hesitate
just end my life.
~
It's all so pointless
to shed a tear
as you see my lifeless body
and all my blood left in a smear.
~
My spirit leaves my body
and I hover above the ground.
The body that held so many tears
will never make another sound.
~
I wonder if they knew Id do it
end it all with a simple knife?
Do you think they knew how hard they pushed my?
That it would cause me to end my life?
~
I attend my own burial.
Everyone is here.
The kid who called...
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Dec 2013 2:02am
29th Dec 2013 2:02am
So many ways
How to die.
A question that has crossed my mind so many times.
Should I jump of a building and fall to my death
or pull the trigger with a gun to my neck?
So many ways that I can die.
What if I made a necklace of rope
and jumped from a tree with so much hope
that my feet would stay above the ground
and that I would never make another sound.
So many ways that I can die.
What if I had to many pills
one that would help me stay so still?
One that would make my blood stop
one that would make my whole body drop.
So many ways that I...
A question that has crossed my mind so many times.
Should I jump of a building and fall to my death
or pull the trigger with a gun to my neck?
So many ways that I can die.
What if I made a necklace of rope
and jumped from a tree with so much hope
that my feet would stay above the ground
and that I would never make another sound.
So many ways that I can die.
What if I had to many pills
one that would help me stay so still?
One that would make my blood stop
one that would make my whole body drop.
So many ways that I...
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DARK POEM
Published
28th Dec 2013 8:04am
28th Dec 2013 8:04am
Let it End
I look up at the moon.
The last thing I will ever see.
It all ends here.
All my pain
all my suffering
it all ends here.
The grass beneath my bare feet is wet with dew.
I stand on the edge
of a cliff that has no bottom.
I take another look at the moon
and step forward.
The earth beneath my feet starts to crumble.
It gives way.
My eyes stay on the moon
as I descend into the dark abyss that is below by feet.
An eternity passes by
and I fall into the cold
icy depths of the water.
The stars become further away as I sink...
The last thing I will ever see.
It all ends here.
All my pain
all my suffering
it all ends here.
The grass beneath my bare feet is wet with dew.
I stand on the edge
of a cliff that has no bottom.
I take another look at the moon
and step forward.
The earth beneath my feet starts to crumble.
It gives way.
My eyes stay on the moon
as I descend into the dark abyss that is below by feet.
An eternity passes by
and I fall into the cold
icy depths of the water.
The stars become further away as I sink...
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DARK POEM
Published
28th Dec 2013 1:35am
28th Dec 2013 1:35am
Last Blood
Blood spots land on the floor.
Such a deep shade of red.
Just like a rose in bloom.
How can something so beautiful,
be resembled by something that came to be,
by inflicting pain?
I hears a distant scream,
only to realise it's my own.
It's as if it's a million miles away.
I hear the scream again,
more clearly this time.
I feel my soul return to my being.
I wish it hadn't.
The pain is unbearable.
As if a million nails are being pushed through my skin,
and drilling through my bone.
I see a mass of blood on my wrists.
It drips...
Such a deep shade of red.
Just like a rose in bloom.
How can something so beautiful,
be resembled by something that came to be,
by inflicting pain?
I hears a distant scream,
only to realise it's my own.
It's as if it's a million miles away.
I hear the scream again,
more clearly this time.
I feel my soul return to my being.
I wish it hadn't.
The pain is unbearable.
As if a million nails are being pushed through my skin,
and drilling through my bone.
I see a mass of blood on my wrists.
It drips...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Dec 2013 6:08am
27th Dec 2013 6:08am
We Shall Grieve
You were there
And then you weren't.
You had a smile
That now doesn't exist.
You had a long fight
That was full of pain
And terrifying thoughts of not seeing another day.
But now your gone.
We will greave for you.
We will cry for you.
We will scream into the night for you.
But we know that you are gone
Unable to be reached
By all our crying words
As you now rest beneath our feet.
Your smiling face is now gone
Never again to see the light of day
As you lay there in a wooden box
Your last thoughts sealed away.
Just...
And then you weren't.
You had a smile
That now doesn't exist.
You had a long fight
That was full of pain
And terrifying thoughts of not seeing another day.
But now your gone.
We will greave for you.
We will cry for you.
We will scream into the night for you.
But we know that you are gone
Unable to be reached
By all our crying words
As you now rest beneath our feet.
Your smiling face is now gone
Never again to see the light of day
As you lay there in a wooden box
Your last thoughts sealed away.
Just...
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DARK POEM
Published
27th Dec 2013 5:05am
27th Dec 2013 5:05am
Land of Hell
I look up at this night sky,
And wonder if this nightmare will ever end.
Or does my mind tell a lie?
Saying that all my pain will go away and my broken heart will mend.
When in this harsh reality, pain is all ill know.
Even when I die,
All it will be is slow.
~
It seems that I will never,
See the light of day.
As I lay here in the dark forever,
In a realm of night I will always stay.
Cursed to see my memories painted in blood of my own.
Only hoping that they would sever,
And stop taunting me and leave me alone.
~
I stand here...
And wonder if this nightmare will ever end.
Or does my mind tell a lie?
Saying that all my pain will go away and my broken heart will mend.
When in this harsh reality, pain is all ill know.
Even when I die,
All it will be is slow.
~
It seems that I will never,
See the light of day.
As I lay here in the dark forever,
In a realm of night I will always stay.
Cursed to see my memories painted in blood of my own.
Only hoping that they would sever,
And stop taunting me and leave me alone.
~
I stand here...
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