Submissions by Meenjataka_Robby (Meenjataka)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Aimless lost and alone, these are the words that I know, One that dosnt know what to do with him self, So how am I expected to be like by anyone else, Maybe someday someone will make me feel found, this thought to me is beyond profound
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Apr 2014 7:18am
10th Apr 2014 7:18am
Star Child
This place makes no sense to me I need a place where I can be free, free my brother free my neighbor, why do we struggle in this pyramid scheme just to watch the %1 of this population succeed, I need outta this place a ship to take me back to outter space,
My reasons for being here are unclear I was told that I was asked to come back for what exact I don't know its like I'm stuck on slow and everyone else is stuck on go I can't adapt and I've come to realize this fact,
Someone save me from this hole that is gaping and I'm falling when I'm facing the task at hand I don't give a god...
My reasons for being here are unclear I was told that I was asked to come back for what exact I don't know its like I'm stuck on slow and everyone else is stuck on go I can't adapt and I've come to realize this fact,
Someone save me from this hole that is gaping and I'm falling when I'm facing the task at hand I don't give a god...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Apr 2014 6:58am
10th Apr 2014 6:58am
a thought I got lost in
So I banged this chic who talked like a porn star,
I don't mean the ones who come on the cable channel late at night,
The shit almost had me in a fright but I was caught at the right moment where I only had one thing in sight,
Porno positions and no need for wishes we're fulfilling fantasies but the bitch is barley 19,
I'm 25 got nothin goin in my life I can't go getting attached its hard enough for me to survive as it is not to mention she has kids and that would just ruin the way I live,
Someday I will fill that role in life but not with you actually I'm just using you...
I don't mean the ones who come on the cable channel late at night,
The shit almost had me in a fright but I was caught at the right moment where I only had one thing in sight,
Porno positions and no need for wishes we're fulfilling fantasies but the bitch is barley 19,
I'm 25 got nothin goin in my life I can't go getting attached its hard enough for me to survive as it is not to mention she has kids and that would just ruin the way I live,
Someday I will fill that role in life but not with you actually I'm just using you...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Sep 2013 6:41pm
19th Sep 2013 6:41pm
Resurrect
When I die I will rise again,
When I do the hurt will begin,
Fuck with anyone who I didn't like,
I died before its like riding a bike,
I'm not sure what brought me back before,
Perhaps I was ment for more,
Not just to get ruined by these fucking whores,
Before you think that this story is dark know its true,
I died before and I'm back I don't know what to do,
It was crazy to see the afterlife,
I saw my grandmother there and it was bright,
Its no secret that since then I haven't been the same,
Now I feel invincible and its as if I'm playing in...
When I do the hurt will begin,
Fuck with anyone who I didn't like,
I died before its like riding a bike,
I'm not sure what brought me back before,
Perhaps I was ment for more,
Not just to get ruined by these fucking whores,
Before you think that this story is dark know its true,
I died before and I'm back I don't know what to do,
It was crazy to see the afterlife,
I saw my grandmother there and it was bright,
Its no secret that since then I haven't been the same,
Now I feel invincible and its as if I'm playing in...
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SELF POEM
Published
19th Sep 2013 5:27am
19th Sep 2013 5:27am
Yesterday and Tomorrow
Today was just like yesterday and tomorrow,
Sitting alone and full of sorrow,
Somethings got to give,
Its been to long its time to live,
I feel my dreams expire,
A rich life is what I desire,
To hell with it I'm just tired,
Of doing nothing and going nowhere,
I'm stuck in a repetitive circle,
I beat myself down till my eyes are blue and purple,
Show me the door out of hear,
Been here so long I can't see clear,
What's stopping me it sure isn't fear,
I'm stuck in a rut,
Over all my minds fucked,
Written by a true...
Sitting alone and full of sorrow,
Somethings got to give,
Its been to long its time to live,
I feel my dreams expire,
A rich life is what I desire,
To hell with it I'm just tired,
Of doing nothing and going nowhere,
I'm stuck in a repetitive circle,
I beat myself down till my eyes are blue and purple,
Show me the door out of hear,
Been here so long I can't see clear,
What's stopping me it sure isn't fear,
I'm stuck in a rut,
Over all my minds fucked,
Written by a true...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Sep 2013 5:16am
19th Sep 2013 5:16am
Mis Wrong
I can't stand to hear her name anymore,
She twisted me up cause she was a fucking whore,
That's what I get for dumping my whole heart into one,
Just another lesson to learn,
Yet I can't help but feel the burn,
I wake up at night to curse her name,
Its as if I'll never be the same,
Punching holes in my wall,
Go to the top of a building just to fall,
I still remember it all she left an empact,
I knew how it was going to end exact,
Yet I went threw anyways,
Its good that I won't be the same,
I seem to only learn with pain
...
She twisted me up cause she was a fucking whore,
That's what I get for dumping my whole heart into one,
Just another lesson to learn,
Yet I can't help but feel the burn,
I wake up at night to curse her name,
Its as if I'll never be the same,
Punching holes in my wall,
Go to the top of a building just to fall,
I still remember it all she left an empact,
I knew how it was going to end exact,
Yet I went threw anyways,
Its good that I won't be the same,
I seem to only learn with pain
...
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Sep 2013 2:07am
14th Sep 2013 2:07am
Pain and Agony
Pain and agony,
Why was this brought onto me,
Others have it so much worse,
So how dare I look for pity for my hurt,
But I can't help feel bad for myself,
And wish I was someone else,
I'm just a piece of shit,
Gimme some drugs so I can take a hit,
Make everything better,
I should leave a death note in the form of a letter,
Shoot myself in the face,
For I am a disgrace,
To my poor mother,
She deserved another,
Son, I don't deserve to be in her presents,
She's a queen and I am but a pheasant,
No one is left to blame,
I...
Why was this brought onto me,
Others have it so much worse,
So how dare I look for pity for my hurt,
But I can't help feel bad for myself,
And wish I was someone else,
I'm just a piece of shit,
Gimme some drugs so I can take a hit,
Make everything better,
I should leave a death note in the form of a letter,
Shoot myself in the face,
For I am a disgrace,
To my poor mother,
She deserved another,
Son, I don't deserve to be in her presents,
She's a queen and I am but a pheasant,
No one is left to blame,
I...
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LOVE POEM
Published
14th Sep 2013 2:04am
14th Sep 2013 2:04am
The Perfect Girl
I wish I could swar off women,
For all the shit I've been givin,
But I'm addicted to the anatomy,
The body just dose it for me,
But they have fucked up minds,
So one that is comatose I need to find,
Im talking about the perfect girl,
The only thing I need in this world,
One hooked on life support,
No objections when its time to abort,
One that will never take me to court,
Stop it ladies I'm just joking,
Don't read this and think about choking me,
I know its a little obscene,
I'm just doing a little free thinking,
But the way...
For all the shit I've been givin,
But I'm addicted to the anatomy,
The body just dose it for me,
But they have fucked up minds,
So one that is comatose I need to find,
Im talking about the perfect girl,
The only thing I need in this world,
One hooked on life support,
No objections when its time to abort,
One that will never take me to court,
Stop it ladies I'm just joking,
Don't read this and think about choking me,
I know its a little obscene,
I'm just doing a little free thinking,
But the way...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Sep 2013 5:43am
12th Sep 2013 5:43am
I'm an idiot
Its seems like every days the same,
I seek recognition and fame,
Nothing to lose and everything to gain,
So what's holding me back,
Just need to be pointed on the right track,
Like a true Pisces I'm my own worst enemy,
I've had opportunities and higher ups have befriended me,
Then I go and screw it all up,
Its that attitude that I don't give a fuck,
Somethings got to give,
Its time for me to live,
Or maybe I need to take,
Stop making the same stupid mistake,
I need to find my way,
From the right path I need not to sway,
...
I seek recognition and fame,
Nothing to lose and everything to gain,
So what's holding me back,
Just need to be pointed on the right track,
Like a true Pisces I'm my own worst enemy,
I've had opportunities and higher ups have befriended me,
Then I go and screw it all up,
Its that attitude that I don't give a fuck,
Somethings got to give,
Its time for me to live,
Or maybe I need to take,
Stop making the same stupid mistake,
I need to find my way,
From the right path I need not to sway,
...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Sep 2013 5:15am
12th Sep 2013 5:15am
My Friends First Poem (Future Member)
I am not the same I used to be
I was happy, joyful and free
Now I am trapped by feelings of pain and anger
What happened to me was a tragedy
I was supposed to be your baby boy
But what you did was turn me into your sex toy
You made me think everything was alright
But now I am in a fight for my life
I can’t escape the horror you put me through
Maybe a gun will do the trick
Bring me down like a ton a bricks
Ease the pain and make it end
Heal the wound nothing else seems to mend
I hate what you did to me, but don’t try to make up for it, don’t...
I was happy, joyful and free
Now I am trapped by feelings of pain and anger
What happened to me was a tragedy
I was supposed to be your baby boy
But what you did was turn me into your sex toy
You made me think everything was alright
But now I am in a fight for my life
I can’t escape the horror you put me through
Maybe a gun will do the trick
Bring me down like a ton a bricks
Ease the pain and make it end
Heal the wound nothing else seems to mend
I hate what you did to me, but don’t try to make up for it, don’t...
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SELF POEM
Published
6th Aug 2013 11:39pm
6th Aug 2013 11:39pm
So Tired of it
Life has a funny way,
Of keeping my self-confidence at bay,
Just when it seems like its going to be okay,
Everything I've worked for gets washed away,
It gets harder each and every day,
Nothing that I can do or say,
My heart is true,
What can I do,
Just keep pushing through,
Struggles to me us nothing new,
Just need another chance though I've had a few,
After every hardship you would have thought I grew,
Into a better being,
What am I not seeing,
I'm not a person just a thing,
Just have the fat lady sing,
For me...
Of keeping my self-confidence at bay,
Just when it seems like its going to be okay,
Everything I've worked for gets washed away,
It gets harder each and every day,
Nothing that I can do or say,
My heart is true,
What can I do,
Just keep pushing through,
Struggles to me us nothing new,
Just need another chance though I've had a few,
After every hardship you would have thought I grew,
Into a better being,
What am I not seeing,
I'm not a person just a thing,
Just have the fat lady sing,
For me...
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