Submissions by MarekMonster
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Dark, sad, passionate, provoking, death, love, night, sex...
Grandstander
Could not know where is the end of road,
i watched night's glow riding in to dawn,
but i was there and i am there,
alone.
Could not know we are so mortal,
maybe that's what i thought,
what is a gift for, if not to devour,
i didn't mean to destroy.
And there it is, the way i remember,
the trees and the lights,
the smiles and the fights,
drunk and sober,
and now i wonder,
what if ? and why ?
but this is life,
so i will wait,
in some other place,
maybe heaven or hell,
where we would not have to...
i watched night's glow riding in to dawn,
but i was there and i am there,
alone.
Could not know we are so mortal,
maybe that's what i thought,
what is a gift for, if not to devour,
i didn't mean to destroy.
And there it is, the way i remember,
the trees and the lights,
the smiles and the fights,
drunk and sober,
and now i wonder,
what if ? and why ?
but this is life,
so i will wait,
in some other place,
maybe heaven or hell,
where we would not have to...
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The Right
There is no truth,
mine or yours,
we are both wrong,
we are both right,
in our minds,
so we have to divide.
And now i see,
that we could never really see,
and never will...
it is a kiss and go,
yes or no,
i kept chasing the truth,
for the sake of loosing you,
but that i did not know...
Can you step out of the dark,
for at least once in this night,
can you listen to your heart instead of mind,
go beyond what you know,
and what you think is right,
embrace what is wrong,
because we were both on the right...
mine or yours,
we are both wrong,
we are both right,
in our minds,
so we have to divide.
And now i see,
that we could never really see,
and never will...
it is a kiss and go,
yes or no,
i kept chasing the truth,
for the sake of loosing you,
but that i did not know...
Can you step out of the dark,
for at least once in this night,
can you listen to your heart instead of mind,
go beyond what you know,
and what you think is right,
embrace what is wrong,
because we were both on the right...
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Divine
I would die to be able to love your divinity,
as my own chains, i want to be bound by your beauty,
lay your mind into the peril of desire,
those flames are wings to raise beyond the fantasy,
of criminals liar.
Words in whipers of your eyes,
explosion of thousands melodies of passion,
and i lay here paralized,
and you lick your way to the chorus,
safety is just illusion of mind.
And light is no light,
all i feel,
it moves in the drums,
and dark is no dark,
all i feel,
it moves with the sound,
i rave with...
as my own chains, i want to be bound by your beauty,
lay your mind into the peril of desire,
those flames are wings to raise beyond the fantasy,
of criminals liar.
Words in whipers of your eyes,
explosion of thousands melodies of passion,
and i lay here paralized,
and you lick your way to the chorus,
safety is just illusion of mind.
And light is no light,
all i feel,
it moves in the drums,
and dark is no dark,
all i feel,
it moves with the sound,
i rave with...
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The Road Longer Than Life
I see u in light,
on the road longer than life,
broken down,
just u in my mind and i,
but i am not sorry,
now u are better.
Can u forgive me ?
That bullet burns me,
and not even street lights can't light the whole night,
and as i walk further they are somehow gone,
i did it again, i broke down,
not only me, both of us,
please forgive me.
That is how i love to picture u,
life in eyes, smile on lips,
love in heart,
but that is gone,
and i can't get u outta my mind,
but now u are better where i am not.
I...
on the road longer than life,
broken down,
just u in my mind and i,
but i am not sorry,
now u are better.
Can u forgive me ?
That bullet burns me,
and not even street lights can't light the whole night,
and as i walk further they are somehow gone,
i did it again, i broke down,
not only me, both of us,
please forgive me.
That is how i love to picture u,
life in eyes, smile on lips,
love in heart,
but that is gone,
and i can't get u outta my mind,
but now u are better where i am not.
I...
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The Security
This is the line that i have to cross,
all the moments and raving thoughts,
it dies in me and i die without you,
it feels like whole universe,
the distance i could never reach,
the stars i could never touch,
this is the line i have to rush.
I can't bear the feeling of your cold,
i know that it is something none of would choose,
but, u r the only one i have,
but, i am one of the many u could bear to loose.
Walk and look back,
to remind that pain is the only security,
we can hold on to,
and look at what u used to have,
to see...
all the moments and raving thoughts,
it dies in me and i die without you,
it feels like whole universe,
the distance i could never reach,
the stars i could never touch,
this is the line i have to rush.
I can't bear the feeling of your cold,
i know that it is something none of would choose,
but, u r the only one i have,
but, i am one of the many u could bear to loose.
Walk and look back,
to remind that pain is the only security,
we can hold on to,
and look at what u used to have,
to see...
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Road Dust
Road dust and the burning sun,
i can't take a breath,
i am lonesome,
tired lungs and heavy air,
i hold on to nothing,
i am not anywhere.
And then those words,
" Nobody understands you"
that winter wind in the middle of summer,
i wish i was enough.
Road dust and the blurring sight,
into the distance,
i see no life,
what is the reason
beyond every thing ?
and we have to cope with silent answering.
And then to see,
that the loved ones are no longer loving,
and the winter snow in the middle of...
i can't take a breath,
i am lonesome,
tired lungs and heavy air,
i hold on to nothing,
i am not anywhere.
And then those words,
" Nobody understands you"
that winter wind in the middle of summer,
i wish i was enough.
Road dust and the blurring sight,
into the distance,
i see no life,
what is the reason
beyond every thing ?
and we have to cope with silent answering.
And then to see,
that the loved ones are no longer loving,
and the winter snow in the middle of...
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The Structure
Priceless,
the dead lines are,
and your eyes on fire,
and your mind on ice,
the visions,
all fall apart,
and in the night flames,
and in the heart's veins,
the truth reveals all.
And i am worthless,
and i am vain,
i am not less,
than i allow,
i am not more,
than i can bear.
Haunting,
the drinks i could have drunk are,
and your smiles on alcohol,
and your happiness on lie,
the time,
makes all bright,
and below the clouds,
and below the punch lines,
the joke flows out.
And i am...
the dead lines are,
and your eyes on fire,
and your mind on ice,
the visions,
all fall apart,
and in the night flames,
and in the heart's veins,
the truth reveals all.
And i am worthless,
and i am vain,
i am not less,
than i allow,
i am not more,
than i can bear.
Haunting,
the drinks i could have drunk are,
and your smiles on alcohol,
and your happiness on lie,
the time,
makes all bright,
and below the clouds,
and below the punch lines,
the joke flows out.
And i am...
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Summer Nights
My pearl, you look so sad tonight,
hollow screams and empty lines,
lick down the liquor off my mind,
cold tears fall down from that eyes,
wasted smiles, ghost pretends life.
I rock lonely graves, through the time lines i escape,
and nights fog fell down on me, as i imitate happiness.
I ride emptiness, over the paths of vodka rays,
but when i see those blurred thoughts, i could be fine,
but have no way...
There was so much of "i am sorry",
to myself i cry apologies,
for all that happens to me,
i...
hollow screams and empty lines,
lick down the liquor off my mind,
cold tears fall down from that eyes,
wasted smiles, ghost pretends life.
I rock lonely graves, through the time lines i escape,
and nights fog fell down on me, as i imitate happiness.
I ride emptiness, over the paths of vodka rays,
but when i see those blurred thoughts, i could be fine,
but have no way...
There was so much of "i am sorry",
to myself i cry apologies,
for all that happens to me,
i...
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2 Comments
The Ending Line
Every move on this world has its price,
and i know that, i know that i,
i found what it takes to leave, i am giving it to life.
It feels so electric tonight,
the way we smile, even the way we cry,
life had the best of us, i am ready to die.
I bought us one-way tickets to "beyond the known",
my heart has blasts, facing the last moment of life,
as it is flashing in cheap cameras, lets go...
I have burned all my money on the attic of my home,
i found long lost desires glowing alive,
the life has no greater moment than the one...
and i know that, i know that i,
i found what it takes to leave, i am giving it to life.
It feels so electric tonight,
the way we smile, even the way we cry,
life had the best of us, i am ready to die.
I bought us one-way tickets to "beyond the known",
my heart has blasts, facing the last moment of life,
as it is flashing in cheap cameras, lets go...
I have burned all my money on the attic of my home,
i found long lost desires glowing alive,
the life has no greater moment than the one...
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Hell
Decaying fantasy,
devouring in lights,
demented screams,
and repellent eye,
crawling your skin,
crawling your mind,
no one can hear,
your scream is no longer sound,
confused corpses,
dancing with no rhythm,
crazy and twisted,
pain is their anthem,
retarded children,
biting their limbs,
hunger is a bitch,
you feel on your own,
thousand of teeth,
sharp and dirty,
under your feet,
blood, blood,
ugly monsters,
tearing flesh,
from living bodies,
for dogs to eat,
and you wake up,
sweeting and...
devouring in lights,
demented screams,
and repellent eye,
crawling your skin,
crawling your mind,
no one can hear,
your scream is no longer sound,
confused corpses,
dancing with no rhythm,
crazy and twisted,
pain is their anthem,
retarded children,
biting their limbs,
hunger is a bitch,
you feel on your own,
thousand of teeth,
sharp and dirty,
under your feet,
blood, blood,
ugly monsters,
tearing flesh,
from living bodies,
for dogs to eat,
and you wake up,
sweeting and...
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Rose of the Devil
Sweet and beautiful your shadow seems to be,
that deadly odour of fake tears you pour so innocently,
wider than darkest emptiness, deeper than sacred fantasy,
you put them in my hands, those that fooled so many,
but their scent, powerful and violent,
as i open my veins in rain,
to purge my blood from your flames,
i want, but, i know, to touch that beauty, to eat that mystery,
there was more to life, not only falling into ecstasy,
but the time is so ugly, my prayer is dry,
and every night as you come, raving those blooms over the tongue of mine,
i am...
that deadly odour of fake tears you pour so innocently,
wider than darkest emptiness, deeper than sacred fantasy,
you put them in my hands, those that fooled so many,
but their scent, powerful and violent,
as i open my veins in rain,
to purge my blood from your flames,
i want, but, i know, to touch that beauty, to eat that mystery,
there was more to life, not only falling into ecstasy,
but the time is so ugly, my prayer is dry,
and every night as you come, raving those blooms over the tongue of mine,
i am...
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2 Comments
Bright Lights
Bright lights, drunk baby,
there was a hope,
in that young heart,
he had dreams,
he had the night,
he finally found peace,
on the other side of life.
Its not the life he chose to live,
it the fight he chose to win,
he thought he is strong enough,
running against all their laws,
falling on his knees, but then rising from fantasy,
open your eyes, in front of that big city,
let those bright lights carry you to your dream.
Dark nights, lonely baby,
there was a wish,
in the broken mind,
he had his hopes,
he had his...
there was a hope,
in that young heart,
he had dreams,
he had the night,
he finally found peace,
on the other side of life.
Its not the life he chose to live,
it the fight he chose to win,
he thought he is strong enough,
running against all their laws,
falling on his knees, but then rising from fantasy,
open your eyes, in front of that big city,
let those bright lights carry you to your dream.
Dark nights, lonely baby,
there was a wish,
in the broken mind,
he had his hopes,
he had his...
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