Submissions by KidQdeezie
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Life
Lifetime of supervision blurrs my vision.
Startna lose focus.
Dreams turning into nightmares.
Escape startna seem hopeless.
Longing for Paradise destined for the Hellfire.
Suplications for my Lord to change my situation got me pulling all-nighters,
and for what, just to have my knees aching and my arms tired!???
They say you can't put a time limit on patience,
31 years and I'm still waiting...
And despite 3strikes means LIFE in deez streets wife and kids gotta eat so I'm still chasing.
Life and death decisions. ...
Startna lose focus.
Dreams turning into nightmares.
Escape startna seem hopeless.
Longing for Paradise destined for the Hellfire.
Suplications for my Lord to change my situation got me pulling all-nighters,
and for what, just to have my knees aching and my arms tired!???
They say you can't put a time limit on patience,
31 years and I'm still waiting...
And despite 3strikes means LIFE in deez streets wife and kids gotta eat so I'm still chasing.
Life and death decisions. ...
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Recognizing blessings in disguise
Thunder clapping, clouds rolling in, sky darkening . Storm must be moving in.
Feel death breathing down my neck again.
Second guessing if I'm ready for the Questioning.
Who is your Lord???
Who is the Prophet???
What religion where you practicing???
If death is promised to the living why do I squander all my blessings then???
Spending all my minutes sinning like I'm guarenteed
the next second in it???
And if "God knows whats in my heart" why is it not apparent in my actions then??? ...
Feel death breathing down my neck again.
Second guessing if I'm ready for the Questioning.
Who is your Lord???
Who is the Prophet???
What religion where you practicing???
If death is promised to the living why do I squander all my blessings then???
Spending all my minutes sinning like I'm guarenteed
the next second in it???
And if "God knows whats in my heart" why is it not apparent in my actions then??? ...
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Growing up in Hood
Lacked the ingredients we needed,
so it was hard for us to make it.
Crack babies from the 80's so drug addiction,
it was hard for us to shake it.
Growing up in the hood all odds was against us.
And if opportunity was ever knocking,
the shit must of skipped us.
In the hood it was only a few things our future had in store,
going to jail, getting killed, robbing people or distributing raw.
As for me robbing people was the trade I sought.
Why work for it when I can take it.
Thats just how I thought.
We got out...
so it was hard for us to make it.
Crack babies from the 80's so drug addiction,
it was hard for us to shake it.
Growing up in the hood all odds was against us.
And if opportunity was ever knocking,
the shit must of skipped us.
In the hood it was only a few things our future had in store,
going to jail, getting killed, robbing people or distributing raw.
As for me robbing people was the trade I sought.
Why work for it when I can take it.
Thats just how I thought.
We got out...
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It is what it is
Does the fact that I act like I cant understand how a grown ass man will slave for a minimum wage make me unthankful???
Or him working on a gig in which he still can't provide for his wife and kids make me ungrateful???
You think I wouldn't rather be a square then out here in these streets on angles!!!???
In these court rooms putting on shows for these assholes like my last name Jingles!!!
Well this is real life.
And and real life shit just aint that simple....
And I know if I'm patient God 'a change my situation.
But in the meantime I got kids to be...
Or him working on a gig in which he still can't provide for his wife and kids make me ungrateful???
You think I wouldn't rather be a square then out here in these streets on angles!!!???
In these court rooms putting on shows for these assholes like my last name Jingles!!!
Well this is real life.
And and real life shit just aint that simple....
And I know if I'm patient God 'a change my situation.
But in the meantime I got kids to be...
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My own worst enemy
Another morning I awaken head quaking from the stress again.
Different day but faced wit da same test again.
Feeling like I gotta take a score just to come out wit a fucking win!
And I know dat drinking to my fill dis weed and pills a be da end of me.
But da bullshit got me sick searching for a remedy.
Got dez assholes from Adult probation&parole for da next 20 some n years checking in on me.
Minimum wage slave for dis bread wit my wife and kids dat depend on me.
But I aint looking for ya sympathy.
Im a man so I'a bite da repercussions dat my own...
Different day but faced wit da same test again.
Feeling like I gotta take a score just to come out wit a fucking win!
And I know dat drinking to my fill dis weed and pills a be da end of me.
But da bullshit got me sick searching for a remedy.
Got dez assholes from Adult probation&parole for da next 20 some n years checking in on me.
Minimum wage slave for dis bread wit my wife and kids dat depend on me.
But I aint looking for ya sympathy.
Im a man so I'a bite da repercussions dat my own...
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When I die
When I die tell my girls that I miss them and love them,
that every second of my life I was thinking of them.
My son, tell him to hold it down, that he's the man now,
To use my life mistakes as a lesson.
I only pray the seeds that I planted in them blossom into blessings.
My time has passed, her only boy is gone,
but it was all decreed,
So tell my mom that there's no need to hold on and get to asking questions.
My wife, tell her that this is life.
When pages turn we move on to another chapter,
To hold her head, and that I'm here,...
that every second of my life I was thinking of them.
My son, tell him to hold it down, that he's the man now,
To use my life mistakes as a lesson.
I only pray the seeds that I planted in them blossom into blessings.
My time has passed, her only boy is gone,
but it was all decreed,
So tell my mom that there's no need to hold on and get to asking questions.
My wife, tell her that this is life.
When pages turn we move on to another chapter,
To hold her head, and that I'm here,...
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Realistically Speaking
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Hard time
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My life (Uncensored)
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