Submissions by K-zuse

It's to early to tell, if i need a shot of vodka already.
I am stuck in a house of cards that are so small that i can barely fit my thoughts into it.......
let alone my problems.
i must admit i dont have emotions,
i am a person of convience always have been.
But, at this point i am trembling inside with fear,
and no faith.....
I am alone....
so broken that i cant feel it if u held me.
i am pushed to make desicions that i know i will fail.
I hate people........
people who are liars.......
people who judge.........
people who dont know any...

im flushed........ no color in these eyes...... to pale to see my dotted drops..... these lips of no color, shade a terrible sound.. So constant now, the trembling fear. How did it find me, it has no eyes to see..... to weak to scream the bloody name.... to meak to kno the constant shame.......... i've seen you before, but only in a dream. That corner of darkness my imagination can never escape.  The empty hole in the corner of my eyes.... u see right through me......  and the things i try to hide. In a crowded room im so alone... breath right through me, the mellow and the meak.... whisper...