Submissions by Juliet_Disguised (sArAhMaE)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Save me
Pick me up,
Hold me so close that we become one
I need you to do this for me
Rock me back and forth
Make me realize what to do
Help me find myself
Help me look pass all they do
Breathe me a silent lullaby
Sing softly with your actions
Think easily with your words
Move with only your mind
Calm yourself in peaceful serenity
Council me
Help my depression
Heal the cuts on my wrist
Please help me out of this painful bliss
I'm blind by the darkness
Inside of my heart and mind
The silence is so loud
I can't even think
I...
Hold me so close that we become one
I need you to do this for me
Rock me back and forth
Make me realize what to do
Help me find myself
Help me look pass all they do
Breathe me a silent lullaby
Sing softly with your actions
Think easily with your words
Move with only your mind
Calm yourself in peaceful serenity
Council me
Help my depression
Heal the cuts on my wrist
Please help me out of this painful bliss
I'm blind by the darkness
Inside of my heart and mind
The silence is so loud
I can't even think
I...
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the living dead
I ponder of something so scary
I try so hard to some across fearless
Yet I'm shaking in terror
I'm so scared of feeling like this forever
Hopeless
I am only 17
I should be having the time of my life
Not hiding behind anxiety
Does anyone even take me seriously?
Or does everyone just brush away my words
Taking them only for a gain of rice
I sit in silence
Only speaking through the words i write
Is anybody listening?
Is anybody praying?
Hoping?
I don't know how to express how I feel
I don't know how to make it clear
I need...
I try so hard to some across fearless
Yet I'm shaking in terror
I'm so scared of feeling like this forever
Hopeless
I am only 17
I should be having the time of my life
Not hiding behind anxiety
Does anyone even take me seriously?
Or does everyone just brush away my words
Taking them only for a gain of rice
I sit in silence
Only speaking through the words i write
Is anybody listening?
Is anybody praying?
Hoping?
I don't know how to express how I feel
I don't know how to make it clear
I need...
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this is how I'm feeling
I do not sleep
I know I'll find you in my dreams
I'm scared
I know if I do not speak my feelings
I will commit suicide
I cry as I write
I cut as I read
I'm eternally unhappy
I want a close friend
I want a family
But let's be honest
I can't have anything
When i don't even have a reality
I cannot speak my mind
Because honestly who's really listening?
Is anybody even out there
Does anyone even read these words I write?
Or am I just wasting my time?
I feel so abandoned
I feel so alone
Empty and sad
Broken and cold...
I know I'll find you in my dreams
I'm scared
I know if I do not speak my feelings
I will commit suicide
I cry as I write
I cut as I read
I'm eternally unhappy
I want a close friend
I want a family
But let's be honest
I can't have anything
When i don't even have a reality
I cannot speak my mind
Because honestly who's really listening?
Is anybody even out there
Does anyone even read these words I write?
Or am I just wasting my time?
I feel so abandoned
I feel so alone
Empty and sad
Broken and cold...
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Blind seeing eyes
We do the craziest things
Just to feel alive
We fear the irrational things
In our mind
And in all our fears
In the depths of our lives
The things we should fear
Are our blind seeing eyes
Just to feel alive
We fear the irrational things
In our mind
And in all our fears
In the depths of our lives
The things we should fear
Are our blind seeing eyes
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...cold broken home...
suicide weighs heavy on my mind
I feel so alone
in this cold broken home
I had a family
a family of seven to be exact
and now...
we're so broken
somewhere along the way
we lost eachother
don't tell me family is all we'll have left
in this cold broken home
because through the years of
anger,
heartbreak,
divorce,
and rape
we lost it all
we lost the fundamentals
the connection
you told me you'd never leave
you told me you would be there
until the very end
and even we'd still live on past the grave
I...
I feel so alone
in this cold broken home
I had a family
a family of seven to be exact
and now...
we're so broken
somewhere along the way
we lost eachother
don't tell me family is all we'll have left
in this cold broken home
because through the years of
anger,
heartbreak,
divorce,
and rape
we lost it all
we lost the fundamentals
the connection
you told me you'd never leave
you told me you would be there
until the very end
and even we'd still live on past the grave
I...
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Ghost
I trail my fingers down your chest
I look at you
you do not see me
I am like a ghost to you
I know in this moment
I will never have you
you will never be mine
I can see so deeply that I care
and so truthfully
you never will
I see who I am to you
and I keep myself close
only to have that small piece of you
that small piece that I only have
because you are flying solo
but I know once you find another girl
I will be lonely
I will be left behind
I fear that day
yet I cherish what I am to you
I cherish the fact that I...
I look at you
you do not see me
I am like a ghost to you
I know in this moment
I will never have you
you will never be mine
I can see so deeply that I care
and so truthfully
you never will
I see who I am to you
and I keep myself close
only to have that small piece of you
that small piece that I only have
because you are flying solo
but I know once you find another girl
I will be lonely
I will be left behind
I fear that day
yet I cherish what I am to you
I cherish the fact that I...
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Fraudulent Faces, Simple Smiles, and a Broken Child
I want to see clearly
my mind is murky with your words
are they lies
you curse me with your beauty
under this spell of want
and lust
I don't like it anymore
I want to be my own
all alone
yet I want to be a pair
a thing for us to share
me and you
but could you be true?
could you be the answer to my prayers?
you see I need stability
I need someone to count on
someone to pick me up when I break
someone to help me make it
especially when I don't think I will
please
help me believe...
in myself...
in...
my mind is murky with your words
are they lies
you curse me with your beauty
under this spell of want
and lust
I don't like it anymore
I want to be my own
all alone
yet I want to be a pair
a thing for us to share
me and you
but could you be true?
could you be the answer to my prayers?
you see I need stability
I need someone to count on
someone to pick me up when I break
someone to help me make it
especially when I don't think I will
please
help me believe...
in myself...
in...
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drink til you can't rememeber
submitted poem for drink drank drunk competition
I liked how this one came out so much I wanted it out here
He comes in my room
it's the middle of the night
I hear him enter
and I know tonight
im gonna cry
take another shot
drink it all down
these memories are gonna drown
he tells me to be quiet
slips my panties to the floor
my mind disappears
pour me another beer
make it two
tonight I don't want to fear
he tells me im beautiful
I politely ignore
he starts to rub
as...
I liked how this one came out so much I wanted it out here
He comes in my room
it's the middle of the night
I hear him enter
and I know tonight
im gonna cry
take another shot
drink it all down
these memories are gonna drown
he tells me to be quiet
slips my panties to the floor
my mind disappears
pour me another beer
make it two
tonight I don't want to fear
he tells me im beautiful
I politely ignore
he starts to rub
as...
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friend please
I don't want you to carry my problems
I don't want to watch you suffer like I do
you'll have to watch from rooms away
am I the only one that fights wars with my mind
and speaks with my heart
am I the only one that speaks the truth
between me and you
open your eyes please
friend don't take your life away from me
lets work it out together
I don't want to fix your problems
I know you wouldn't let me if I tried
however let me help
let me give advice
you can't win alone
teamwork can make this stupid dream work
im getting angry let me...
I don't want to watch you suffer like I do
you'll have to watch from rooms away
am I the only one that fights wars with my mind
and speaks with my heart
am I the only one that speaks the truth
between me and you
open your eyes please
friend don't take your life away from me
lets work it out together
I don't want to fix your problems
I know you wouldn't let me if I tried
however let me help
let me give advice
you can't win alone
teamwork can make this stupid dream work
im getting angry let me...
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Hey Dad...
I feel so awful
my dad called
he just wants to make me feel horrible
I don't see you
cause you hurt me
so many times
I don't want to hurt any more
you keep trying to break me down
and I wont allow it
not anymore
im stronger than you
and I wanna breathe on my own
my mother is what keeps me strong
you were never there
so why would I be there for you
my dad called
he just wants to make me feel horrible
I don't see you
cause you hurt me
so many times
I don't want to hurt any more
you keep trying to break me down
and I wont allow it
not anymore
im stronger than you
and I wanna breathe on my own
my mother is what keeps me strong
you were never there
so why would I be there for you
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the break up talk
These words are meant to sting
that's what you say to me
these words are gonna hurt
and as I prepare myself
you say whats on your mind
sarah I can't do this anymore
I can't keep up this fight
our relationship
its no longer worth a try
you want the love I can't provide
I need a girl
with not a bit of pride
you see you are too good for me
and I can't keep living on
knowing youre settling
as these words seem to just
fall out of his mouth
I look in his eyes
and see the lack of sincerity
I stop right there
holding...
that's what you say to me
these words are gonna hurt
and as I prepare myself
you say whats on your mind
sarah I can't do this anymore
I can't keep up this fight
our relationship
its no longer worth a try
you want the love I can't provide
I need a girl
with not a bit of pride
you see you are too good for me
and I can't keep living on
knowing youre settling
as these words seem to just
fall out of his mouth
I look in his eyes
and see the lack of sincerity
I stop right there
holding...
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why you left
I wanna talk to somebody who gets me
I wanna smile a smile that's real
I wanna see somebody true
to me and you
why can't I see the truth
in all I do?
what am I gonna say?
when I'm all alone one day?
I have all these fears,
they cause my eyes to tear
distress me please
do be a tease
show me happiness
don't add to my stress
oh they weren't kidding
they told me
you might be splittin
you left cause you thought I was pregnant
nope, I just miscarried,
but you don't know that
cause I don't want you back.
I wanna smile a smile that's real
I wanna see somebody true
to me and you
why can't I see the truth
in all I do?
what am I gonna say?
when I'm all alone one day?
I have all these fears,
they cause my eyes to tear
distress me please
do be a tease
show me happiness
don't add to my stress
oh they weren't kidding
they told me
you might be splittin
you left cause you thought I was pregnant
nope, I just miscarried,
but you don't know that
cause I don't want you back.
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