Submissions by Juliet_Disguised (sArAhMaE)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
4th Sep 2014 4:49am
4th Sep 2014 4:49am
Family fight night
Family fight night
Words of hate
Spew from the mouthed of babes.
Katherine can't you hear what we explain
We love you don't runaway
Please don't call us those names
The fight dies down.
After an hour.
One goes to her bedroom and cries.
Mom.
One goes to the bathroom to puke.
Katherine.
I go to my bed and slice.
I go and relieve with the touch of a knife
Words of hate
Spew from the mouthed of babes.
Katherine can't you hear what we explain
We love you don't runaway
Please don't call us those names
The fight dies down.
After an hour.
One goes to her bedroom and cries.
Mom.
One goes to the bathroom to puke.
Katherine.
I go to my bed and slice.
I go and relieve with the touch of a knife
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2014 11:37pm
3rd Sep 2014 11:37pm
Like a kite
Laying on the couch
High as a kite
Knowing I will sleep soundly tonight
With my blade in my hand
Pills down my throat
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe tonight
Sometime soon
I'll fly away like a kite
High as a kite
Knowing I will sleep soundly tonight
With my blade in my hand
Pills down my throat
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe tonight
Sometime soon
I'll fly away like a kite
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2014 6:11am
3rd Sep 2014 6:11am
No title
I
Can't
Breathe
I
Can't
Dream
I
Can't
Sleep
I
Can't
Live
I
Can't
Speak
I
Can't
Get
Help
I'm a lost cause
Can't
Breathe
I
Can't
Dream
I
Can't
Sleep
I
Can't
Live
I
Can't
Speak
I
Can't
Get
Help
I'm a lost cause
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2014 5:21am
3rd Sep 2014 5:21am
Sleep soundly
Sweet blade
My dear friend
Because of you I will sleep soundly
Dream of the rain falling down my limbs
I will bleed a sweet melody
Of sadness and melancholy
I will breathe my own blood
And see my heartbeat
The veins will pulse
And my pulse will beat
I will break under your cut
And reform under your scar
A new me will be made
Stronger than before
My memories will fade
And my thought will be blank
As I push for a new day
Only to sleep soundly
On a new night
My dear friend
My arm is complete
As I stretch my...
My dear friend
Because of you I will sleep soundly
Dream of the rain falling down my limbs
I will bleed a sweet melody
Of sadness and melancholy
I will breathe my own blood
And see my heartbeat
The veins will pulse
And my pulse will beat
I will break under your cut
And reform under your scar
A new me will be made
Stronger than before
My memories will fade
And my thought will be blank
As I push for a new day
Only to sleep soundly
On a new night
My dear friend
My arm is complete
As I stretch my...
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Sep 2014 5:14am
2nd Sep 2014 5:14am
You say I'm okay. Read if you want to understand
You say I'm okay
You say I'll forget
Do me a favor
and picture this
You 10 years old now
Still a young child
And you hear the door creak open now.
You start to cry
But silently because you know you cannot make a sound.
He slips into your bed and plays with your hair
Says baby girl I don't know why you're scared
I'm proud of you
You remeber not to wear pajama pants
Now I need you to take off those panties
You understand if you don't he'll make it worse.
So you do as you're told
Lay there and comply
As he starts to touch...
You say I'll forget
Do me a favor
and picture this
You 10 years old now
Still a young child
And you hear the door creak open now.
You start to cry
But silently because you know you cannot make a sound.
He slips into your bed and plays with your hair
Says baby girl I don't know why you're scared
I'm proud of you
You remeber not to wear pajama pants
Now I need you to take off those panties
You understand if you don't he'll make it worse.
So you do as you're told
Lay there and comply
As he starts to touch...
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SELF POEM
Published
28th Aug 2014 5:27am
28th Aug 2014 5:27am
Cut your thighs
When the dark is looming
The light is unseen
Know that I can help you believe
I feel with my heart
And see with my mind
You are broken
You need help to unwind
In this song of beauty the lyrics ring
"Sometimes to stay alive you have to kill your mind"
Twenty one pilots speak of truth
Hope this is okay,
I can quote them right
My mind is trying so hard to win
I wanna win this undeniably difficult fight
To kill or not to kill
To cut is my only demise
To sleep...
Oh I wish I could sleep without the dreams
Wait...
The light is unseen
Know that I can help you believe
I feel with my heart
And see with my mind
You are broken
You need help to unwind
In this song of beauty the lyrics ring
"Sometimes to stay alive you have to kill your mind"
Twenty one pilots speak of truth
Hope this is okay,
I can quote them right
My mind is trying so hard to win
I wanna win this undeniably difficult fight
To kill or not to kill
To cut is my only demise
To sleep...
Oh I wish I could sleep without the dreams
Wait...
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SELF POEM
Published
21st Aug 2014 6:31am
21st Aug 2014 6:31am
Hey mom...I'm gonna just kill myself
It should scare you when your teen starts cutting
When they attempt to take their own life
Cry at night when they think you can't hear
Whisper words of hate to the mirror
Skip their meals
Puke up what they do eat
Stops talking
Stops trying
But what should really scare you
Is when they stop caring enough
To not hide it
When they attempt to take their own life
Cry at night when they think you can't hear
Whisper words of hate to the mirror
Skip their meals
Puke up what they do eat
Stops talking
Stops trying
But what should really scare you
Is when they stop caring enough
To not hide it
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STORY POEM
Published
1st Aug 2014 6:10am
1st Aug 2014 6:10am
Not based on my life. Just something that came to mind when seeing someone bullied
My mind is swimming in deep regret
I wish I could take back all the mean things I've said
Yes I've been bullied
But I am sorry to say I bullied too
And here's what I wanna say
I'm sorry for what I have done to you
I'm sorry for all the mean things I said
I'm sorry for all the hurt I created
I'm sorry if I made you cut alone in your bed
You see my reasons do not justify what I have done
But I hope you know
Karma has once again won
Because now I am serving my punishment
For all that I did
I'm sorry I'm sorry
Please will you forgive...
I wish I could take back all the mean things I've said
Yes I've been bullied
But I am sorry to say I bullied too
And here's what I wanna say
I'm sorry for what I have done to you
I'm sorry for all the mean things I said
I'm sorry for all the hurt I created
I'm sorry if I made you cut alone in your bed
You see my reasons do not justify what I have done
But I hope you know
Karma has once again won
Because now I am serving my punishment
For all that I did
I'm sorry I'm sorry
Please will you forgive...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Jul 2014 5:20am
30th Jul 2014 5:20am
No title
Fuck what do you mean words don't hurt
Physical pain leaves
Those words haunt my memory
I'm stuck with all you say
My blade creates my escape
What you say cuts deep with my own hands
You push the blade closer to my skin
With every word
You made me begin
It's all that helps
It's all that makes it okay
I'm not interested than dying
Only interested in bleeding
Sometimes I do wish I cut deep enough
But scared
No terrified of the day I do.
Your words sting more than you know
The saddest part of this little poem
Is that the...
Physical pain leaves
Those words haunt my memory
I'm stuck with all you say
My blade creates my escape
What you say cuts deep with my own hands
You push the blade closer to my skin
With every word
You made me begin
It's all that helps
It's all that makes it okay
I'm not interested than dying
Only interested in bleeding
Sometimes I do wish I cut deep enough
But scared
No terrified of the day I do.
Your words sting more than you know
The saddest part of this little poem
Is that the...
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Jul 2014 5:48am
29th Jul 2014 5:48am
The truth comes out
Oh boy I'm restless tonight
You've been gone for a year now,
I loved you more than you ever knew
I still love you so much
You haunt my days
You haunt my dreams
You follow me every it seems
My mind runs with out peace
All it thinks about is you and me
When I try and sleep
You're in my mind
It hurts so much I wanna bleed
It annoys me so much
I don't want to even breathe.
Cause you see you've been running through my mind
Driving me crazy
Josh you say I'm better off without you
But can't you see
I was better when I...
You've been gone for a year now,
I loved you more than you ever knew
I still love you so much
You haunt my days
You haunt my dreams
You follow me every it seems
My mind runs with out peace
All it thinks about is you and me
When I try and sleep
You're in my mind
It hurts so much I wanna bleed
It annoys me so much
I don't want to even breathe.
Cause you see you've been running through my mind
Driving me crazy
Josh you say I'm better off without you
But can't you see
I was better when I...
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