Submissions by Jinx (Victoria Drapeau)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Im a bizarre yet normal person. I'm always putting my feeling and thoughts down and am just trying to find a way to be me 24/7 without a problem.
Only a matter of time before I'm replaced
I love a man
who will eventually figure out my worth.
I'm not special
Just replaceable
I don't wanna lose him
I don't want to let go
He makes my world move
He puts a smile on my face
To lose him would only cause a tragic fate
Though everything has an excuse for him
To busy for me
I wonder how long till he grows tired of me
How long till he doesn't care about me?
How long till my world shatters again?
He is my everything
I want to be in his arms and kiss him
I want to see his smile
To feel his arms wrapped around me
I...
who will eventually figure out my worth.
I'm not special
Just replaceable
I don't wanna lose him
I don't want to let go
He makes my world move
He puts a smile on my face
To lose him would only cause a tragic fate
Though everything has an excuse for him
To busy for me
I wonder how long till he grows tired of me
How long till he doesn't care about me?
How long till my world shatters again?
He is my everything
I want to be in his arms and kiss him
I want to see his smile
To feel his arms wrapped around me
I...
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Emptiness
No matter how crap I feel
Or how crappy you make me feel
When the day is done
And I'm going to bed
I will always say I love you
In the morning when I wake up
Even when I feel defeated
And alone
I will think of you and our good times
Even if it's only a short amount a day
No matter how much pain you cause
I will love you for the moments
You make me happy and free
I will love you as much as
I ever did and ever will
You have your flaws, just like me
But for you I work on mine
We all have our...
Or how crappy you make me feel
When the day is done
And I'm going to bed
I will always say I love you
In the morning when I wake up
Even when I feel defeated
And alone
I will think of you and our good times
Even if it's only a short amount a day
No matter how much pain you cause
I will love you for the moments
You make me happy and free
I will love you as much as
I ever did and ever will
You have your flaws, just like me
But for you I work on mine
We all have our...
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through it all
I love how you make me smile and laugh even when I'm feeling down
you smile is cute and your confidence drives me crazy
you may have your moments where you make me sad with what you say
but your not like the rest
your worth fighting for
your very sweet
your tall and cute
you do make me happy and that's what counts
when you met my dad
you were scared
I could tell
now one more step
to meet my mother
I know we can do it
I'll be there with you every step of the way
because you mean everything to me
you support me
even with all...
you smile is cute and your confidence drives me crazy
you may have your moments where you make me sad with what you say
but your not like the rest
your worth fighting for
your very sweet
your tall and cute
you do make me happy and that's what counts
when you met my dad
you were scared
I could tell
now one more step
to meet my mother
I know we can do it
I'll be there with you every step of the way
because you mean everything to me
you support me
even with all...
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Valentines day
Will you be my Valentine's?
What do I look like to you
A little girl who will fawn over some cheap ass flowers
And store bought chocolates on this one crappy day this year?
You only want me today because you want what you can't get
You want something good to look at
Something to hit it and quit it after a few simple words
Well listen up boy
I don't have any time for you as I sit here on that horrid day
And cry my grieving heart out from all the pain when no one is looking
It's just another day
Another day to a long ass year
Maybe you don't...
What do I look like to you
A little girl who will fawn over some cheap ass flowers
And store bought chocolates on this one crappy day this year?
You only want me today because you want what you can't get
You want something good to look at
Something to hit it and quit it after a few simple words
Well listen up boy
I don't have any time for you as I sit here on that horrid day
And cry my grieving heart out from all the pain when no one is looking
It's just another day
Another day to a long ass year
Maybe you don't...
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f**k you!
Take this knife and drive it deep
Through the veins and let me bleed
One by one comes pouring down
No more pain now let me be
Don't know why I feel this pain
As I stare down at these veins
One is cut and one is whole
One more chop and there we go
No more pain now let me bleed
Take this knife and drive it deep
Through the veins and let me bleed
One by one comes pouring down
No more pain now let me be
Don't know why I feel this pain
As I stare down at these veins
One is cut and one is whole
One more chop and there we go
No more pain now let me bleed
Take this knife and drive it deep
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Mystery Boy
Met a guy unlike any other
We talked a lot
He kinda caught my heart
Made me laugh and smile
Told me some stuff
Yet disappeared
Without a word
Gone like the wind
Leaving a broken heart
With a memory that will always last
Ill always be ready to talk if you ever come back, my mystery friend
We talked a lot
He kinda caught my heart
Made me laugh and smile
Told me some stuff
Yet disappeared
Without a word
Gone like the wind
Leaving a broken heart
With a memory that will always last
Ill always be ready to talk if you ever come back, my mystery friend
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Follower or Leader?
Is it so bad to want to be accepted?
Is it so bad to want something for yourself?
Is it so bad to not want to change for anyone else?
I'm called a follower, I'm not.
What I really want, is just to be accepted for once
To not be called some Wierdo, to not be put down all the time
I can be a leader
But even a leader can want to be accepted for once.
Even a leader goes through times where they doubt themselves
Where they just want to be accepted
No matter what they are or what they do
I am a leader
I am not a follower no matter what they say...
Is it so bad to want something for yourself?
Is it so bad to not want to change for anyone else?
I'm called a follower, I'm not.
What I really want, is just to be accepted for once
To not be called some Wierdo, to not be put down all the time
I can be a leader
But even a leader can want to be accepted for once.
Even a leader goes through times where they doubt themselves
Where they just want to be accepted
No matter what they are or what they do
I am a leader
I am not a follower no matter what they say...
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Till Death Do Us Part... I Promise
Till death do us part you promised
Till death do us part I promised
We are not married
We are far too young to even think about it
Our parents don't know the secrets we hold
The Love and Commitment we know
If it takes a year or even more we will be together
Till death do us part
You call me by many names
I call you by many too
When my world came burning down
You were there to shield me from it all
You held me close as we both shook
From my world that came crashing down
It was then...
Till death do us part I promised
We are not married
We are far too young to even think about it
Our parents don't know the secrets we hold
The Love and Commitment we know
If it takes a year or even more we will be together
Till death do us part
You call me by many names
I call you by many too
When my world came burning down
You were there to shield me from it all
You held me close as we both shook
From my world that came crashing down
It was then...
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Just take me away I beg of you
I was happy as can be one moment
Broken and sad the next
She cursed my name
Found another love
She didn't know I loved her
She didn't know I cared
She was unlike any other
I listened to her every time
When she sat next to me,
I always listened
I didn't realize I was in love
She didn't see the tears coming
Now broken and sad I want to cry
She'd ask me why I cry
I want to tell her the truth
I really want to tell her,
"Because you doesn't love me like I love you"
I know we can never be.
I'm tired of men and...
Broken and sad the next
She cursed my name
Found another love
She didn't know I loved her
She didn't know I cared
She was unlike any other
I listened to her every time
When she sat next to me,
I always listened
I didn't realize I was in love
She didn't see the tears coming
Now broken and sad I want to cry
She'd ask me why I cry
I want to tell her the truth
I really want to tell her,
"Because you doesn't love me like I love you"
I know we can never be.
I'm tired of men and...
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Broken
Nobody knows about you till I say these words
You are my secret, my very special secret
I love you even if things are complicated
You make me feel special and wanted
You are my love even if you end up not wanting me
I've told you everything I could
You are my love
You mean everything to me
Without you what would I be?
Why did you have to break me?
Why did you have to lie and walk away?
I love you and want you back
But I hate you and want you gone to
You are my secret, my very special secret
I love you even if things are complicated
You make me feel special and wanted
You are my love even if you end up not wanting me
I've told you everything I could
You are my love
You mean everything to me
Without you what would I be?
Why did you have to break me?
Why did you have to lie and walk away?
I love you and want you back
But I hate you and want you gone to
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My Best Friends part 2
You are my friends through thick and thin
You say you care an proved it to
Casey
I can tell you anything
You listen to me and tell me what you think
You honest and down to earth a friend I want to keep
Brenda
You were my friend in the 4th grade
My first ever best friend to stay
You helped me learn the ways of the world
Even helped me come out of my shell
Journey and Destiny
Even though I haven't seen you since I was seven
You were like sisters to me from the beginning
I'll never forget you no matter where you went.
...
You say you care an proved it to
Casey
I can tell you anything
You listen to me and tell me what you think
You honest and down to earth a friend I want to keep
Brenda
You were my friend in the 4th grade
My first ever best friend to stay
You helped me learn the ways of the world
Even helped me come out of my shell
Journey and Destiny
Even though I haven't seen you since I was seven
You were like sisters to me from the beginning
I'll never forget you no matter where you went.
...
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Best Friends
My friends the ones I call my best friend are the ones I care about most.
I care about everyone in one way or another but my best friends I care for most. A special love so for you I write, now at this ungodly hour of the night I will write a poem in your name.
You come once in a life time
You listen and laugh
You pick me up when I am down
You are my world
You all are unique
You are all talented and special
You all have your own traits
You are my best friends
Alejandra
You became my friend when no one else did
Even though he...
I care about everyone in one way or another but my best friends I care for most. A special love so for you I write, now at this ungodly hour of the night I will write a poem in your name.
You come once in a life time
You listen and laugh
You pick me up when I am down
You are my world
You all are unique
You are all talented and special
You all have your own traits
You are my best friends
Alejandra
You became my friend when no one else did
Even though he...
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DU Poetry : Submissions by Jinx (Victoria Drapeau)