Submissions by JackyIdkk (Jacqueline Payan)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hi I'm Jacqueline. Twitter @Jacky_bizarre
The Dark Cold Fog
The dark cold fog surrounds me again
Trying to take me in and pull me away
It begs me to end my days
It surrounds me more and more each day
Swallowing my happiness and faith
I'm trying so hard to push it
And to run away from the dark cold fog
It makes me feel numb, and dead
So many times it has tried taking me
But now I'm tired of trying to push it away
It's becoming stronger and I'm becoming colder
It's taking everything from me
Making everything seem so unclear and blurry
The dark cold fog seems to get thicker and darker
There not...
Trying to take me in and pull me away
It begs me to end my days
It surrounds me more and more each day
Swallowing my happiness and faith
I'm trying so hard to push it
And to run away from the dark cold fog
It makes me feel numb, and dead
So many times it has tried taking me
But now I'm tired of trying to push it away
It's becoming stronger and I'm becoming colder
It's taking everything from me
Making everything seem so unclear and blurry
The dark cold fog seems to get thicker and darker
There not...
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Babe' talk to me
Why don't you talk to me
I'm sorry but I just can't let you be
I need you to be there like you we before
I want to go back when I was something you adored
Back when we were perfect friends
And when the little happiness seemed to never end
I understand you are frustrated
Getting mad at stupid things
And leaving me to ask what I did this time
Saying you want to get over me so you stopped all contact with me
No 'hi babe(:' texts
No unexpected phone calls
No feeling at all
It makes me cry we can't be more than friends now
But you know...
I'm sorry but I just can't let you be
I need you to be there like you we before
I want to go back when I was something you adored
Back when we were perfect friends
And when the little happiness seemed to never end
I understand you are frustrated
Getting mad at stupid things
And leaving me to ask what I did this time
Saying you want to get over me so you stopped all contact with me
No 'hi babe(:' texts
No unexpected phone calls
No feeling at all
It makes me cry we can't be more than friends now
But you know...
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I don't know
I don't know why my heart I lend
I don't know why I pretend
I don't know why life has been a blur
I don't know why I'm never sure
I don't know how I end up doing stuff that I shouldn't
I don't know how i tried when I said I wouldn't
I don't know how you slipped away
I don't know how iam with out you today
I don't know when the days begin or end
I don't know when the wounds will mend
I don't know when life will continue
I don't know when I became nothing to you
I don't know why I'm so lost and confused
I don't know why I feel...
I don't know why I pretend
I don't know why life has been a blur
I don't know why I'm never sure
I don't know how I end up doing stuff that I shouldn't
I don't know how i tried when I said I wouldn't
I don't know how you slipped away
I don't know how iam with out you today
I don't know when the days begin or end
I don't know when the wounds will mend
I don't know when life will continue
I don't know when I became nothing to you
I don't know why I'm so lost and confused
I don't know why I feel...
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Beautiful Pain
It sometimes is too much to bear
And my smile becomes to hard to wear
My laughter substitutes my tears
My eyes carry the hurt from the years
And the only time I look forward in the day
Is when I get in my room and to release my pain
With the sharp point of a razor blade
That rips into my veins
Making me feel alive again
Knowing I control when my life can end
My blood slowly seeping out the cut
I don't yell or cry I just keep my mouth shut
I bite my lips close my eyes and feel
The only thing that is real
I forget everything and everyone...
And my smile becomes to hard to wear
My laughter substitutes my tears
My eyes carry the hurt from the years
And the only time I look forward in the day
Is when I get in my room and to release my pain
With the sharp point of a razor blade
That rips into my veins
Making me feel alive again
Knowing I control when my life can end
My blood slowly seeping out the cut
I don't yell or cry I just keep my mouth shut
I bite my lips close my eyes and feel
The only thing that is real
I forget everything and everyone...
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Holding on to Memories
I was trying to forget something that i can't
At least not yet because
The memories are still here
Replaying your voice in my ear
Making you come back to life in my mind
Your scent combined with the wind
Then I feel your touch on my skin
Your hand holding up my chin
Your lips pressed against mine
Your kisses that left me paralyzed
Our tongues entwined
Your arms wrapped around my waist
You tightening your embrace
Hands silently racing down and up my back
You pulling away to kiss my neck
Everything done so perfectly...
At least not yet because
The memories are still here
Replaying your voice in my ear
Making you come back to life in my mind
Your scent combined with the wind
Then I feel your touch on my skin
Your hand holding up my chin
Your lips pressed against mine
Your kisses that left me paralyzed
Our tongues entwined
Your arms wrapped around my waist
You tightening your embrace
Hands silently racing down and up my back
You pulling away to kiss my neck
Everything done so perfectly...
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You Loving Another
O, make me sleep, rather than see you love another,
In a grave infested with monstrous rats;
Or make me jump off a skyscraper; or make me eat
Raw garlic; throw me in a deep dark bottomless hole;
Or lock me in a room with a million man eating ants,
That will devour my flesh,
And leave my bones to rot;
Or let me fall onto a pile of knives
And bleed to death;
Things that, to hear them told, have made me tremble;
And I will do them without fear or doubt
To escape the sight of you loving another.
(format taken from William...
In a grave infested with monstrous rats;
Or make me jump off a skyscraper; or make me eat
Raw garlic; throw me in a deep dark bottomless hole;
Or lock me in a room with a million man eating ants,
That will devour my flesh,
And leave my bones to rot;
Or let me fall onto a pile of knives
And bleed to death;
Things that, to hear them told, have made me tremble;
And I will do them without fear or doubt
To escape the sight of you loving another.
(format taken from William...
#jealousy
#anxiety
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