Submissions by IHate_BlackEye
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I'm suicidal and I'm fine with it.
SELF POEM
Published
1st Sep 2014 7:32am
1st Sep 2014 7:32am
catacomb egg timer
Deep inside the catacomb of my mind
Lies the child I once was
I can't seem to get away from being so kind
Walk all over me I wont fuss
My work will kill me on this double time grind
I hate life and begin to cuss
My inner child won't last much longer in this life
My sadness is my only lust
I don't want these obligations of everyday lives
confused and scared it's hard to have trust
I set an egg timer
hopefully it won't go off anytime soon
I may just be confused
but the time i set may be coming at noon
forgive me fatman
for this...
Lies the child I once was
I can't seem to get away from being so kind
Walk all over me I wont fuss
My work will kill me on this double time grind
I hate life and begin to cuss
My inner child won't last much longer in this life
My sadness is my only lust
I don't want these obligations of everyday lives
confused and scared it's hard to have trust
I set an egg timer
hopefully it won't go off anytime soon
I may just be confused
but the time i set may be coming at noon
forgive me fatman
for this...
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Aug 2014 7:19am
29th Aug 2014 7:19am
Count, Less Countdowns.
As we grow more and more
we start to realize there is a limit
As we show no remorse
Days become hours and hours become minutes
Minutes become moments forced
Forced into memories succumbed by visions
Flashes of comets on due course
Coursing through our veins the incisions
Of lives we loved and hated...
We count up the day's we spend together
Loving every moment and smile
We count down the days we spend tethered
Fucking everyone around on trials
We judge everything around us forever
Seems like we walk...
we start to realize there is a limit
As we show no remorse
Days become hours and hours become minutes
Minutes become moments forced
Forced into memories succumbed by visions
Flashes of comets on due course
Coursing through our veins the incisions
Of lives we loved and hated...
We count up the day's we spend together
Loving every moment and smile
We count down the days we spend tethered
Fucking everyone around on trials
We judge everything around us forever
Seems like we walk...
52 reads
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
25th Aug 2014 7:24am
25th Aug 2014 7:24am
Together we are "f**ked"
You're here right now
but I don't need this
I feel so down
in this lonely bliss
in every smile I hide a frown
you make me smile with every kiss.
This life feels routine
moving day by day like fucking cows
it's hard to stay clean
no matter what we say even now
it's useless and unseen
makes the people look like clowns
the hunger grows as we get lean
This worlds fucked
this shit is hard
everybody sucks
I think I'll punch out one last time
pay the piper his last buck
close my eyes and hope to die
but I don't need this
I feel so down
in this lonely bliss
in every smile I hide a frown
you make me smile with every kiss.
This life feels routine
moving day by day like fucking cows
it's hard to stay clean
no matter what we say even now
it's useless and unseen
makes the people look like clowns
the hunger grows as we get lean
This worlds fucked
this shit is hard
everybody sucks
I think I'll punch out one last time
pay the piper his last buck
close my eyes and hope to die
34 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
25th Aug 2014 6:57am
25th Aug 2014 6:57am
Growing Pains
Why must I have these urges
life gets better but feels so worthless
I want to feel the courage
and begin a happy and worthwhile life
yet pain and sorrow are what come with age
as I start to feel in caged.
Please don't miss me when I'm gone
I'll end it all here soon enough
yet I know what I'll do is wrong
I don't feel I am quite that tough
to fight or sing my one last song
I'm small and scared my thoughts are ruff
the razors edge won't do me wrong
Is this the end
is this what's left
I won't pretend
I will play theft...
life gets better but feels so worthless
I want to feel the courage
and begin a happy and worthwhile life
yet pain and sorrow are what come with age
as I start to feel in caged.
Please don't miss me when I'm gone
I'll end it all here soon enough
yet I know what I'll do is wrong
I don't feel I am quite that tough
to fight or sing my one last song
I'm small and scared my thoughts are ruff
the razors edge won't do me wrong
Is this the end
is this what's left
I won't pretend
I will play theft...
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Aug 2014 1:45pm
19th Aug 2014 1:45pm
For Ever and All Ways
Forever is whenever
Never decides to end it
Because
Never again
Will We
Try to tend
And mend
What we never forget
Because
What we feel together
Won't last forever
So don't ever
Live with regret
Never decides to end it
Because
Never again
Will We
Try to tend
And mend
What we never forget
Because
What we feel together
Won't last forever
So don't ever
Live with regret
80 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Jul 2014 11:16am
9th Jul 2014 11:16am
Goats, Boats, Love Floats.
Side by side we lay
It used to be just spooning
The romantic movements like waves
Always felt like swooning
Now and then Id'e get a lay
Every now and then a fight
Even if we strayed away
Come together every night
Loving Each and everyday
For the moment it felt right
"Forever and always" we would say
We had our nicknames
She was goat, strong but temperamental
I would fight her stubborn ways
She was beautiful yet resentful
"I want a simple life" she'd say
I was boat, kind, a little mental ...
It used to be just spooning
The romantic movements like waves
Always felt like swooning
Now and then Id'e get a lay
Every now and then a fight
Even if we strayed away
Come together every night
Loving Each and everyday
For the moment it felt right
"Forever and always" we would say
We had our nicknames
She was goat, strong but temperamental
I would fight her stubborn ways
She was beautiful yet resentful
"I want a simple life" she'd say
I was boat, kind, a little mental ...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Jul 2014 5:26pm
8th Jul 2014 5:26pm
Roofless Love
Drug Induced lifestyles
Make thoughts and movements
Seem like millions of miles
I stand unclear of movements
And here I lay on trial
She moves me more and more
Her cute looks and dark skin
at a quarter to four
I feel so strange, almost like spins
She wants a more private floor
So we move from within
We walk in to the outdoor
She is planning her sins
She has such a seductive voice
So strong I can't say no
I start to realize I have no choice
Maybe this woman's a hoe
As she has drugged me I awaken...
Make thoughts and movements
Seem like millions of miles
I stand unclear of movements
And here I lay on trial
She moves me more and more
Her cute looks and dark skin
at a quarter to four
I feel so strange, almost like spins
She wants a more private floor
So we move from within
We walk in to the outdoor
She is planning her sins
She has such a seductive voice
So strong I can't say no
I start to realize I have no choice
Maybe this woman's a hoe
As she has drugged me I awaken...
90 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jul 2014 12:18pm
2nd Jul 2014 12:18pm
Shut the f**k Up!!!
Why did I end up
falling for you
I should have just gave up
And ended it with you
When we argued, Id'e shut up
It was always for you
I was always the fuck up
Yet nothing was wrong with you
You were always so stuck up
And I always listened to you
I should have just said "Shut the fuck up"
But I was afraid to loose you
Then you got knocked up
It was him and not me, so I left you
Now I'm all fucked up
But I'll never return to you
falling for you
I should have just gave up
And ended it with you
When we argued, Id'e shut up
It was always for you
I was always the fuck up
Yet nothing was wrong with you
You were always so stuck up
And I always listened to you
I should have just said "Shut the fuck up"
But I was afraid to loose you
Then you got knocked up
It was him and not me, so I left you
Now I'm all fucked up
But I'll never return to you
33 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Jun 2014 9:49pm
30th Jun 2014 9:49pm
Scream and shout
Down on myself
As i hide on the shelf
I await my life
and Hope it passes by
day by day
I lay awake
closing my eyes
no sleep, I'm still
No dream, no surprise
Finally I enter REM
She's waiting for me
Always at the end
She's watching me
Maybe i can vent
This isn't a dream
it's a nightmare
I begin to scream
It's a night scare
I begin to lean
I enter it's lair
I am not clean
I cannot share
I cannot see
for I'm not all there
I awaken in a cold dark sweat
Scream and shout for a bitter...
As i hide on the shelf
I await my life
and Hope it passes by
day by day
I lay awake
closing my eyes
no sleep, I'm still
No dream, no surprise
Finally I enter REM
She's waiting for me
Always at the end
She's watching me
Maybe i can vent
This isn't a dream
it's a nightmare
I begin to scream
It's a night scare
I begin to lean
I enter it's lair
I am not clean
I cannot share
I cannot see
for I'm not all there
I awaken in a cold dark sweat
Scream and shout for a bitter...
70 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
30th Jun 2014 8:02pm
30th Jun 2014 8:02pm
Jitter Bugs
Cocaine
Cocaine
Cocaine
Oh how I love
This powdered flake
That sugar Cane
As I start
To loose restraint
Inside my brain
I feel no pain
This drip
The drop
Don't want to stop
The pain I felt
Is numb and gone
My head is gone
The spiders in my hair
Begin to spin a knot
I will not share
I do not care
My eyes they share
A dead man stare
I'm here
I'm there
I'm everywhere
As I start becoming bare
My cloths have hairs
I will find soon
Or maybe
There's a bug or two?
Oh fuck...
Cocaine
Cocaine
Oh how I love
This powdered flake
That sugar Cane
As I start
To loose restraint
Inside my brain
I feel no pain
This drip
The drop
Don't want to stop
The pain I felt
Is numb and gone
My head is gone
The spiders in my hair
Begin to spin a knot
I will not share
I do not care
My eyes they share
A dead man stare
I'm here
I'm there
I'm everywhere
As I start becoming bare
My cloths have hairs
I will find soon
Or maybe
There's a bug or two?
Oh fuck...
96 reads
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