Submissions by HidingFromMe
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
DARK POEM
Published
17th May 2014 11:31pm
17th May 2014 11:31pm
Tormented
I never thought my mind would
Crumple, folding itself into a prison with
Depression and hell
My ears,hear things that no
One else can hear
There’s no escape from the
War that goes on in my mind
Voices, they want me dead
Words drift through my head
"Worthless" "Kill yourself" "You deserve pain"
Even if I were deaf, I’d still hear them
They've engulfed my brain, I'm a pyshcotic mess
They keep me up until all hours of the
Night, someone else’s thoughts taking
Hold of my mind
I'm missunderstood labeled as...
Crumple, folding itself into a prison with
Depression and hell
My ears,hear things that no
One else can hear
There’s no escape from the
War that goes on in my mind
Voices, they want me dead
Words drift through my head
"Worthless" "Kill yourself" "You deserve pain"
Even if I were deaf, I’d still hear them
They've engulfed my brain, I'm a pyshcotic mess
They keep me up until all hours of the
Night, someone else’s thoughts taking
Hold of my mind
I'm missunderstood labeled as...
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DARK POEM
Published
6th Feb 2014 10:03pm
6th Feb 2014 10:03pm
Pain
Alone with my thoughts
My inner demons are screaming
I want to ask for help
But its as if I have no voice
I suffer in silence
The pain demands to be felt
The depression has consumed me
Along with self mutilation
I've lost myself in the pain
I am no longer the same
My inner demons are screaming
I want to ask for help
But its as if I have no voice
I suffer in silence
The pain demands to be felt
The depression has consumed me
Along with self mutilation
I've lost myself in the pain
I am no longer the same
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DRUGS POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2014 5:03pm
22nd Jan 2014 5:03pm
Numb
I want to be numb
I want drugs
I want vodka
I want to block out the world
I never wanna feel again
I wanna be so high that I can't move
I want an escape, a release
I want drugs
I want vodka
I want to block out the world
I never wanna feel again
I wanna be so high that I can't move
I want an escape, a release
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DARK POEM
Published
22nd Jan 2014 4:55pm
22nd Jan 2014 4:55pm
Cold
I've become so cold
I'm nothing but a hallow shell
With no soul
The pain has begun to numb me
What have I become
I sit here mutilating my body
Just to silence my inner demons
But how much blood must be shed
Before I can finally be at
Peace
I'm nothing but a hallow shell
With no soul
The pain has begun to numb me
What have I become
I sit here mutilating my body
Just to silence my inner demons
But how much blood must be shed
Before I can finally be at
Peace
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Jan 2014 4:35pm
21st Jan 2014 4:35pm
Help
When you look up at the stars you
Long for something more
So tell me how you feel
I take these pills to make me thin
I dye my hair
I sit here and cut my skin
I try everything to be happy
Inside my quiet hell
You can't hear my cries for help
Inside I'm such a mess
Long for something more
So tell me how you feel
I take these pills to make me thin
I dye my hair
I sit here and cut my skin
I try everything to be happy
Inside my quiet hell
You can't hear my cries for help
Inside I'm such a mess
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DRUGS POEM
Published
9th Dec 2013 10:25pm
9th Dec 2013 10:25pm
Torn
Part of me wants to be sober
But part of me says fuck it
All I think about is getting high
Its consumed my mind
I don't care if it kills me
I need that high
The bliss
The release
The escape to my
Fucked up wonderland
But part of me says fuck it
All I think about is getting high
Its consumed my mind
I don't care if it kills me
I need that high
The bliss
The release
The escape to my
Fucked up wonderland
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Dec 2013 11:57pm
8th Dec 2013 11:57pm
The Want
I want it
No, I need it
The high, the pain
I need to silence my demons
The voices in my head are so loud
Fuck being sober
I need to be numb
I don't wanna feel
Fuck that shit
I wanna be so high I can't fucking move
I wanna block out the world
I want to escape to my
Fucked up wonderland
No, I need it
The high, the pain
I need to silence my demons
The voices in my head are so loud
Fuck being sober
I need to be numb
I don't wanna feel
Fuck that shit
I wanna be so high I can't fucking move
I wanna block out the world
I want to escape to my
Fucked up wonderland
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DARK POEM
Published
5th Dec 2013 00:05am
5th Dec 2013 00:05am
Destroying Myself
I remember the first cut
It hurt but I liked it
Cutting my flesh, it just
Gave me this high you
Can't imagine
I was at peace
Ironic isn't it
But before I knew it
I became addicted to the
Pain inflicted
I'm destroying myself
Consumed by this horrible addiction
Tearing apart my body to
Silence my demons
It hurt but I liked it
Cutting my flesh, it just
Gave me this high you
Can't imagine
I was at peace
Ironic isn't it
But before I knew it
I became addicted to the
Pain inflicted
I'm destroying myself
Consumed by this horrible addiction
Tearing apart my body to
Silence my demons
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Dec 2013 9:35pm
4th Dec 2013 9:35pm
The Urge
It's a want, a need
I feel like I need it
But I don't
It's slowly killing me
But yet I still do it
I crave the pain
I crave the high
It's crazy what a
Person will do just
To numb their inner
Demons
I feel like I need it
But I don't
It's slowly killing me
But yet I still do it
I crave the pain
I crave the high
It's crazy what a
Person will do just
To numb their inner
Demons
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DRUGS POEM
Published
3rd Dec 2013 1:36am
3rd Dec 2013 1:36am
Want
I want to be numb
I want drugs
I want vodka
I want to block out the world
I never wanna feel again
I wanna be so fucking high I can't move
I want an escape
I want a release
I want drugs
I want vodka
I want to block out the world
I never wanna feel again
I wanna be so fucking high I can't move
I want an escape
I want a release
143 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
1st Dec 2013 6:34pm
1st Dec 2013 6:34pm
Life
Little did you know at
Night the voices get worse
And while your sleeping in bed
I'm sitting on the bathroom floor
Dragging a razor across my wrist
Begging for this life to be over
With
Night the voices get worse
And while your sleeping in bed
I'm sitting on the bathroom floor
Dragging a razor across my wrist
Begging for this life to be over
With
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
19th Jul 2013 7:48pm
19th Jul 2013 7:48pm
I'm Sorry
Can't blame you for thinking
That you never really knew me at all
I tried to push you away
And now I know that was wrong
I thought I was protecting you from
Every thing I go through
My messed up life
But we got lost along the way
Here I am with all my heart
I know I let you down
I'm sorry, but now
I'm never gonna make that mistake again
You brought me closer to who I really am
I'm so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you
Our story is just the beginning
But let the truth break down these walls
So now whenever I think of you
I...
That you never really knew me at all
I tried to push you away
And now I know that was wrong
I thought I was protecting you from
Every thing I go through
My messed up life
But we got lost along the way
Here I am with all my heart
I know I let you down
I'm sorry, but now
I'm never gonna make that mistake again
You brought me closer to who I really am
I'm so sorry, I never wanted to hurt you
Our story is just the beginning
But let the truth break down these walls
So now whenever I think of you
I...
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