Submissions by Gabby_66

The night you left me,
I died inside.
You were alive a moment ago
but now you hide.
6 feet deep inside the ground
why did you leave without a sound?
Never took a chance to know me
So why should I show and pretend to be holy.
I cant help this feeling,
of being guilty though.
Even though you rejected me,
as if I meant nothing at all
I could of been your little girl
but you said fuck us all.
my heart isn't strong enough to say I hate you.
but its not weak enough to forgive you.
not as if you would care anyway....
I'm not...

Years after years I end up alone.
Wondering what is wrong with me
Is what worries me most
The feeling always comes back
Every night how I hate everything
That comes insight.
Im mixed inside
Ready to ignite.
About to drop everyone like they're flies.
None of you understand me when im in pain
None of you have been there and that's a shame.
Done with these little fucking games.
I live in the shadow of you,
Waiting to be lifted up from this hell.
Hell of a friendship we pretend it's called.
You pretentious little bitch, you never...

Stereotypes for the human race
based on sexuality.
Why cant we just embrace,
that everyone is different in their each way?
Ridiculed for loving,
every other day.
Equality for everyone,
should happen today.
No one deserves to be shun down
to pursue happiness.
We say these ignorant slurs,
because we fear what will happen the next day.
Sounds like 1960's all over, but today.
It seems like the world has no logic anymore.
How people can still praise Hitler
but fear the touch of a gay nowadays.
Its not a plague nor a disease....

Everything's blank.
Nothing's processing
Anxiety kicks in
and my dark thoughts are crossing.
I stick out,
I'm not like the others
I feel nothing
no pain, I guess I'm just
sick or insane
don't tell me, I need your medicine.
I will not conform or be
your experiment.
Don't call me by my name
for you do not know me.
According to the records I'm sick.
but I disclaim
I see your face and it brings me to shame
when you play these little games
put on your act
yet behind the scenes
you're a monster, you're a beast
when...

As midnight comes, I see my prey.
I've imagine this night many times before
Rewinding over again in my head
Each scenario playing on stage how I image things to go.
By this time I've learned everything,
Nobody knows her better than I do...
Her beautiful smile and porcelain skin.
She had permeated through my skull,
I can't go another night without having her.
So I must do what any other man would do...
The sound of crashing and muffled screams flew throughout the air.
The adrenaline is pumping through my veins.
I knew at this moment that there...