Submissions by Fxckithard (Karina Smoak)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
ANGER POEM
Published
15th Jul 2014 3:45am
15th Jul 2014 3:45am
All and Only
All I gotta say is
I wasn’t ready for this
All those words you spoke
They were simply pointless
All those times I broke
Were all for you
All those moments I wasted
Trashed and abused
All you wanted from me
Was money and time
All I got from you
Was troubles and lies
All I really wanted
Was the love you couldn’t offer
Only cause you left me for another
Didn’t want this pain at all
Only from my heart did I fall
Never thought it’d happen simply...
I wasn’t ready for this
All those words you spoke
They were simply pointless
All those times I broke
Were all for you
All those moments I wasted
Trashed and abused
All you wanted from me
Was money and time
All I got from you
Was troubles and lies
All I really wanted
Was the love you couldn’t offer
Only cause you left me for another
Didn’t want this pain at all
Only from my heart did I fall
Never thought it’d happen simply...
110 reads
5 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
29th May 2014 4:22am
29th May 2014 4:22am
Unconscious Victims
Hello, it's me again.
Say goodbye, it's the worlds end.
Destroying all that you've known.
This world will be gone, like melted snow.
Imagine this once great place,
Having it's own little flash of fate.
If you're a star, this worlds a black hole.
It'll destroy things as they get close.
Evolution, what a meager thing,
Nothing changes, just move out of place.
This worlds lost all sense of hope,
Birthing these idiots, yet they're written in stone.
The wrong acknowledged, for what's truly right.
These...
Say goodbye, it's the worlds end.
Destroying all that you've known.
This world will be gone, like melted snow.
Imagine this once great place,
Having it's own little flash of fate.
If you're a star, this worlds a black hole.
It'll destroy things as they get close.
Evolution, what a meager thing,
Nothing changes, just move out of place.
This worlds lost all sense of hope,
Birthing these idiots, yet they're written in stone.
The wrong acknowledged, for what's truly right.
These...
63 reads
0 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
26th Jan 2014 3:32am
26th Jan 2014 3:32am
White As Snow
I saw a light, as my eyes intensified,
It wasn't ordinary, not of my kind.
Like a crystal ball, showing the unknown,
I see things most people don't.
The beauty, the grace,
You can't comprehend,
What the Devil has to offer,
Is what you'd call a gorgeous sin.
Take a look, a glimpse at least.
Treat your eyes to something greater than any feast.
Most assume the world underneath,
Is nothing but burning, hot to say the least.
But no, please, just imagine the whitest snow,
6 ft deep, you're in the blistering cold.
...
It wasn't ordinary, not of my kind.
Like a crystal ball, showing the unknown,
I see things most people don't.
The beauty, the grace,
You can't comprehend,
What the Devil has to offer,
Is what you'd call a gorgeous sin.
Take a look, a glimpse at least.
Treat your eyes to something greater than any feast.
Most assume the world underneath,
Is nothing but burning, hot to say the least.
But no, please, just imagine the whitest snow,
6 ft deep, you're in the blistering cold.
...
80 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Nov 2013 1:15am
10th Nov 2013 1:15am
China Doll
Let all your worries be deceased,
And step into this dream with me,
As we walk around hand in hand,
You think "Can I trust this man?"
Look at all the butterflies,
Fields of green, a room of endless light.
Why would I lie to you?
Tell you things that are not true.
I promise, with all my heart,
That I'm a wonderful man,
From the very start.
I admit I have my cracks,
But that is something no human lacks,
Look at you so rosy red, hair so blonde, eyes so big.
Like a perfect little china doll.
You're so fragile, but I won't let...
And step into this dream with me,
As we walk around hand in hand,
You think "Can I trust this man?"
Look at all the butterflies,
Fields of green, a room of endless light.
Why would I lie to you?
Tell you things that are not true.
I promise, with all my heart,
That I'm a wonderful man,
From the very start.
I admit I have my cracks,
But that is something no human lacks,
Look at you so rosy red, hair so blonde, eyes so big.
Like a perfect little china doll.
You're so fragile, but I won't let...
120 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Nov 2013 3:41am
9th Nov 2013 3:41am
Love is Catastrophic
Your cheeks are red like velvet,
Your skin as soft as silk,
Let me hold you close my love,
As our hearts combine,
Like coffee and milk."
Nothing else will matter,
Once embraced in each others arms,
As the lights dim to a whisper,
Our clothes may fall.
Let me tell you my love,
I've always thought of you.
Even with the other girls,
They could never amount to you.
Your words are my sanctuary,
And your heart my home,
Never again will I cheat on you,
Breathing to another girls lungs. ...
Your skin as soft as silk,
Let me hold you close my love,
As our hearts combine,
Like coffee and milk."
Nothing else will matter,
Once embraced in each others arms,
As the lights dim to a whisper,
Our clothes may fall.
Let me tell you my love,
I've always thought of you.
Even with the other girls,
They could never amount to you.
Your words are my sanctuary,
And your heart my home,
Never again will I cheat on you,
Breathing to another girls lungs. ...
80 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
3rd Nov 2013 1:59am
3rd Nov 2013 1:59am
Who's a Fool?
Open your eyes and see the lies.
Doesn't it make you want to die inside?
All those times they spoke with you,
Leaked out words that weren't true.
"I won't hurt you," and now you know.
That words leave scars that don't show...
I grew up in a small neighborhood,
Without a mother and father to teach me good,
Teachers said I'd amount to few,
But don't worry, I'll teach you.
You encouraged my better self,
No longer shy and lacking self worth.
I'm not scared of hiding anymore
But soon you'll be, when I settle the score...
...
Doesn't it make you want to die inside?
All those times they spoke with you,
Leaked out words that weren't true.
"I won't hurt you," and now you know.
That words leave scars that don't show...
I grew up in a small neighborhood,
Without a mother and father to teach me good,
Teachers said I'd amount to few,
But don't worry, I'll teach you.
You encouraged my better self,
No longer shy and lacking self worth.
I'm not scared of hiding anymore
But soon you'll be, when I settle the score...
...
108 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th Sep 2013 00:12am
9th Sep 2013 00:12am
Into The Abyss
They say if you stare into the abyss long enough,
it soon stares back into you.
But what if I dove head first,
with nothing else to lose?
Send me to a fantasy land,
a grave of fireflies.
As the land trickles slowly,
away from the non-forgiving light.
Tell me where I'll be going,
as soon as the breath escapes my lungs.
My final destination,
oh I hope it'll be fun.
This life I've lived on Earth, has been quite a ride.
From Ferris wheels to bloody palms,
and plenty of shouts!
I'll never forget those deep blue waters,
I swam in...
it soon stares back into you.
But what if I dove head first,
with nothing else to lose?
Send me to a fantasy land,
a grave of fireflies.
As the land trickles slowly,
away from the non-forgiving light.
Tell me where I'll be going,
as soon as the breath escapes my lungs.
My final destination,
oh I hope it'll be fun.
This life I've lived on Earth, has been quite a ride.
From Ferris wheels to bloody palms,
and plenty of shouts!
I'll never forget those deep blue waters,
I swam in...
114 reads
4 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
22nd Aug 2013 11:49pm
22nd Aug 2013 11:49pm
Perseverance
I'm not proud of these scars,
But believe me I'm fine,
These scars they're reminders of the struggle called "life"
I see them everyday, and sometimes in disarray,
For letting them take control of my life some days.
I'm not proud of these scars,
But believe me I'm fine,
These scars they're reminders of the struggle called "life"
I notice the eyes,
Looking at my skin,
Questioning the lies, I once let in.
People ask me "why?" and I shrug I suppose,
That the rush I get is uncontrollable.
I'm not...
But believe me I'm fine,
These scars they're reminders of the struggle called "life"
I see them everyday, and sometimes in disarray,
For letting them take control of my life some days.
I'm not proud of these scars,
But believe me I'm fine,
These scars they're reminders of the struggle called "life"
I notice the eyes,
Looking at my skin,
Questioning the lies, I once let in.
People ask me "why?" and I shrug I suppose,
That the rush I get is uncontrollable.
I'm not...
96 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
12th Aug 2013 1:48am
12th Aug 2013 1:48am
Servant of Hell
In the dark, where I lay
I gaze out at the open joyful plains,
hoping for them to burn, and cease of life
Making everything dark and a place of fire.
Burn, burn. How warm it feels.
No more sun, no more fields.
Don't be sad, your home's just gone,
Follow the ashes and you'll soon be lost.
Don't be scared, the fire provides light,
In this Hell of a place, I feel so alive.
Welcome, welcome! to my humble abode!
Watch the ashes, like light shows.
Come inside, I've got nothing to hide,
No need to be afraid, I'm just a servant in...
I gaze out at the open joyful plains,
hoping for them to burn, and cease of life
Making everything dark and a place of fire.
Burn, burn. How warm it feels.
No more sun, no more fields.
Don't be sad, your home's just gone,
Follow the ashes and you'll soon be lost.
Don't be scared, the fire provides light,
In this Hell of a place, I feel so alive.
Welcome, welcome! to my humble abode!
Watch the ashes, like light shows.
Come inside, I've got nothing to hide,
No need to be afraid, I'm just a servant in...
107 reads
12 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
12th Apr 2013 11:57pm
12th Apr 2013 11:57pm
Scene Two: Dear Monsters In My Bed, My Mental Catastrophe
When I go to sleep at night, with you by my side,
I get those tiny little butterflies, fluttering inside.
Those creepy little monsters inside my head,
Mumble sweet little words, harassing my fears till they're dead.
It's a wonderful feeling, to see things die,
Charging my very soul, with abundances of life.
I know it may seem wrong, to kill all my fears,
But these monsters in my bed, would plead not to see me scared.
These monsters, my friends,
Oh, how I wish you knew.
These monsters in my head there are quite a few.
For those...
I get those tiny little butterflies, fluttering inside.
Those creepy little monsters inside my head,
Mumble sweet little words, harassing my fears till they're dead.
It's a wonderful feeling, to see things die,
Charging my very soul, with abundances of life.
I know it may seem wrong, to kill all my fears,
But these monsters in my bed, would plead not to see me scared.
These monsters, my friends,
Oh, how I wish you knew.
These monsters in my head there are quite a few.
For those...
156 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Feb 2013 1:06am
20th Feb 2013 1:06am
Scene One: Dance of a Lifetime, With a Thud to the Head
I gave you my trust, I gave you a chance,
You wavered slightly, I reclaimed the last dance,
You swayed one way, away from me,
Now our paths are different, you played with me.
I said "I hate you," you wondered why,
How thick skulled are you, to understand I want you to die.
Don't call me again, you dimwitted fuck,
Burn the way I did, I'll whisper "tough luck."
You'll come crawling back, just like bugs do,
Screeching "please take me back, I won't hurt you."
Did you ever think, about what you did to me?
While I was suffering, you...
You wavered slightly, I reclaimed the last dance,
You swayed one way, away from me,
Now our paths are different, you played with me.
I said "I hate you," you wondered why,
How thick skulled are you, to understand I want you to die.
Don't call me again, you dimwitted fuck,
Burn the way I did, I'll whisper "tough luck."
You'll come crawling back, just like bugs do,
Screeching "please take me back, I won't hurt you."
Did you ever think, about what you did to me?
While I was suffering, you...
126 reads
6 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
14th Jan 2013 10:09pm
14th Jan 2013 10:09pm
Pebble On The Path Of Life
Hey dad, it's me again
Remember when you called me a fucking idiot?
Well it's still ringing in my head.
You may only see my stone cold reflection,
But inside there's a world where my soul hides.
Breaking down, fighting off all the words,
Make believe that they're all lies.
I know you don't realize my pain,
you're too busy trying to create a fantasy that you want me to be able to relate.
I'm not perfect like my sister,
She's an angel, a gift,
something you could never hit.
While I'm a burden and trash,
You wouldn't think twice...
Remember when you called me a fucking idiot?
Well it's still ringing in my head.
You may only see my stone cold reflection,
But inside there's a world where my soul hides.
Breaking down, fighting off all the words,
Make believe that they're all lies.
I know you don't realize my pain,
you're too busy trying to create a fantasy that you want me to be able to relate.
I'm not perfect like my sister,
She's an angel, a gift,
something you could never hit.
While I'm a burden and trash,
You wouldn't think twice...
153 reads
4 Comments
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